Chapter 20 Dreams and Epiphanies
According to Yu Wenxuan's predecessors, gold magic is a kind of magic that is simple to enter and slow to improve, and there are not many pure gold elements in nature unless it is in some specific places, so ordinary magicians will not choose gold magic as their major. However, I had nine calamities and eight knocks, so I didn't have to worry about the relational element at all, so I only got started in three hours.
"Ming-Jin-Arrow" I released a blow of metallic people's magic, and it felt good.
"Shengtian, you are indeed extremely talented in magic, so soon to get started! The next thing is your own business, I will leave first, I will go to take a nap to replenish my energy when I am older." After Yu Wenxuan finished speaking, he really left the secret room.
"Na Lan Lin, I've always had some questions that I don't understand but always forget, and now I suddenly remember that I can ask you?" I asked embarrassedly.
"Host, please speak. Na Lan Lin said.
"I don't understand where the elemental energy in the air comes from?" I asked curiously.
"In nature, there is an innate energy that exists, and people call this energy the source energy of the sky, and the energy of the source of heaven is also scattered in the air everywhere without a trace. On the same day, the energy will change when it encounters some media in nature, such as the fire element, that is, the flame of nature will burn when it encounters the heavenly source energy, and then the elemental energy of the fire element will be generated. There is also the energy source of the twelve elements, and the energy source will also continuously transmit pure elemental energy to the surrounding air, but I don't know where the twelve energy sources come from. Na Lan Lin said.
"That's right," I replied thoughtfully......
"Master, why did you suddenly remember to ask this?" asked Na Lanlin, puzzled.
"It's nothing, it's just curiosity, just ask...... "I seem to understand something, as if there is a point that attracts me, and I look for it in the dark, but I never find it.
I closed my eyes and began to meditate......
"Young man, young man, wake up......" A vigorous voice woke me up.
"Who are you, and where am I?" I glanced at the old man in front of me and suddenly felt a sense of intimacy, but I must have never seen him before. And I was now sitting cross-legged on a circular plane, surrounded by bottomless cliffs, and I was only in the same space as I had just sat down, and the old man was suspended in mid-air.
"I, I don't know who I am, I'm me at the moment, I'm you the next, I'm anybody else the next. The old man always had a smile on his face, and there seemed to be no fluctuation at all.
"How did I end up here?" I looked around, and it seemed that there were many more of these platforms at a distance from me, and on each of them there seemed to be a person sitting or standing or some other movement, because it was so far away that I could barely see a silhouette.
"Because you want to come, you come, and when you figure it out, you leave......," said the old man.
"Nalanlin. Na Lan Lin ......, "I wanted to communicate with Na Lan Lin but found that Na Lan Lin had no reaction, usually in this case, either everything in front of me is a phantom or I am dreaming now......
"It's the only name that comes to mind, she must be important to you. The old man said.
"The only name...... I seem to be a little confused, what am I trying to do now, what is the most important thing for me? I don't know? I should know?" I asked the old man as if I was asking myself.
"Maybe nothing is always important to you...... It's important to you one moment, and the next moment it may not be important......," the old man said slowly, looking at me.
"Is that so?" I asked, confused.
"What do you think if I say at this moment that I can grant any of your wishes?" asked the old man.
"I think the human and demon worlds will never be at war again...... No, I want to lift the seal of the fairy stone and let Na Lanlin out...... No, I want to collect the twelve treasures to complete the old man's mission...... No, I want to break through the fifth order of the Netherworld Tribulation and stand at the highest point in this world...... What was I thinking? Didn't I come here to save Yiting? I want to bring Yiting back to life...... I don't know what I want...... "I feel like my head is about to explode with countless things, and people are racing in my mind.
"Huh...... You have a lot of time, maybe even a lifetime, to think about it. The old man said.
I was stunned for a while, and when I looked up again, the old man was gone, only the lonely high platform and the lonely me remained, and I was now in a state that I didn't understand, what am I doing here? What am I thinking?
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"Master, although it is a good thing to think things through, but like too much will hesitate, thinking about nothing is also courage, I still hope that the previous one who didn't take anything to heart and laughed at it. Suddenly, Na Lanlin's voice came to her ears.
I don't remember when Na Lan Lin said it, but I think it would be like this even if Na Lan Lin was here now, is it that I am thinking too much, and there are some things that I can think about and don't need me to think about?
"Oh, young man, I seem to understand something......" the old man appeared in front of me again.
"Really?" I said lightly.
"Young man, can you answer me a few questions?" asked the old man.
"You say......," I said.
"What is life to you?" asked the old man.
"Life...... That's what I can get after trying hard. I said.
"And what is fate?" asked the old man.
"Destiny...... That's a rule I don't want to, but I'm still going to get used to. I said.
"What is that dream?" asked the old man.
"Dream...... A dream is a dream, and that's a temple that you can't reach no matter how hard you try. Goals can be achieved with hard work, but dreams are only in dreams and cannot be reached. I said.
"That's right...... And what is love?" asked the old man.
"Love...... Love is a responsibility that will spend her whole life to care for her, an impulse to give her life for her, and a persistence to make her happy and silently bear all the pain. I said.
"Have you found your spot?" asked the old man.
"I don't think that point matters to me anymore......" I said with a smile.
"Why?" asked the old man.
"If I spend my whole life searching for that point, but in the end I find that it has no meaning to me, then my life will end in darkness and hard searching. Life has a fun pavilion www.biquge.info but there is no end, you can stop anywhere, you can start anywhere, as long as you move in the direction of your heart, I think I will not regret it if I fail if I work hard. I said with a smile.
"Hahaha......" The old man smiled and disappeared, and the high platform I was on kept getting bigger and bigger and extending around, and the original scene slowly blurred until I came back to my senses again and found that I was still in the secret room.
"Master, did you fall asleep just now? I didn't respond to any of my calls, and I was startled. Na Lan Lin said.
"I think I'm in a dream......," I said, looking around.
"What kind of dream?" asked Na Lanlin.
"Nothing...... What do you think I'm going to be in the end?" I asked.
"What kind of person, why does the master ask that?" asked Na Lanlin, puzzled.
"Huh...... I don't think I woke up from my dream yet. I said with a smile.
I don't know why I had such a dream, but it made me understand something. I seem to be lost, the purpose of my cultivation at the beginning was very clear, why did I go back to save Yiting. But now, if one day I really have such ability, will I really leave behind Shen Qianmeng, Na Lanlin, Ji Xuan, Qingqing, many people who love me, as well as good friends such as Mead, He Zhiya, and Lu Di, and return to the original world alone to rescue Yiting and live our lives with her in peace?
"Master, what are you thinking?" asked Na Lan Lin.
"I wonder what I'm supposed to do next?" I said, confused.
"Learn magic well, and solve the man-demon war first. Na Lanlin said directly.
"Huh...... Also. "Am I thinking too much......