Chapter 5: Who I Am

For a few days, Xiaobai spent this kind of soulless day, and the novelty around him could not arouse the slightest interest in him. It's not the little white who has to grasp and study all new things in the fairy world. The careful care of the woman who is called his sister-in-law, and the care of the man who is called his eldest brother, makes him feel irritable in a trance, and at the same time smell a trace of warmth. But what is the use of these concerns, they will not do anything except increase the troubles of his seven emotions and six desires.

What made him even more uneasy was that he knew who he was, but occasionally when he heard them shouting "Lu Chen", he would unconsciously raise his eyelids. Could it be that there is something in this body that is interfering with him?

When Lu Ming brought back a pile of painting tools, various works of different sizes, semi-finished products and canvases, Xiao Bai saw the picture he first knew in this pile of things. Although he couldn't tell what was being painted, he always had a sense of familiarity in his heart. This may be the only thing he has to do with the fairy world when he comes to this strange world. He took the painting almost with the only little energy he could muster.

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When Xiuqiao pushed the door open with large and small bags, she was taken aback, on the balcony connected to the living room, Lu Chen was lying in front of his drawing board, holding a paintbrush and painting intently, although he couldn't see what he was painting, but this may be a good sign, is his spirit much better, he can paint again, no matter whether the work can be sold or not, but at least the spirit is better than anything else. After so many days of silence, she couldn't worry about it.

"Xiao Chen......" Xiuqiao was just about to speak, and seemed to suddenly think of something. Swallowed the rest of the words again. Then, he walked softly into the kitchen.

When Xiuqiao told Lu Ming about Lu Chen's actions during the day before going to bed, Lu Ming was also relieved, but then he had a headache. He had thought that his younger brother was mentally unhealthy because he was drawing these strange things all day, and now that he could pick up the pen again, it didn't seem like a good start.

What to do, Lu Ming also had no idea for a while, when it came to working on the construction site, he was a good hand, but he really didn't know anything about art. Not to mention art, he didn't finish elementary school.

A week later, an elderly couple came to Lu Ming's home. As soon as they met, the white-haired old woman hugged Xiaobai and cried bitterly, and the old man with the same white hair just sighed incessantly, and the dry smoke in his hand kept "let's go".

Xiao Bai Muran looked at the couple curiously, he knew that these two people were like the parents of this guy called "Lu Chen", the old couple were authentic farmers, their dark skin and calluses on their hands recorded their work facing the loess with their backs to the sky, the old man didn't talk much, he just liked to smoke dry tobacco and drink old wine. Somehow, something was touched in his heart, which was not the emotion that a dragon should have. In the immortal realm, the seven emotions and six desires are the biggest demonic obstacles to cultivation, but at this time, ......

In a trance, he remembered his father, the Dragon Monarch who had a pivotal role in the fairy world. An old man who was high up and not good at words, his eyes were a little moist unconsciously. He knew that the lifespan of mortals was very short, so short that almost a short cultivation time in his world might have ended. I don't know if I can see my father again.

I don't know what my father is doing at this time, whether he will be looking around because of his disappearance. And the eldest brother who has been taking care of himself, the second brother, and the stern crane master, and the girl who follows her ass all day, and the .......

This night he had insomnia, his soul, which had been almost dead for so long, had some life, and his almost numb brain began to work little by little, and his thoughts flew to the distant starry sky, and he sat on the bed, unable to sleep for a long time. He really couldn't imagine that he would really be willing to accept this body in the future!

For several days, the old woman sighed constantly, and secretly wiped her tears from time to time. Because my youngest son seems to have a real problem with his spirit, he either sits in a daze, or walks around irritable for no reason, and sometimes he will scribble on the balcony alone with a paintbrush. And his eldest son and daughter-in-law are also very busy with work, and recently everyone discussed whether to send Lu Chen to a psychiatric hospital for treatment first. Now it seems that it is really necessary. This stays at home, in case there's a good one. No matter how sick you are, you have to be treated.

In the end, everyone unanimously agreed to send Lu Chen to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, but Lu Ming could not make up his mind, he didn't believe that his younger brother had this disease. Keep saying, "Look again, look again." In the past, he also scolded his younger brother more than once for that decadent life, but in his heart he hated iron and steel, although he repeatedly said that he would not care about him anymore, but at the end of each month, he would still send some money and things to his younger brother.

But this time it really scared him a lot, his younger brother was still young, just twenty-five years old, he hadn't started a family yet, and he didn't have a partner, if he was really crazy, this life would be over. The old couple will also be unable to stand it.

On this day, Lu Ming, who had not yet gone out, suddenly heard a terrifying sound from Xiaobai's room, he walked quickly to the door of Lu Chen's bedroom, pushed open the door, and looked at his younger brother in front of him who was both familiar and seemed to be a little strange. I felt sad in my heart.

"Who the hell am I? Who the hell am I? You tell me!