Chapter Ninety-Nine: The Ring, the Pain in My Heart
Spirit?
The heavy voice of the old man in gray gradually disappeared, Lan Yufeng couldn't help but fall into deep thought, the spirit in his mouth should be the white spirit and the phantom, according to what the phantom said, when they were on the earth, they lived in the ring, so the "thing" that the old man in gray pointed to was the ring.
The White Spirit and the Phantom belong to the spirit of the Ring, but according to her description, they didn't have any thinking ability at that time, so did they choose themselves? Or is it her?
All along, Lan Yufeng refused to analyze the matter about the ring, although he had a strong desire to go back, but he had been deceiving himself, at this time, he had to reopen the thick curtain in his mind, which had been sealed in the dust for ten years.
Rubbing the fingers that the ring was originally wearing, Lan Yufeng looked at the two teams attacking each other in the arena, but his thoughts drifted to 10 years ago.
"Xue'er, next year I will take you to see the peach blossoms all over the mountains, and the area is full of peach trees, and they will bloom next year. ”
"Xue'er, I'll take you to the beach next year, and now there are a lot of marine entertainment projects on the beach, and it's time to play next summer. ”
"Xue'er, I'm going to take the high school exam next year, you're smarter than me, you don't have to go to class, you can understand the textbook at a glance, you must help me review next year." ”
"Xue'er, this is the most popular skirt this year, my sister is so young, she is starting to shout to wear it, you try it to look good, I will buy you the most popular style next year, you can't help but wear it, this is what I saved a month to buy." ”
"Xue'er, when we all grow up, will I marry you? ”
Lan Yufeng, who was only 14 years old, sat in front of the white bed. Holding Xue'er's hand, she kept making a wish, but Xue'er just smiled and nodded. And did not speak.
The room was white everywhere.
The white ceiling is very high, at that time, Lan Yufeng was only one meter five, even among children of the same age, it is definitely not high, every time he comes to see Xue'er, he likes to look at the high ceiling, thinking that if Xue'er can be discharged one day. You must never look at such a high roof again, the home is much shorter, and you can hang wind chimes and stringed cardboard boxes on the lamps in your house. I just don't know if Cher is willing to go to her own home.
The white curtains fluttered in the wind, and the doctor said that Cher should not bask in strong sunlight, otherwise it would be uncomfortable, so the curtains in the room were always drawn. A breeze blows. The curtains flickered and cher always said that it was her dream, she couldn't fly out, she couldn't pull it back, she just lingered there, she couldn't disperse, and she also said that she would fly away with those dreams sooner or later, at that time. It's really uninhibited.
Cher is dressed in a white dress and is not wearing a hospital gown. Because those hospital gowns always smell of disinfectant, and Cher says she hates those smells, so even this room is full of flowers, and she always smiles at those flowers, but often doesn't say a word.
Lan Yufeng still felt that it was the most beautiful smile in the world, even if it was Bai Ling and Phantom, there was no way to compare it.
"Brother Yufeng, Xue'er can't wait for next year, but Xue'er is not sad, you showed Xue'er so many photos and videos of the sea, just like I went myself, so Brother Yufeng should not be sad. ”
"Brother Yufeng, I'm chasing my dream, my dream is not here, it's far, far away. ”
Lan Yufeng looked at the smiling Xue'er, always thinking about what to keep, but always felt that he couldn't catch it, this year, Xue'er had fewer words, occasionally speaking to comfort herself a few words, more often, she just smiled, quietly listening to herself tell her about the outside world, about what kind of people she had met, how many points she had scored, and how her mother nagged.
Lan Yufeng had never seen Xue'er's parents, not even her siblings, as if she was her only one, so Xue'er would only smile at him, and others had never seen such a beautiful smile.
"Brother Yufeng, this is the only gift I can give you, you must take it well, this is something of great significance to me. ”
Lan Yufeng took the ring in his hand, and the first time he touched it was at that time, he looked at Xue'er in surprise, and Lan Yufeng asked puzzledly.
"Cher, I've never seen you take off this ring since I knew you, why did you give it to me. ”
"In this world, I will be cremated after I die, and this ring cannot be turned into ashes with me, Brother Yufeng, I have never begged you for anything, but this ring, you must keep it well. ”
Xue'er's face flushed, and she held Lan Yufeng's hand, as if she would never let go.
