The world is beautiful, just as happiness is contrasted.

But anyone who struggles to survive in the apocalypse of the wasteland will feel the beauty of the world when he returns to modern civilization, but unfortunately man is fickle, today he may sing the praises of the world, tomorrow he may curse the injustice of the world, for some people, the world will never be satisfactory to the other.

"Do you believe in love?"

In a café with soft music, young men and women sit opposite each other, and the girl is a white-collar woman dressed in a fashionable commuter attire, who occasionally picks up her mobile phone on the table to glance at it, or looks out the window at the endless stream of cars and pedestrians.

"What do you think love is?"

Chen An sat upright in his chair and looked at the woman opposite with a faint smile on his face.

"I'm asking you a question first, okay?" the girl shook her head, glancing at him angrily.

"Are you in a hurry?" Chen An didn't answer, and continued: "From the time you came to this café and sat down, you looked at your mobile phone a total of seventeen times, nine times outside the window, five times intentionally or unintentionally looking at the waiter in the direction of two o'clock, and seven times you were brushing your hair in your ear...... Excluding just now, you only looked at me three times, and the rest of the time, you were using your eyes and body movements to show your inner anxiety and boredom. ”

"You've been very observant, but do you know that you say these things very annoyingly to girls. She lowered her face and stared at Chen Anxiu, frowning.

"I'm just pointing out the fact that since you rejected this blind date from the beginning, you can actually say it directly, because I don't mind at all. Chen An took a sip of coffee and said softly.

"Oh, so you were forced to come here too?" the girl breathed a sigh of relief as if relieved, and the wrinkles between her brows quietly dispersed.

"After all, you have to be considerate of your parents' feelings. Chen An nodded.

"I'm sorry, but it was my problem to have a bad attitude just now. The girl smiled for the first time, albeit apologetically.

"Understood. Chen Andao.

"I really can't help it, the family has been nagging about this matter all day long, plus ......" The girl suddenly stopped abruptly in the middle of her words, and changed the topic. "Besides, I'm only twenty-four years old! My family can't wait to marry me off, as if I have become a burden, why do I have to enter the grave of marriage so early, when I still have a good youth? Some of my classmates who have been married before, especially after giving birth to children, don't even have any time for entertainment, and they stay at home all day with their husbands and children, and they are almost out of touch with society.

As soon as the girl's conversation box was opened, she gushed endlessly, which shows how much resentment she has in her heart about blind dates.

"What about you? The family has told you about some of your situation, obviously you look talented, have a gentle personality, and have been admitted to the iron job bowl of civil servants, now that you have a car, your parents must be able to afford a down payment, it stands to reason that a man like you is quite popular with girls, how can you fall to the point of blind date?"

After the girl finished talking about herself, the conversation immediately turned to Chen An.

"Maybe it's because I haven't met someone who really suits me. Chen An said calmly.

"Then you must have a high vision. The girl laughed.

"Not really. Chen An shook his head. "On the contrary, my requirements are very low, it doesn't matter what I look like, but I must have a good personality, such as being gentle and considerate, and being filial to my parents. ”

"Tsk, I don't believe it. The girl shook her head. "Especially the issue of appearance, it is human nature to love beauty, what man doesn't like beautiful girls now? Even girls will prefer handsome and handsome men, and appearance is justice, okay?"

Everyone has a superficial age group, so the difference in the level of perception of life can easily cause the problem of generation gap.

The girl who is still talking in front of her is called Huang Ying, the other party is the blind date arranged for him by his mother first and then playing, it is said that she is the daughter of Lao Huang in the same unit, and after graduating from college, she returned to Shao Nan to work in a good company.

Chen An is already the eldest in the eyes of his parents, according to his actual age, he has already entered the age of establishment, the thinking of his parents' generation is very simple, in addition to wanting to hold his grandson, his son can be regarded as a real stable life when he gets married and starts a family, so that he does not have to worry about his son's future happiness.

