Chapter 49: Dialogue Under the Moon (I)
"Hey, Suzu, it's this guy who took you away, Lyle and they were also knocked down by this guy, you be careful, this guy is very strong, most likely for your apocalypse fragments. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info" Chase reminded in a whisper behind Suzu's neck.
Suzu swallowed nervously, and her left hand subconsciously covered the left pocket of her pants.
This delicate thing was easily taken into Urfa's eyes, but he did not rush forward to seize it, but stood there quietly, leaning sideways against the wall, looking at the moon in the night sky in the distance, and the white jade plate was hanging alone in the sky, without the cluster of stars, suddenly desolate.
Although I don't know what kind of medicine is in the gourd of the guy opposite, it's better to be cautious, Suzu thought to herself, she thinks that as long as Urfa thinks, his little life, including the apocalypse hidden in his body, will be easily taken away by him, however, he doesn't seem to be so keen on the apocalypse, compared to the enemies he met before who are eager for the apocalypse and even crazy, his calmness seems a little strange, and Suzu can't say what that strange feeling is, but he just feels that the man named Urfa in front of him is different from other enemies.
"Hey, that guy called, called Wu, Wu or something. Ling opened her mouth hesitantly, and her nervousness naturally leaked.
"Urfa. Urfa added.
"Oh, Urfa is Urfa, I have a question for you. Suzu tried hard to make herself feel more imposing when she spoke, she just hoped that she didn't annoy the other party and be solved by Lisuo, she still had a lot of things she hadn't done, she hadn't had a boyfriend yet, she hadn't gone to college and gone out to eat roadside stalls with her roommates, she hadn't tasted what it was like to be a mother, she didn't want to die young.
"What do you want to say. Urfa replied to the bell in a flat tone, but did not look back at her.
This guy is still arrogant. Suzu thought to herself, and then said what she was most worried about.
"What happened to you to Lyle, and if you do anything to them, I won't let you go. Suzu said, but after thinking about it, she didn't have that kind of ability, so she changed her words slightly, "I mean, I won't let you go even if I'm a ghost." β
"I didn't kill them. β
"yes, that's great. Suzu sighed reassuringly, but when she thought about it, she felt that it was wrong. "Why should I believe you, I haven't met you once or twice, and none of them look at other people's lives as light as water. β
"They have their reasons. β
"You're going to justify their cruel behavior?" Suzu frowned.
"If they don't be ruthless, they will become the ones who bear the cruelty, at least that's what I think. β
Suzu was a little unable to digest what Urfa had said.
"I don't understand what you're saying. β
"I'm not like them, but we have the same past, so I think that's how they feel. β
"You didn't explain it to me at all, okay. Suzu was a little dissatisfied, and when Urfa spoke, she never turned her eyes to herself, which made her feel that she was being despised.
"Just know what you want to know, their lives are not in danger, and it doesn't matter if the others don't understand. β
"Suzu, try again and see what else you can know, and I'm not sure if Lyle is really what he says he is, but it would be nice if he was really okay. Chase whispered to the bell.
Suzu nodded slightly, then gave herself a boost and continued to ask, "Isn't it strange that you said you didn't kill them?" β
"As I said, I'm different from those people, I don't deliberately kill, thinking that I hate that feeling, unless it is the will of that adult, I will deliberately numb my aversion to killing. Urfa said, and there was a hint of emotion in his words, but it was very slight.
"Hey?" Suzu was a little confused, she didn't expect this kind of words to come out of his mouth, for Suzu, aren't villains all bad guys who kill people without blinking, but the man in front of him gives him a diametrically opposite feeling, like, he is the one who was bullied by the villain, the kind of sadness hidden in the deepest part, through words, inadvertently revealed a part, but it also happened to be captured by Suzu. Suzu's perception has greatly improved, making her more sensitive to people's inner feelings.
"Woman, let's talk a little bit. β
"Hey?" Ling was even more confused, she was pulled by the bad guys to chat, it was really strange, if there was another round table and two cups of coffee, would you still have an afternoon tea party.
Urfa turned his face to the side slightly, leaving only half of Suzu's face, and the sky at this time was not covered by a single cloud, and the moonlight shone into the room, as if a layer of frost had formed on the ground, and the soft and delicate light sprinkled on Urfa's face and into his pupils, but those eyes did not shine brightly, but smeared with a layer of gray haze.
Suzu's eyes were attracted by the gray thing, staring quietly, she suddenly felt a little blocked in her chest, that layer of gray, she had a sense of dΓ©jΓ vu, as if she had seen something similar somewhere, which made her feel uncomfortable.
Actually, it's good to come to the human world, you are all good people, which makes people feel at ease.
In my impression, someone said such a thing, and he seemed to have the same thing in his eyes, which was a portrayal of the depths of his heart, but the difference between the two people, that person was a kind of loneliness, a kind of profundity, and a kind of emptiness, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss, while Urfa's was a membrane, separating the two worlds.
Silver-haired and red-eyed, someone's figure became clearer and clearer in Suzu's mind, she knew who that person was, just a few days ago night, the two of them were next to each other, the moon in the sky was so bright, and that person's eyes also showed something that made her feel uncomfortable, just like Urfa who was standing in front of her now.
He, could it be said, has also experienced something, the gray thing in his eyes is a membrane, isolating his mind from the outside world. Suzu is a little worried, she actually has an unhappy childhood, since she was a child, her parents worked outside, and her sister was also taken far away, it seems that she is going to receive some higher education, the only one who accompanies her is her grandfather, but her grandfather also died inexplicably when she was very young, she doesn't know the reason at all, although it is said that it is an accident, but Suzu does not think so, she remembers that when her grandfather died, she had a strange dream, in the dream, grandpa opened his arms, as if to protect something, behind him was the unconscious sister, and in front of him was a strange black shadow, the black shadow she could not see, but she could feel that it was not a human shadow, more like a monster. When she woke up from the dream, she was already in a cold sweat, although it was a dream, but the extremely real feeling left a deep imprint on her, and then, the bad news of her grandfather came.
Suzu has always felt that grandpa's death is not so simple, knowing the appearance of Lyle, she knows that the necklace that her grandfather gave herself is not an ordinary thing, she is more and more convinced that the dream is not just a dream, it seems to be revealing something, she has always wanted to know the truth, because for her, grandpa can be said to be the only relative who has given her warmth, life after losing grandpa, she has deeply experienced the loneliness, so she understands the pain, she remembers that she once looked carefully at her eyes in the mirror, she clearly remembers that there was the same thing in her eyes, full of loneliness and sadnessγ
It is precisely because she understands that she doesn't want others to be entangled in this pain, when she first met Kai, she saw the loneliness in Kai's eyes, so she took the initiative to become his friend, and Lin, Xiaofan, they have all used, Xiaofan lost his brother, lost his only relative, Lin lost his sister, or because of his cowardice, Kai was regarded as an outlier by his peers since childhood, they all have their own experiences, unbearable past, Suzu knows the sadness in it, so she hates it, she wants others to be happy. Now that her perception has increased, she is more sensitive to the hearts of others, and when she sees the discouragement in Urfa's eyes, she is naturally blocked in her heart.
Even though he's an enemy, he seems to be a different kind of enemy, and he doesn't like to kill, isn't it?
"What do you want to talk about?" Suzu asked, of course, she was still vigilant, after all, the other party still had the opposite position to herself.
"Woman, what do you think we are here for, and what is the meaning of this life if we were entangled in endless pain by fate in the first place. Urfa said, the gray in his eyes darkening.