Chapter 144: Ji Yun's Inner Demon
"Count the heavens, count the heavens......" In the pavilion downstairs of Zhao Xu's apartment, there was no one around, the air fluctuated, and Ji Yun walked out of the void.
The smile on his face was bitter, and he sighed as he looked at the small green plum in his hand.
The master expected his choice, so this plum was also calculated by the master, no, it was calculated by the ancestors of the past dynasties, otherwise they would not all bury their own hair knots that cut off the edge of the dust in the same place, and after their heads were distributed, the number was just enough to produce such fruit.
"Son of Heaven, huh...... Son of Heaven, how can any good thing happen to you?Why do we want to achieve you when we cut off the pain of mortal fate?" Ji Yun raised his head and looked at the floor where Zhao Xu was, the expression on his face was very gloomy.
From childhood to adulthood, the master always taught him to take the rise and fall of the world as his own responsibility, and to love the common people, which is the temperament of Meihuazhuang passed down from generation to generation.
Ji Yun understands, he respects his master and the ancestors of the past generations, of course he also hopes that he is also such a person, and he has always demanded this from himself.
The master plucked the red hair on his head, and this red hair was the same as the legendary "moon old red line", once it was broken, he and her would no longer be possible.
However, why did he miss her even more deeply after pulling it out? Why couldn't he forget that relationship like forgetfulness?
How heart-wrenching it is to give the fruits of one's love to a so-called "heavenly person"!
What is the difference between this and the boy from a poor peasant family in ancient times, who personally gave his beloved childhood sweetheart to the stupid son of the landlord's family?
Go to TMD Heaven's Grace!
Go to TMD World!
He can sacrifice his life for the world, but he can't accept using his love as fertilizer to fulfill the so-called "everything is ready, only the east wind is owed"!
"Demon in the heart...... Demon in your heart. Ji Yun gasped and leaned against the wall, "I know it's a demon, but I don't want to break free from it, Master, am I depraved?"
That's what it means.
If I chose to be expelled from the division just now and stay with that girl for the rest of my life, this is not called "love robbery", only like now, I can't ask for it, I can't let it go, it's called [robbery]!
"It's really useless, you threw away this green plum fruit, you yourself are so uncomfortable, and you still care about the death of the world?" Ji Yun had a sarcastic smile on his face, muttering to himself.
"No! Now, my surname is Ji! This glorious surname, I can't betray it, I can't live up to it, I want to be worthy of it!" He was like a nervous, his expression changed: "Master treats me like a mountain, how can I do this?"
"Come on, what era is it now? You have also seen this world of flowers, it is no longer the era of unsung heroes, what can you get by doing this? Does someone praise you? Does someone praise you? Does anyone remember you?" Ji Yun's expression became a little hideous, as if he was schizophrenic: "No! Not one! You fools, you only know how to blindly dedicate and dedicate again! You only know how to do your best and do your best! Do you know how to describe people like you on the Internet? Our Lady! Guys like you write the main character of a novel, and you're going to be sprayed to death!"
"Bullshit, the people of the world have been continued under our plan, this is a great honor, we don't need the affirmation of others, this glory is for ourselves!" Ji Yun retorted loudly with a flushed face.
"Self-deception, pitiful and pathetic...... Ji Yun's tone instantly became gloomy again: "Is it so cool to be self-congratulatory? Life like a brocade nocturnal walk, isn't it aggrieved? You have saved the world countless times, but you will stay in the plum blossom village forever like a prison, instead of sitting on the throne of the world, not only that, but you can't even fall in love and marry, and you can't pass on the lineage, let those mediocre people be full of children and grandchildren, and watch those stupid people with fat brains hugging left and right, why is TMD?"
"Freedom! Don't you want freedom? Everyone is born free! Saint Confucius will forever go down in history, Jesus will always be worshipped, Shakyamuni will be worshiped forever, these so-called saints, all of them will be immortal, what about you? You have sacrificed everything that is the most important thing in life, deprived yourself of your own humanity, and regarded yourself as a public servant who protects mankind, and after a few decades, like your predecessors, you will turn into a piece of loess, no one will know, no one will remember! Just as if you had never appeared in this world! Why bother? Why bother? Ah?"
............
Du Qiang was standing not far from Ji Yun - Ji Yun couldn't see him.
"This guy is really abnormal, I saw him last time I visited the maid café. He ran over with Zhao Xu - knowing that Zhao Xu was so awesome that he overturned the "corpse", he felt that he needed to rebuild his relationship with Zhao Xu.
As a result, he saw Ji Yun talking to himself in place like a schizophrenic.
"Ding Dong!"
Ji Yun's phone rang.
Du Qiang leaned over and took a look, it was a WeChat:
"Yun, I'm sorry, I don't think I can wait for you any longer, the family has already arranged a blind date, my mother is forced to die, I have to go today, the other party is the nephew of our deputy district chief here......"
Word by word, it hit Ji Yun's heart like a heavy hammer.
I didn't expect that the hair that was plucked out would have such a significant effect - the girl had always been a very assertive person before, and it was impossible for her to go on a blind date, and her mother forced her to die even more nonsense, her parents had already divorced, and her mother rarely cared about her.
But now, the impossible has become possible, and it has become a reality.
In the state of demons, or schizophrenia, the scales in his heart have tilted - this is the last straw that breaks the camel's back.
"Ahhh
A trace of blood spilled from the corner of his mouth, Ji Yun closed his eyes, and his expression became very strange.
"Whoosh!"
The little Qingmei was thrown into the corner by him: "your Zhao Xu, your Ji Yun, go to your world! I won't give you food, it's good if something goes wrong! Regardless of your flood, I don't care, I don't care!!
After saying that, he ran away directly.
He's going to find her.
Yes, he knew that there was no result, but he still had to look for it, and he had to chase it.
He couldn't tell which one was his own self and which one was the demon in his heart, and there was only one obsession left in his heart - to find her.
This is his freedom.
............
Ten minutes later, the black Zhao Xu went downstairs with a mask and picked up the green plum in the corner.
Naturally, it was Du Qiang who reported the news.
Repeatedly recalling everything he had seen through Du Qiang just now, Zhao Xu almost figured out the clue - Ji Yun's kid seemed to have suffered something, or suffered some blow, crazy.
Thanks to his self-talk when he was fine, Zhao Xu could hear a lot of information, at the very least, this green plum was sent to him by Ji Yun's master, and what benefits should he get from eating it.
"Thank you!" Zhao Xu turned to Du Qiang beside him and said.
Fortunately, he came, otherwise this fruit would really have nothing to do with him.
"Mr. Zhao, you are too polite. Du Qiang said, he has done too much to Zhao Xu better than before - Mr. Zhao is so strong, maybe he has other skills, he said that he has no ability to resurrect the dead, maybe he is just modest? Is it a temptation?
It's a pity that my previous performance must have been terrible, right?
"Ahh After wiping the dust on the plums slightly, Zhao Xu directly threw the plums into his mouth, chewed them, chewed them, and ate them.
It's sour, a little astringent, and I don't feel anything after swallowing it, and it's digested in an instant.
"No response......" Zhao Xu muttered.
"Mr. Zhao, your skin ...... It's recovered!"