More than three months have passed since he returned to the real world, and Chen An's unchanged life is terrifyingly monotonous, except for going to work, he reads books at home, and occasionally goes out to exercise, so if he continues to do so? If he has been holding the attitude of life that the whole family is full and the whole family is not hungry, will he not be able to find his wife in the future? Will he still be able to hug his grandson? For this reason, in addition to introducing him to blind dates, the second elder will go to see what suitable houses are ready to buy him a house when he has time.

In these years, the house is very important, and the choice of a girl to marry whether there is a house occupies a large factor, not a matter of whether the girl is material or not, but a problem of security and belonging, after all, women's thinking and men's thinking are completely different, and many problems that are taken for granted by men are another matter in the eyes of women.

"It's getting late, my friend asked me to go to the movies. Huang Ying habitually looked at her phone and suddenly apologized to Chen An.

"Okay, you go first, I'll sit for a while. Chen An nodded in understanding.

Huang Ying picked up her bag and was about to leave, and as soon as she took two steps, she didn't forget to look back and apologize.

"By the way, when the time comes to go home, we will say that we haven't looked at each other, so as not to run into such embarrassing things in the future. ”

"Understood. Chen An said succinctly and simply.

Anyway, he, like the other party, took this blind date as a passing scene.

After Huang Ying left, Chen An took out the books in his briefcase and looked through them slowly, today is a rare weekend off, go back too early to estimate that his parents will ask about the results of the blind date, it is difficult to read quietly, just stay in the café to read for a while, and then go to the library to return the books borrowed before.

Chen An, who is in the state of the main personality, can calm down and swim in the lonely ocean of knowledge, but the deputy personality is always restless and wants to go crazy to "make trouble", and anything that is interesting will inevitably be enthusiastically inserted, if once the deputy personality is released, Chen An's original stable life will be destroyed, so since returning to reality, the deputy personality has always been in a state of suppression.

When you see a beautiful girl, the sub-personality can't help but want to talk, when you see the video of extreme sports, the sub-personality will have the urge to climb a tall building with your bare hands, and when you see interesting games and movies, the sub-personality will want to impact the entertainment products of the apocalyptic world...... Even when he saw the coffee cup on the table, he couldn't help but want to tease the waiter and do a magic trick.

How dare Chen An, the deputy personality in such a state, be released?

"Just endure it a little longer, the next world will naturally give you as much presumptuousness as you want. ”

Chen An said to himself, he can suppress the sub-personality for a while, but he can't suppress it for a lifetime, the more things he touches, the stronger the impact of consciousness caused by the sub-personality, only by forming a closed and quiet space, the restlessness of the sub-personality will gradually stop, so he will choose to read at home most of the time during this time, and he doesn't even want to turn on the computer, so as not to hear any songs and see something, and the sub-personality is restless and wants to be a great writer and singer, and he can't be idle for a moment.

It always feels like raising a naughty child with ADHD.

"A little girl can't handle it, let me make a move, and marry home in minutes, okay?"

"The little girl at the next table is very nice, sweet in appearance, quiet in temperament, I want this!

"There's a piano in the café, and it seems like going up and playing a song, which has attracted countless little girls to bend over for me...... Wait, I don't think I can play the piano...... What about singing a song?"

"It's such a boring book, I don't want to study...... Hey, I can use this to ask professional professors in the university! And then show off this knowledge, successfully enter the university to become a lecturer, and then develop a teacher-student relationship?"

"I said you're enough!"

At the level of consciousness exchange, Chen An coldly reprimanded.

"Let me out, even for an hour, if you don't let me out, I'll keep arguing with you...... You can't even read the book!"

"An hour...... Yes, but you have to promise not to cause any unnecessary trouble in my life!"

Chen An closed the book, put it in his briefcase and stood up to leave the café.

"I promise! I promise! If I have the slightest thing that you think will cause trouble in your life, you can switch me out immediately...... But...... Isn't an hour too short, or ten hours?"

"An hour. ”

"Eight!"

"One!"

“...... Five?"

"One!"

"I ...... One is just one! That's it! When are you going to let me out!"

"Wait!"

"What are you waiting for?"

"Timing. ”

This kind of self-questioning and self-answering is no different from neurosis in Chen An's personality state, the only difference is that these conversations are at the level of consciousness, and others have no idea that their mental activities will be so complex and exciting.