Chapter 195: Meaning
People's thinking is limited, and even easily swayed by emotions, simple words and actions can see this, such as quarrels with contradictory quarrels, once the emotions are surging back to the reason of the past, the content of the quarrel will fall into a cycle of poor words and repetition, and when you think about it calmly afterwards, you will always think in your heart if you say what you said before you must be able to refute the other party, but the problem is that such an afterthought is usually difficult to have room to play, and when the next quarrel will forget this stubble, and fall into the cycle of word exhaustion and repetition again.
Xing Feng's problem is actually the same.
Before the brain circuit turned around, he saw Chen An bullishly abusing zombies, and he was a person who claimed to be a space-time authority, and he also proved his "identity" from the side by moving in space, in the apocalyptic era of the virus outbreak, people's spirits are sensitive and fragile, and living under the high pressure of zombie threats all year round, people's minds will go to an extreme.
Xing Feng longs for safety and strength, and Chen An can just give him this, under the guidance of such subconscious thinking, he can't wait to hug Chen An's thighs.
As a result, Xing Feng didn't really understand until Chen An threw him off the rooftop of the high-rise building, and it wasn't until he was safe and sound that he had a false alarm.
I'm so crazy trying to deal with a sick person in my head!
Seeing that the sun was about to go down, he didn't have time to get out of Chen An to find a safe hiding place, so he quickly got up and ran to the rooftop of the high-rise building desperately, at least staying by Chen An's side tonight, safety was guaranteed.
In a high-rise building of more than 100 meters, people can climb the stairs softly, anyway, when Xing Feng climbed to the rooftop, he was already as tired as a dead dog, not to mention a hungry stomach.
"Roast chicken wings! my favorite ......"
When he saw Chen An setting up a charcoal barbecue, singing a little song in his mouth, smearing sauce with a brush in one hand, and rolling back and forth with fragrant barbecue meat in the other, he could imagine how much psychological damage he had caused to Xing Feng.
Nima left Lao Tzu to climb the stairs to die or live, but you were leisurely barbecued on the rooftop?
"Brother...... Ask for a skewer barbecue ......"
It's a pity that people have to bow their heads under the eaves, and Xing Feng, who is exhausted, has to look at Chen An pitifully and beg.
"Do it yourself, have enough food and clothing!"
Chen An glanced at him, picked up the barbecued chicken wings and took a big bite of them.
Regardless of where the chicken wings came from, anyway, in order to fill his stomach, Xing Feng was embarrassed, he hurriedly got up, dragged his heavy legs to the barbecue grill, picked up the sausages and vegetables piled up on the side and put them on the barbecue grill.
"Brother, do you think we're going to attract zombies if we do this?"
Xing Feng was busy oiling and baking, and he was all worried.
"Come on, come on, I don't think there's enough material for the experiment. ”
Chen An conjured out a bottle of beer and took a sip, wiped the hop foam on the side of his mouth, and said nonchalantly.
"That's right. ”
Xing Feng's corner of his eyes inadvertently saw a sturdyly bound mutant zombie not far away, and nodded unconsciously.
"Huh...... That's my ......."
Without paying attention, Xing Fenggang asked Chen An to take the sausage he was grilling.
"What's yours and mine, what's mine is mine. ”
Chen An turned his head and ate the sausage with taste.
“......”
Well, don't say anything tonight, just give him free service.
Full of wine and food, Xing Feng picked a sheltered place, wrapped himself in clothes and rested directly, because he was too tired, his body was tired, and his heart was even more tired.
When night falls, the whole city is shrouded in darkness, and occasionally the moon peeks out of the clouds to cast a hazy light on the earth, and the wind blows so that even in the middle of summer it is cold.
After teasing the mutated zombies with raw meat, Chen An stood on the edge of the rooftop wall, his face no longer frivolous.
"How much does a dark city look like a desert island with no people, lonely and empty, without the convenience of modern life and the interaction between people, when the purpose of life is only to survive, will people start to reflect on life again? No...... No...... Because, human beings make the same mistakes over and over again. ”
"He's having fun with himself, I'm taking comfort in myself. ”
"He's enjoying the beauty of life, and I'm reflecting on the meaning of life. ”
If a person enjoys everything he can enjoy, even immortality, but with the death of his relatives and friends, he has seen all the hustle and bustle of the world, where is the meaning of his life? Everything has a definite number, people have birth, old age, sickness and death, the universe will shrink back to the infinite energy level of singularity matter after expanding to the limit, and the singularity will explode again to open up the world, I don't know how many billions of years later, there will be life stars similar to the earth, and now human beings and planets have already gone through countless explosions and reincarnations of the universe? So someone shouted that 10,000 years is too long, just seize the day.
When someone is deeply aware of the shortness of life, they will spend their lives in the ideal goal they pursue to shine the brightest light, often these people have left the heaviest mark in human history, compared to the vast majority of ordinary people have spent their lives in chaos.
Before the adventure, Chen An was originally destined to be one of the latter, and he didn't care about these philosophical questions at all, and it was better to think about how to make money, buy a house, buy a car, and marry a wife if he had time, which was the most realistic problem he should consider.
But after getting the adventure of traveling through time and space, he experienced confusion and frustration, hesitation and confusion, and his ideological realm slowly changed significantly.
If it weren't for his personality, an ordinary person would definitely embark on a path of life that was completely different from his.
Money, power, power, beauty.
I want them all!
But Chen An didn't ask for it.
Perhaps in his opinion, such behavior is no different from that of an upstart.
When the truth of the mysterious substance in his mind comes to light, he actually has many similarities with the survivors of the end times in terms of mentality, the only difference is that he has the ability to resist.
"There's a question I'd love to ask you, but of course, you can continue to choose silence. ”
"Why did you throw me into this world? Is there anything in this world that attracts you other than the high-energy nodes you need? I don't believe you would choose this world for no reason. ”
- Signs of intrusion and tampering are detected in the space-time, and different high-energy nodes can feedback the information carried by the intruder.
Huh? What I tease that kid during the day is actually true?
Chen An looked slightly stunned, as if he didn't expect his answer to be beyond his expectations.
"Purpose?"
- According to the information carried by the intruder, the coordinate information of other unknown time and space can be obtained.
Tsk, that's interesting.