"Bang!

Two muffled sounds.

Jiang Xiaobai mixed Sprite and slammed it on the table, and the wine and carbonated drinks mixed together, snorting and bubbles, turning into a strange liquid full of alcohol and gas.

It is said that this is the latest way to drink, from a certain movie, Gao Fei has not seen it, but judging from the familiar movements of the two women, it is obviously experienced.

"Su Qing, I toast you. Thank you for staying with me just now, I never imagined that there are so many good classmates, but only you stay. Xu Xu said.

She bit the word "good classmate" very hard, obviously still lingering.

"I'll toast you too. Although Li Pengpeng is not a good thing, only you stand up for him!" Su Qing also said.

The two smiled tacitly, and the glass was dry.

Goofy looked stupid on the sidelines. After Jiang Xiaobai blended Sprite, the wine was actually very strong, and the two girls drank it like this, and it would be bitter for him later.

Xu Xu poured a full cup again: "I'll toast you another cup, and I will respect your courage." It's not the courage to stay with me, it's your courage to pursue love, and I envy you. ”

Su Qing's face was slightly red, not the wine brought by Jiang Xiaobai, but the praise in Xu Xu's words, it was like she was struggling to pursue something illusory, and the whole world was not optimistic, but suddenly someone praised her.

This feeling made her feel like a fire, filled a glass with pride, and drank it all again.

After two cups, the two women's chatterbox opened, chattering about their perception of life, the pursuit of love, and the hatred of hypocrisy.

When it comes to excitement, cheers.

A cup of respect for love, a glass of respect for the past, put away the confusion of youth, and dare not be depressed.

A cup of respect for the south, a cup of respect for the hometown, endless youth, the absurdity of the unknown.

A cup of freedom, a glass of wandering, the rope that is cut, the distance that cannot be forgotten

Cup after cup, happy and sentimental, drunk to the hearty, the corners of the eyes are flickering tears, because I can't find the direction to go back.

Drinking and drinking, both of them were a little drunk, their amount of alcohol was already good among girls, but glass after glass, round after round, no matter how good the amount of alcohol was, there was a limit.

Xu Xu suddenly said: "Gao Fei, let me ask you a word, can you answer me honestly?"

"You say. "Goofy.

Xu Xu: "Do you still love Ma Xiaoling?"

Su Qing's eyes immediately widened, she looked at Xu Xu vigilantly, and then looked at Gao Fei expectantly, her pretty face was flushed.

Goofy nodded without hesitation: "Love." ”

There was silence on the table.

Goofy has a clear conscience.

Su Qing was lost.

Xu Xu was silent, and after more than ten seconds, she suddenly cried out with a "wow".

A fashionable and beautiful urban girl, a successful white-collar editor-in-chief, and a goddess in the hearts of countless men, actually cried. Crying is a mess, and the eyeliner of crying is spent.

Lin Meng was startled, hurried over, and wiped his tears with Xu Xu with wet wipes, while complaining in a low voice about Gao Fei: "What did you do to make the big beauties cry?"

Goofy felt this wronged in his heart.

I heard Xu Xu crying and saying, "Why, why do you want to separate." Goofy, do you know, when I met those stinky men in society over the years, when I was deceived by them, I would think of you and Xiaoling. You are my faith, you are my hope, it is because of your existence that I will always have expectations for love, and I will always think that there is true love in this world, but the part that belongs to me has not come!"

Hurting things and crying for others often implies pity for oneself. Xu Xu is like this, and most people in the world are like this.

Who are we crying for?

We cry for ourselves.

Xu Xu continued: "I just heard the news of your separation, and I still don't believe it, I think it must be fake." But I couldn't get in touch with Xiaoling, so I knew something was wrong. I asked Li Pengpeng to inquire and make sure that you were really divorced, and after Xiao Ling also left Fandu, I was completely stupid. ”

"Even you are separated, so what is the purpose of my persistence all these years? I knew that this was the case, why didn't I go to be the mistress of the editor-in-chief? Why didn't I marry the rich second generation? Why didn't I go to live the life of a noble lady, why did I persist so hard to cry bitterly in a group of lustful men to protect myself? Why don't I let go of my easy life, let go of the wife of the upper class, and have to find some real love, am I stupid?"

Gao Fei, Su Qing, and Lin Meng, who was eavesdropping with his ears pricked up, were all stunned.

Once upon a time, they had similar questions, and they also thought of giving up under the weight of life.

There was also a moment when I asked myself fragilely: What is the meaning of my insistence?

In the face of similar problems, some people give up following the crowd, and some people insist on bending rather than bending.

But it's not just a failure to go with the flow, some of them are better off.

It wasn't a victory to bend rather than bend, and some of them hit their heads and broke their blood.

Some people give up resistance, but they achieve good results.

Some people persevered, but they were ruined.

There is no right or wrong in the world, only pros and cons.

Some people go for profit, which is understandable, after all, a hundred years of life, the white horse has passed through the gap, why bother to embarrass yourself.

Some people live to die, which is worthy of admiration, after all, life is short, a drop in the ocean, why not act rashly?

There is no right or wrong choice, only value is not worth it.

Is it worth it?

Goofy asked himself.

Su Qing asked herself.

Xu Xu asked himself.

Lin Meng asked himself.

What is the answer, such as people drinking water cold and warm to know themselves.

Xu Xu wiped a handful of tears, with bells and whistles on his face, where is the image of a city girl when they first met, but it is more like the lively and outgoing appearance in his memory.

"You're drunk. "Goofy.

Xu Xu didn't deny it, nodded and said, "I'm drunk, what I said is nonsense, don't take it to heart." You are right before, everything between you and Xiaoling is your private matter. You don't have to be anyone's idol, and you don't have to cling to anything for other people's wishful thinking. I'm just a little sentimental, like you guys have been with me for a long time, but I didn't make it to the end, it's like seeing the perfect vase break, my heart hurts, it hurts......"

"However, I wish you new feelings. Su Qing is a very good girl, don't let her down. Xu Xu said seriously, "I'm drunk, send me back to the hotel, thank you." ”

Sending Xu Xu back to the hotel, Gao Fei and Su Qing stood on the street at midnight, and as far as the eye could see, countless lights flashed between the sky and the earth.

Those places seem to hide a deep loneliness.

Gao Fei suddenly caught a glimpse that there seemed to be tears flickering in the corners of Su Qing's eyes.

Who are we crying for tonight?