"Brother Yufeng, take it with you, never take it off. ”
Thinking of this, Lan Yufeng couldn't help laughing, how stupid he was at that time, how could this be an ordinary ring, he had known Xue'er since he was a child, and Xue'er carried this ring with her until she left, can the fingers of young children be the same as those of teenagers, but the ring has been tightly put on it, and there is no inappropriate feeling.
Even if he carried it later, from a thin child with a height of only 1.5 meters to a mighty warrior of 1.8 meters later, the ring never brought even a little uncomfortable feeling to his fingers, and he never realized that he was really a fan of the authorities.
"Cher, who the hell are you, and where did this ring go?"
Now that I think about it, the angelic girl who has always been buried deep in my heart has never belonged to me, and I have never really understood her.
They met when they were children, when Lan Yufeng was just a snot baby who liked to run around the streets, and was often bullied by the children in the neighborhood, only a little girl he met accidentally played with him, and the little girl was carved like a doll, never disgusted with her crying and cowardly. I often even give some gadgets to myself.
But he had never seen her have family and friends, and although he was curious at the time, Xue'er was reluctant to say, and he never asked.
Now think about it, what parent would pay for their daughter's expensive medical bills every day and never visit her.
Any homework, she, a person who goes to school every day to rack her brains to make a problem, hand it over to Xue'er, she doesn't need to spend any brain to make it, no matter what it is, as long as she has read it once, she can never forget it, at that time, Lan Yufeng just envied her and liked her, but he never thought deeply, he thought more about why God wanted to make such a beautiful and cute and so smart Xue'er sick.
Even after Xue'er left, he didn't investigate these in detail, Xue'er's death made him fall into extreme sadness for a while, and for a few years he was crazy about reading, not thinking about anything, it was like being autistic.
After coming to this world, Lan Yufeng knew that this qiē was related to the ring on his hand, but he was unwilling to admit it, he stubbornly thought that Xue'er could not harm him, so he refused to recall what Xue'er had said to him before leaving, and refused to recall the bits and pieces of Qiē and Xue'er.
It wasn't until the Phantom said that she lived in the Ring when she was on Earth that he had to face the reality that Cher didn't belong to Earth.
"In this world, I am to be cremated when I die, and this ring cannot be turned into ashes with me. ”
At that time, Cher hinted at him, but the funny thing is that he always thought that it was just Cher's emotion before leaving this world.
"Your dream, where is your dream?is this world now?" Lan Yufeng's heart was in pain, Xue'er had always been a pain in his heart, never willing to think about it, and didn't want others to mention it, but now, he wanted to break all the beauty of the past with his own hands, and tightly grasped his left hand, where he had taken the ring and promised to keep it well for the rest of his life, and the promise of a lifetime was really used as the price of his own life.
"She can appear on Earth, so why can't I, I believe that as long as the first miracle happens, there will be a second miracle that will befall me!"
The white ball of light in the field emitted a dazzling light, but when it came into Lan Yufeng's eyes, he felt no longer so uncomfortable, how much he wished his eyes were more painful than the pain in his heart.
Every year he would run to the beach by himself, fantasizing that there was a beautiful girl standing beside him, watching the sea sprinkle silver bell-like laughter, and he would take many photos, although in the photos, only he was alone.
Every year, he picks a lot of peach blossoms and puts them in the house, this is Cher's favorite flower, she thinks that peach blossoms are the warmest and closest to people's hearts, and he still remembers the way she held a bouquet of peach blossoms and smiled at him.
He didn't know if his love for Cher was love, after all, he was still very young at that time, but he clearly remembered that in the ten years he grew up, there was only Cher who was really good to him, and Cher was the only one.
He knew that he was willing to do anything for her, even give his life.
Cher always smiled at him, and he had been crying in front of her since he was a child, but he clearly remembered the pleading look in Cher when she handed him the ring, the kind of look that he had never seen in the 10 years he had known.
He promised that he would collect this ring for the rest of his life, and that was also his most important promise, even if he later went to the special forces, as long as it was not training, he would take out the ring and put it on his hand.
Lan Yufeng's tears flowed for a long time, I don't know if it was caused by sadness, or if he was stung by the strong light on the playing field, fortunately, no one looked at him at this time, because he was stabbed by the strong light and closed his eyes.
Lan Yufeng was like a wounded tiger at this time, he could only hide in the corner and lick his wounds silently, but he couldn't let others see his weakness.
The bright light gradually disappeared, and Lan Yufeng's face was sticky, looking at the game field vaguely, as if he had lost his intuition of pain. (To be continued......)