Not to mention that those who open black shops will get bored, even Pan Long himself is gradually tired of this life of eating white food every day and being chased by others.

He doesn't mind doing it once in a while, it's just a spice of life, and there's nothing wrong with a little vulgar fun. But every day like this, he slowly felt bored.

Especially every time it ends up, the black store is destroyed, but the way of destruction is different, which makes him feel that there is a sense of "but so".

It's better to follow his plan and directly block the door with a knife, one by one, and give these guys a direct treat!

Bi Lingkong looked at his depressed and somewhat irritated expression in the firelight, and couldn't help but sigh.

"You guy, I don't know what to say. She said, "To say that you are not qualified is to slander." Except for a few people such as Ayu, I have never met anyone with better qualifications than you. At least my own qualifications are not comparable to you, if you learn art together, you can probably study for one year and be worth ten or eight years of my study. ”

"If you want to talk about your mind, that's also excellent. It's something I don't like, but I can endure it for so long. If it were me, I am afraid that I would have been unable to help yelling and making a lot of noise. I guess the master is probably more tolerant than you, and the four words 'do what you want', at least the first two words, you don't have to learn them. ”

"But...... You are also very good at digging into the horns of the bull, and you always get into the dead end and refuse to come out. I don't think there are many more stubborn people in the world than you. ”

Pan Long smiled bitterly: "Are you praising me or criticizing me?"

"Hmm...... Praise three points, criticize ninety-seven points. ”

"So much criticism......"

"Who told you to spend almost half a year and fail to comprehend the most basic truth?"

Pan Long was speechless: "Forcing others to comprehend, that's what monks do." Senior, can't you be honest and teach me directly?"

"It's shallow on paper!"

"I don't care about any 'shallowness', if I continue to comprehend it like this, I'm afraid I'm going to go crazy!"

"If you can't go crazy, don't worry!"

Pan Long had no choice but to continue learning.

But he really didn't know what truth Bi Lingkong wanted to teach himself through this strange "internship".

In this way, gradually autumn turned to winter, and he still failed to learn the truth that Bi Lingkong wanted to teach, but his painting skills improved.

At least...... The portraits he painted are no longer so indistinguishable from men, women and children.

Although there is no way to find this person by comparing the portrait with the painting he paints now, at least he can judge the gender and age of this person by looking at this painting...... Oh, and species.

In other words, at least he was able to draw a basic human figure.

"I always felt that if I continued like this, maybe I would become a painter......"

"There is nothing wrong with being a painter, there is a way to be a craftsman who does not die of hunger in a famine, and with a skill, he is always prepared. ”

"Senior, I know a lot of skills, I really don't need more of this!"

"Don't you have a lot of skills. ”

The above dialogue often takes place at night when Pan Long is painting.

Now all day long, he is probably only in a more stable mood when he is painting, and other than that, he is usually a little irritable.

Seeing that the black shop couldn't eliminate it made him very unhappy, and he had to repeatedly stage boring scenes from which he couldn't learn anything, which made him even more angry.

Finally, one day, after another black shop had been destroyed by infighting due to panic and anxiety, he drank the poisoned wine in two jars of black shop in one go, and shouted: "I can't learn it! I really can't comprehend it! They are unlucky, they are irritable, they are crazy, what does it have to do with me? There is no way to communicate the joys and sorrows of human beings, I just think these bastards are very annoying! Super annoying! Annoyed to the point that I want to kill them all with a knife!"

Bi Lingkong smiled.

"What did you just say?"

"I said I wanted to kill them. ”

"Front. ”

"I find these bastards annoying. ”

"Then the front. ”

"They're crazy, what does it have to do with me?"

"It's too front!" ”

"There is no way to connect the joys and sorrows of human beings?"

Bi Lingkong snapped his fingers: "That's right, that's it!

Pan Long was dumbfounded, trembling with anger.

"I've always understood this!" he couldn't help but yell, "I could tell a similar truth for an hour!"

Bi Lingkong shook his head: "You only knew this truth before, but you didn't really understand it. It's only now that you've really understood that. ”

Pan Long sighed speechlessly, feeling that it might be a wrong decision to learn from this demon god.

He really didn't feel that he needed to understand the truth that "the joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same".

He learned this truth when he was in middle school, Mr. Lu Xun's anthology, but it is a must-read!

Bi Lingkong just laughed, seeing that he was really annoyed, he explained to him: "There is a distance between 'knowing' and 'understanding'. Let's say, there are three sentences that you must have heard. ”

In the first sentence, the mountains are mountains and the water is water; in the second sentence, the mountains are not mountains, and the water is not water; in the third sentence, the mountains are still mountains, and the water is still water. ”

I've heard this, and this is a term used by Buddhism to explain the level of knowledge of the world. ”

"Do you understand that?"

Pan Long thought about it and was about to explain, when he was suddenly stunned.

Of course, he knows how to interpret these three sentences, but he really understands what it means to "see the mountain is not the mountain, and the water is not the water"?

Seeing his stunned appearance, Bi Lingkong nodded slightly.

"You finally understand that 'knowing' does not mean that you have really comprehended, especially in the practice of the exercises, knowing a certain realm does not mean that you have really comprehended this realm. It's like you've known for a long time that the joys and sorrows of human beings can't be connected, but have you really experienced this feeling deeply, and have you felt it clearly?"

She shook her head and said, "You are indeed a genius, but no matter how talented you are, you are still too young after all, and you have not experienced life and death, and you have not experienced the situation of 'I am in pain, but others think it doesn't matter'." How can you understand this feeling if you haven't experienced it?"

Looking at her smile, Pan Long sighed and didn't say anything.

He can't say: Actually, I'm not young at all, what you said, I've experienced it a long time ago, and I've experienced it more than once. It's just that I've lived again, and as my body has become younger, my mind has become younger – but that doesn't mean I've really forgotten that feeling......

"Crossing" is his biggest secret, even more important than the fragments of the Classic of Mountains and Seas. Unless he met Zhao Da and Wen Er, he would not tell anyone this secret.