"Accept your fate, huh?"

Chen Jingshu remembers that she seems to have heard this sentence countless times, and whenever she encounters a hurdle that she can't overcome, this sentence will suddenly pop up, and then all the injustice and misery will become logical.

Because it's all fate, and you can't compete with it, you can only accept it silently.

Chen Jingshu admitted her fate, she knew early on that people can't win their lives, and if she doesn't admit it, it will only be more painful.

From the first time she was torn off her clothes and allowed the second son of the village chief's family to wheezing and squirming on her body, she told herself that it was fate, and what could she do if she didn't recognize it, and she was only sixteen years old that year.

The subsequent experience reminded her of the difficult word "life" countless times.

The innocence was dirty, and the family's first reaction was to come to the door to ask for money, the reason was that the eldest brother in the family had no money to get married. As for Chen Jingshu, who was hurt the most, her family only said a word of shame and disappointment, and never talked to her again.

Unable to stand the neglect of her family and the ill-intentioned eyes of the village, Chen Jingshu chose to leave and came to the big city with a few hundred yuan stolen from her home. But she didn't expect that this decision would instead start her endless nightmares.

Coming to this strange city alone, she has no ability to survive without a skill, and a few hundred yuan only allowed her to last in the city for a week. Helpless and without money, after wandering in the city for a few days, Chen Jingshu had the idea of dying.

But before she could find a suitable way to die, a kind uncle told her that he could take her to survive in the city. But then she learned that there is a kind of business called skin and meat business, and there is a kind of perversion called pedophilia. It's just that by the time she knew this, she was still in bed.

At this time, she once again thought of accepting her fate.

After several years of devastation, Chen Jingshu lost her qualification to be a mother forever, she still remembered the aunt who gave her a hysterectomy, sighed and said: "Girls from poor families should not be too beautiful, otherwise life will be difficult." ”

At that time, she didn't know what she had lost, and she didn't understand what the aunt's words meant. She only knows that in the future, she doesn't seem to have to take medicine every time after the incident, and she doesn't have to have the pain of curettage every once in a while.

She was only eighteen years old that year, but she looked like a woman in her twenties. There were no traces of youth on her face, only the scars carved by the years.

She felt that this was her life, and she had no other way but to accept it.

I thought that this life would go on like this, and I walked towards the end of my life in a mess, but the appearance of a person made her understand that when you feel that your life has fallen into a trough, don't give up, because you are still a long way from the bottom.

She didn't know the man's name, or even what he looked like. This person appears as a guest, but does not seek satisfaction in her like other guests.

She only knew that this guest was called Mr. J, and it was this Mr. J who brought her to Jianghai City.

But Chen Jingshu didn't expect that after coming to Jianghai City, she really didn't have to beg for a living in bed, but what she needed to face was a more painful and helpless life.

After being brought to Jianghai City by Mr. J, she was placed in a luxurious room, but she didn't expect that after a while, the luxurious room turned into a cold underground cell.

After she was taken out of the cell for the first time, she saw countless human beings with excited expressions on their faces, and then Chen Jingshu understood a truth, having a human appearance does not necessarily have a human heart.

Beatings and humiliation, Chen Jingshu experienced these things every day, and she knew that at some point she might lose her life and be buried in an unknown hill or sink into the sea, like those corpses that were dragged away from her eyes.

At this time, she still thought of accepting her fate, because even if she didn't admit it, what could she do?

The turning point came in a large-scale collective transfer, inexplicably had to change places, was inexplicably thrown into a container, and then inexplicably overturned, and Chen Jingshu inexplicably became one of the two car accident survivors. Later, Chen Jingshu found out that the other one was a boy named Wang Ning.

This rescue not only saved the two of them, but also set them free. But what do they do now after freedom?

Just when they were confused, fate finally felt that there was no fun in bullying them, and as their attending physician, the enthusiastic big sister took them back to her own home.

Feeling kindness for the first time, they finally remembered that they were human beings, living people.

That time was their happiest day, not only a stable life, but the big sister also made the two of them find the meaning of continuing to live.

To this day, the two of them still smile from the bottom of their hearts when they think of those days.

But fate did not really favor them, and the short-term happiness was only to set off the greater misfortune later.

During a burglary, the big sister lost her life trying to protect Chen Jingshu from being insulted by the robbers.

Chen Jingshu never thought that her broken body was actually worthy of her eldest sister's life. If she could, she would really be willing to trade her body for her big sister's life.

That was the first time she knew what hatred was, and that was also the first time she killed someone. She felt that relying only on the law was not enough to vent the resentment in her heart.

This murder gave Chen Jingshu a new feeling, a way to vent her inner resentment.

Everything went on naturally, relying on the money taken out of the big sister's house, she and Wang Ning bought this pet shop, and then started a new life.

And murder has also become a way for her to adjust her life, and with strong psychological support, several crimes have not been discovered. At this point, fate took extra care of her.

Mu Ran raised his head, and Chen Jingshu saw endless pity in Shao Dong's eyes. She remembered that the big sister looked like that after listening to her talk about her past, but what was this lawyer, and what qualifications did he have to see himself like a big sister.

"What do you mean by that look! You don't want to look at me like that! You don't deserve it!"

With Chen Jingshu's roar, the blood on her neck spurted violently, and she herself began to cough non-stop.

Holding the key of the heart lock in his hand hard, Shao Dong didn't know what to say for a while.

Maybe for Chen Jingshu, death is really a good choice for her, but staying in hell is really not so suitable.