Chapter 179: A Painful Choice
Somewhere in the backyard garden, the estate of the Marquis of Capcris, Natsu was lying limply in a chair, her head tilted, and her eyes were looking intently at the tree in front of her.
Its vitality is so vigorous and full of vitality, but her body reveals a tiredness, weakness, and weakness, compared with this motionless ancient tree, she who should be a living thing, is so haggard, far from it!
However, she did not feel distressed, but a little happy.
Yes, she's actually in a pretty good mood.
At least she survived, well, that's what she thought in her heart.
The healing process that hurts the soul and makes time go so long......
There was a moment when she almost thought she couldn't bear it anymore and would struggle to die in pain, but in the end, she persevered.
If she were asked to go back to the time when Master Raj asked her which treatment she had decided, it is estimated that her answer would not be as resolute and decisive as before, and perhaps she would rather have a long pain than a short one, and be ruthless and simply gamble!
Unfortunately, there is no such 'what if'.
Time can't be turned back, and what happened can't be changed, what she chose is this path full of thorns and pain after all!
In her original world, people used to classify pain on many levels, from the insignificance of a mosquito bite to the painful childbirth, but now she wants to say that there is another kind of pain, absolutely above any of these pains!
That is the pain of a soul-splitting one!
Yes, she's not using any modifiers like exaggeration, she's just stating a fact, because it happened to her not long ago.
It's a terrible thing to recall!
In order to treat her soul condition, Raj Dol Kapkris gave her two options, the first treatment method has a high success rate, low risk, but great side effects, the principle is to integrate all the souls in her body, turn them into one, condense a final complete soul, and then the problem of collapse is naturally solved.
The treatment principle of the second method is to completely eliminate all the parts of her soul that do not belong to her, so as to ensure the integrity of the soul, that is, to artificially let the collapse occur in advance, but to ensure that the part of the soul that belongs to her remains intact all the time.
This is a very risky, low-success rate, and a very long process, which requires her to persevere, because with it, the pain of her soul being torn apart and split!
Therefore, in order to avoid risks at that time, she chose to embark on this path without knowing anything, which really made her feel a sense of regret for taking the initiative to jump into the pit.
In fact, when she spoke out about her decision, Gen Raj began to treat her without further ado.
Hyper-Confinement Magic,
Mental Power Advanced Enhancement,
Mental Tenacity, Patience, Enhanced Magic,
Advanced Unyielding Resistance Enhancement,
Super Magical Enchantment: Life Heal,
Mana Boost,
High-tier Mana Amplification Enhancement,
Soul Eye,
Super Perception Amplification Spell,
Extraordinary Dexterity Spell: Soul Hand,
Extraordinary Focus,
......
Magical light emanated from the hands of Master Raj, cast on her or his, lit up, flickered, superimposed, one after the other, deep and hard.
With the blessing of all kinds of magic, her whole body couldn't move, but her mental perception was amplified to the extreme, even the small sound of mosquitoes flashing their wings was like a roaring wind in her ears!
And it was in this situation that the sharp and precise spell blade in the hand of the mage Raj Dol Kapkris slashed firmly and cruelly into her soul, as if she were performing an extremely difficult operation with a sharp knife...... All she could do was watch it happen.
That kind of pain is so terrible that people can't help but want to scream loudly and smash and vent wildly!
But she couldn't move, she couldn't even open her mouth, and she couldn't make a sound in her throat......
Master Raj's whole person is as calm as a rock, but every knife in her hand clearly falls on her soul, or finely cut, or tear, or divide, any slight action will bring her endless pain, pain to the soul!
She had never suffered such terrible pain in her life, and it would have been unimaginable for anyone not to experience it herself......
Every second, she felt her soul trembling, frightened, resisting, she couldn't imagine that she could continue to hold on, even if it was only for one more second, as if every moment was about to be unable to bear such pain, and even die directly, or unconscious......
However, with the blessing of various magic, she never got her wish.
Her spirit was very clear, extremely sober.
Because Gen Raj had already told her beforehand that she had to keep her will alive throughout the healing process!
Otherwise...... The consequences are unpredictable!
And the series of spells cast by this legendary mage before were also prepared to prevent this situation.
Therefore, from beginning to end, she clearly felt all this happening, and she could see every piece of soul fragment, cut and separated from her soul little by little, bringing her endless torment......
The moment Master Raj finally announced the end, she passed out completely.
......
She was in a coma for twelve days before she finally woke up.
As soon as she opened her eyes, all she saw were a pair of eyes full of surprise.
Well, that's the little girl Kelya, and she's coming to visit her.
This made her feel a little comforted in her heart, and she felt a kind of luck as if she was in a different world.
Yes, she survived.
It's good to be alive......
Unfortunately, just yesterday, the little girl Corlia was gone, and she had left the manor with her mother, Lady Anna, on her return journey in the middle of the date.
Before leaving, this little girl deliberately came to make an appointment with her, saying that she would come back to listen to her tell beautiful stories in the future, and Xia agreed to her.
However, Xia didn't have much confidence.
Looking back at the bleak place, there is no wind and rain and no sunshine.
Suddenly remembered this poem, Xia felt a lot of nostalgia in her heart for a while, she admired the poet who could write this poem, at least, she couldn't be so calm and uninhibited.
Because, she knows that what she has completed now is only the preliminary treatment plan, not the real end.
And next, she's going to meet the next time, and the next time, and the next time......
She couldn't be sure that she would have to go through several equally terrible ordeals before she could really put an end to it once and for all?
When she asked about Gen Raj, he only said that he still had a long way to go and would not end anytime soon.
This couldn't help but make Xia regret his choice at that time.
Long pain, short pain?
If only I had chosen a different approach......
She sighed like this more than once in her heart, but the gaze in her eyes was a little firmer.
......
"Looks like you're recovering well......"
At some point, the figure of Master Raj appeared in this backyard garden, and he took a closer look at her and nodded.
"Heh......"
When Xia Wenyan heard this, he could only grin a weak smile at him.
She was too weak to do much, and even when she came to this backyard garden, she still asked the maids in the manor to help.
You know, it really hurts to get rid of abnormal souls that don't belong to you!