Commitment
It was a Sunday evening, I was studying for self-study, and I was a little busy because I had just arrived at school after a Saturday and Sunday. waited until the next morning, only to hear from classmates that Xiao Lingzi did not come to school.
I muttered to myself, "She's never late, what's wrong today, could it be that she is sick, is there something going on at home?" Suddenly, an ominous premonition came to my heart, and for some reason, my heart hurt, as if I had been torn apart.
In the next few days, there was still no news of Xiao Lingzi. I went to her house to look for it, and the family said they didn't know, but they just made a call on the day they disappeared, saying that they were going to live with their classmates for a few days, as for which classmate it was and why they were going, Xiao Lingzi didn't say, and they didn't know!
One night a few days later, Reiko suddenly came to school with her father. Reiko announced her decision in the classroom, and that was to "drop out". As soon as these two words came out, everyone was immediately shocked. With her grades, even if she goes directly to the examination room now, it is not a problem to be admitted to an ordinary university, and no one would have expected that she would choose to drop out at this juncture. The students looked at each other, then turned to me in unison.
When I heard this, it was as if the sky had fallen, and my face was full of fear and doubt. He really couldn't figure out why she suddenly dropped out of school, and what to do after she dropped out? Why didn't she discuss it with herself in advance, if she really had her own plans, she would firmly support him! Why did she disappear for a few days, what happened in the past few days when she disappeared? No, I must personally ask her what happened! Before thinking about it, she stood up and shouted loudly: "Xiaomeng!"
But I found that the whole class was looking at her, and their eyes were full of surprise! Chen Xu said: "Zhaonan, Xiao Lingzi is gone!" I was startled again, and chased after her like crazy. As soon as I ran to the door, I saw that the teacher was about to come in, I didn't care much, pushed the teacher away and ran, and heard the teacher shouting from behind: "I, I haven't finished class yet, where are you going!"
I ran to the playground and saw Reiko and her father getting into the car. I shouted, "Little Lingzi, wait for me, I have something to say to you!" Xiao Lingzi seemed very reluctant, and only reluctantly agreed to talk to me at the urging of her father.
Even though it was early summer, the trees were already squeaking and chirping.
"Why?" I asked anxiously.
"What, why?" said Reiko, her face full of contempt.
"Where have you been in the past two days, I'm going crazy, why did you suddenly stop going to school, what happened, tell me?" I asked, taking him by the arm.
Xiao Lingzi broke free of me, smiled indifferently, and said, "Who are you, why should I tell you?" I was pale, stunned for a while, speechless, and finally plucked up the courage to say, "I'm your boyfriend, I ......"
"Hahaha......" A shrill laugh reached my ears, and the laughter made him feel chills and chills in his heart......
Xiao Lingzi laughed for a while, and then said: "You still have the face to say that I am your boyfriend, and my boyfriend is not like you! Don't you look at your own appearance, little man, ugly bastard, I dare to say that you must have been the Wu Dalang who was killed by his wife in a daze in his last life." I used to ask you to be my boyfriend, but I was really young and ignorant, and I was blind. I've been in love with you for so long, when did you care about me and help me relieve my stress? Not only that, but I finally managed to be alone with you for a while, and you still persuaded me to study hard and get me into a good university! You promised me a few words, you said a few good words to me, and how many promises you made to our future! I'm really annoyed!"
I never imagined that she would say such a thing, and my heart was so despised by her, my mind was blank, and I was stunned there, not knowing what to say, let alone how to say it, maybe I shouldn't have come here tonight.
Xiao Lingzi saw that I didn't speak, and continued: "My little Lingzi is talented, and there are countless boys chasing me, why should this great youth be wasted on your elm pimple!"
After a long time, I broke the silence and whispered, "You are right, you are right, I am indeed not good enough in these aspects. But listen to me, okay?"
"Yes, I haven't depicted the future for you, I haven't said many sweet words to you, I haven't taken you to play, I haven't taken you to that kind of entertainment place to relax your stress. But why should I do this to you, isn't it because of my love for you? This year is the most important year of our lives, and it is also the most difficult year? I know that you are under a lot of pressure, but we just need to grit our teeth and hold on, and when we are admitted to the university, we can relax!
Don't you know what our future is? Of course, our future is to get married, and then live a down-to-earth and peaceful life, do you still need me to tell you? If you don't get married, but only for a lifetime, then why should I fall in love with you, and we should just keep our friendship?
That's right, I haven't said a few good words to you, I'm stupid, and I can't say anything good? But even if I don't say it, won't you feel my love for you? Don't you feel that I have you in my heart?
That's right, even if that's the case, I should make a promise to you and put you at ease. But aren't I still studying? Don't I have any material foundation? What promise can I give you, the only thing I can promise you is my sincerity, that is, the sincerity of my love for you all my life, don't you feel it? I am a man, and I must do what I have said!
I can only swear to you now that no matter what happens in the future, I will always love you, and I will take all my responsibility for you, for me, with this love. I think it's wrong for the two of us to study hard, find a good job in the future, and then get married and spend the rest of our lives in peace?"
Xiao Lingzi laughed and said, "You are really a fool, a big fool, a big wood, the biggest fool in the world!" The empty playground was just me and the tree. The moonlight hit his face, and I looked up at the moon, feeling extremely lonely and hesitant in my heart......