Chapter One Hundred and Six, Post-War Trauma
I think of my comrades who left their lives forever on the battlefield, the struggle on their faces when they fell, and the gaze that looked into the distance. Xia Yurui couldn't help but tighten his hands tighter, and when he was resting on the battlefield, the most he thought about in his mind was his grandfather, daughter-in-law and his own children at home.
Thinking about what his daughter-in-law should do if he fell like this. She must have been sad when she heard the news of herself, but she couldn't fall with her for the sake of their home.
Not only to take care of the children, but also to take care of the grandfather. Thinking of a woman running around for their home, even if she was wronged, she could only hide in her room alone and cry.
Xia Yurui, who was outside, thought of this, and felt that his heart was about to break. I told myself over and over again in my heart that I must not fall, and I must not just give up like this.
What's more, in addition to his daughter-in-law, there are also his own children in the family, and Xiaoyuanzi is only a little smaller. I don't know anything, if I leave like this, after a year or two, will he still remember his father? Will he be bullied by other children at school, will everyone laugh at him for not having a father?
Will Xiaoyuanzi fight with others, or will he hide in the corner alone and cry secretly. I went home to my mother and asked my mother why all the children had a father, but not herself.
And the grandfather, who has lost his wife, as well as his own children. If he loses his grandson again, will grandpa still be able to hold on?!
All this is what Xia Yurui does not want to see, or rather does not want to imagine. So every time he goes to the battlefield, Xia Yurui will warn himself that he is not alone, he is for the whole family, so he must not be reckless, he must be careful and rigorous.
I don't know how long I thought about it, Xia Yurui slowly fell asleep, this was the only good sleep he had in this time. Smelling the smell of home, the smell of Lan Ketian fell asleep.
After Xia Yurui fell asleep, Lan Ketian opened his eyes. Feel the other party's arms trembling slightly even if they are asleep, and the tightly wrinkled eyebrows.
War is cruel, but because I haven't experienced it, I always think that it just exists in my imagination. Only those who have really experienced it will know that the feeling is deep in the bone marrow, watching everyone fall one by one. Obviously, they were still chatting with their wives and children at home yesterday, and they missed their old fathers and mothers at home.
As a result, when I turned around, there was no possibility of meeting again, and that kind of despair was not something that everyone could bear. Think of so many warriors who always have nightmares when they get home. Frequent awakenings, and even a lot of times can't sleep, insomnia is the most common problem for many soldiers who have been on the battlefield.
In order to solve all kinds of psychological problems of the soldiers, there will be psychiatrists in the army. Just to give the fighters a good living environment, so that they can train without worries. This is all about doing everything possible to give the soldiers more hope of living.
Lan Ketian hugged Xia Yurui in her arms as if she was holding a small ball, and patted him on the back as if she was coaxing him to sleep. I don't know how long it took, Xia Yurui finally stopped shaking, Lan Ketian relaxed at this time, his eyes began to disobey, and he fell asleep directly after a while.
The next morning, when Xia Yurui woke up, Lan Ketian was still asleep and saw her hand behind her back. Xia Yurui understood why he could sleep so well last night.
Originally, yesterday, he should still be in the army under the counseling of a psychiatrist, but because he missed his children and his daughter-in-law too much. Xia Yurui directly rejected the opinions of the troops, and returned home after reporting the mission.
originally thought it would be another sleepless night, so I got up cautiously and stuffed Lan Ketian's feet into the quilt and covered them. I went to the bathroom to wash up, and after washing, Lan Ketian, who looked at her sleeping comfortably, did not wake her up but went downstairs lightly.
When Xia Yurui went downstairs, Xiao Yuanzi had already gotten up and stayed in the living room to play. Seeing that it was his father who came down upstairs, Xiao Yuanzi suddenly opened his hand and pounced towards Xia Yurui.
Seeing his excited son, Xia Yurui hurriedly took a few steps to catch the villain who pounced directly. I was really scared just now, and the little guy didn't care if his father could catch it, if Xia Yurui didn't move quickly, the whole person would go to the ground.
The little guy didn't care that his father was almost sweating, he only knew a strong silly music, and the ball that had been revolving around Xia Yurui on the ground, roared from time to time to attract Xia Yurui's attention. Xia Yurui just wanted to teach a few lessons, but when he saw the happy smile on the villain's face, his original plan suddenly dissipated.
Just patted Xiaoyuanzi's little buttocks lightly and sighed helplessly. Let's pay attention to it next time, looking at the little guy like this, he didn't feel the thoughts in his heart at all, but he was still happy because of the action just now.
Xiao Yuanzi saw his father patting his little buttocks gently, and thought he was joking with himself, and laughed even more happily. Even the dumplings on the ground were not settled, and they began to jump constantly, trying to run to Xia Yurui's body to play with Xiao Yuanzi.
In the morning, everyone didn't call Lan Ketian to let her sleep well, but Lan Ketian woke up by herself at seven o'clock. Because I had planned it before, I wanted to take Xiaoyuanzi to the amusement park and zoo with me when today was the last day of the National Day and the flow of people was not as much as before.
After looking at the time at more than seven o'clock, Lan Ketian didn't have the idea of sleeping again, but got up quickly and began to clean up. Everything you need to go out is packed into a big bag that you have made specifically for going out and playing.
took the little round in Xia Yurui's hand: "You go up first to change your clothes, the clothes are ready for you, put them on the bed, come down after changing, and we will take the little round to the amusement park." With that, he pushed him upstairs.
And she took Xiao Yuanzi to the room and changed her clothes again, and when Xia Yurui went downstairs, she found that this was a very popular parent-child outfit in later generations.