Chapter 1018
Now Xia Aoxue, who was a child, looked at the back of her father leaving with her mother in her arms, covered her chest and cried, "No, I didn't touch my mother, I didn't, woo woo... Daddy, I didn't woo woo... , why do this to Cher, why?".
Every time I think of my childhood memories, accompanied by the scene in Qingyun Fantasy, Xia Aoxue's heart is like pressing a big stone, which makes her a little breathless, but every time she thinks of these, Xia Aoxue sighs at her stupidity, if she wasn't too stupid, she wouldn't have been used as a pawn for so many years, I don't know, I really don't know that she is eye-catching now, and it's not too late, Xia Aoxue really doesn't know about this, because now she has no hole cards, and she has no backing, and the only backing has been destroyed by her biological father。
"Now I'm really helpless" Looking at the night scene outside the window, Xia Aoxue sighed, in the past few days since she returned to the sect, she has never walked out of her room, but her father has not looked for her, from this it can be seen that she is being banished, hehehe..........
"No, no, no matter what, I will always stand behind you as your backing, if there is any danger, I will stand in front of you to resist, I have never changed this oath, it will always be remembered in my heart, it has already taken root" Suddenly, the originally quiet room sounded a voice that made Xia Aoxue so familiar that it could not be more familiar.
Although this oath was very touching, it did not move Xia Aoxue at all, but he turned around and looked at the person behind him indifferently, "Senior Brother in charge, I don't know what happened to Senior Brother in charge of the house late at night? If there is nothing to do, please go back, Senior Sister should also rest."
Hearing Xia Aoxue's intentional alienation, Huang Boqin's eyes instantly dimmed, and his voice said to Xia Aoxue with begging, "How can you forgive me, how can we change back to what we used to be, you know it, you know me.......... I know I can't stand your attitude, you......... Is it so irretrievable?!"
Hearing Huang Boqin's roar, Xia Aoxue turned around in an instant and faced Huang Boqin directly, with tears in her eyes, and she was also dyed red, but she didn't know if it was because Huang Boqin's words made her eyes red, or because of the unpleasant memories just now, all of this was only understood by Xia Aoxue in her heart, but now facing the person in front of her, Xia Aoxue really couldn't mention the innocence of the year, because the innocence of the year had already been destroyed by her close relatives, and now she can only say that she is cold, and she can't say anything about her feelings to them at all。
So when faced with Huang Boqin's questioning, Xia Aoxue answered him with a voice and attitude she had never used, and Huang Boqin could immediately feel the cold air of the previous years through this voice, which was biting and pierced deep into Huang Boqin's heart, making him miserable.
"Yes, since you pushed me away back then, now why do you want to pretend to cry and mourn your face here, since you have already made a decision back then, then don't talk nonsense here with me now, and you think my attitude is not good for you, then I'm sorry senior brother, my attitude is like this, if you can't accept it, then leave here for a long time, because I don't need your acceptance or disacceptance, because these have nothing to do with me, since you can't accept my current attitude, then what are you still doing here, is to make people dislike, if it is, senior sister, I am helpless, but if you want to make people dislike it, it's your business, Now that I'm going to rest, junior brother, shouldn't I go back" Xia Aoxue didn't care about Huang Boqin at all, and mocked without hesitation.
Hearing this, if Huang Boqin didn't feel anything, then it would be strange, but can he say anything now? Between the master and her, he made a decision a long time ago, didn't he? Just like Xia Aoxue said just now, what qualifications does he have now, and what face does he have to cry and mourn here, and how bad the attitude of accusing the other party is? Huang Boqin, Huang Boqin, what are you here to accuse Xiaoxue?
But no matter what, his heart is unwilling, the moment he pushed her away was he Huang Boqin reneged on the promise he made back then, this is a fact, but he was also forced to do it back then, on the one hand, his master, on the other hand, his beloved woman, this, what choice does this make him, no matter how mixed his master is, but after all, he is still his Huang Boqin's master, one day as a teacher and a father for life, he Huang Boqin has no choice at all.
Moreover, in the case of that year, there was no other way than to do that, although it was true that he broke his promise back then, on the one hand, because of the master, but the other reason was not because in order to protect her, when the master did not let the disciples in the door teach Xiaoxue any exercises in Changbai Mountain, on the contrary, he did teach the master's old man's lifelong learning to the second junior sister Xia Linxue, and over the years, when the second junior sister Xia Linxue took over the small and large trivial matters in the door, he could vaguely guess what the master was doing this for, nothing more than to prevent Xiaoxue, and the master has been in charge of Changbai Mountain for all these years, and Changbai Mountain has already been exchanged for blood, Who still remembers the old boss now, so a large part of the reason why Huang Boqin did that back then was because of these, because Xiaoxue was too dangerous here without the protection of his elders and without a trace of ability to protect himself, and even if he wanted to protect her, he couldn't protect her all the time, and he would do that kind of stupid thing in desperation, but what he didn't expect was that because his behavior back then deeply hurt the girl's heart, which made Huang Boqin extremely remorseful over the years, but regret is remorse, but Huang Boqin does not regret it, because as long as he can keep her, he is willing to bear it no matter how much he suffers, but, It's just that, don't treat him with such an attitude, he really can't stand it, his heart is cramping, he originally wanted to have a showdown with her, but every time he encounters her attitude, the words that come to his mouth are swallowed back, just like that, he has been dragging it all the time, and he has dragged it until now without explanation, he wants to catch her and force her to listen to his explanation, but he is afraid of hurting the other party again, there are too many that make Huang Boqin become more and more timid, especially in the face of the person in front of him, Huang Boqin can be said to be unable to mention any guts.