Chapter 48: Subjectivity

After this visit, Chu Xuan was completely idle, and took the time to guide the cultivation of this group of guys, and explained the scriptures clearly, he has always been very strict in this regard, and does not allow a dry creature to sneak and play tricks, Su Yu can still adapt to it at the beginning, but after a few days, this person has disappeared, it is estimated that he is listening to music and watching a play on that street corner, and he can't care too much about this girl, after all, everyone will look at things with their own ideas, and the conclusions and decisions they make are also different, and most of the young people with mature thinking ability already have their own subjectivity and will not blindly follow the wishes of others。

Until February 16th, he lived a very dull life during this time, and there were no people coming to Baicaotang, the streets were blocked by all kinds of stones and woods, even if some patients knew about it, they usually would not come in, Baicaotang was like an isolated paradise, and it was so quiet that people could not be interested in snooping at all.

He occasionally moved out of the chair and sat at the door of the shop looking at the buildings that began to rise on both sides of Lotus Street, looking at the sweaty and tired employees of the Industrial Machinery Bureau, his eyes were quiet, and he didn't know what he was thinking about, this strange behavior usually lasted for most of the day, until the sun set, he would move the chair back, and then instructed the Zhang brothers to put on the door panels and close the shops to rest, the life of the past few days was probably like this, until the evening of this day, a thin figure passed through the construction area and came to the Baicaotang, interrupting this peaceful daily life, and also disturbing someone's thoughts that had gradually eased......

At the main entrance of Baicao Hall, Chu Xuan sat on a chair with a flat expression, the person who came stood on the third step, his eyes were level with him, the dim light stretched the shadows of the two little by little, they looked at each other for a long time, they didn't speak, they just looked at each other like this.

"No...... May I come in and sit down?"

The man who came finally broke the silence and said to Chu Xuan with a smile, the latter rubbed his fingers and armrests lightly, and thought for a while, as if he was thinking about something very important.

"What are you thinking?" the man asked curiously, with a slight smile on his face.

"I was thinking, you must have said the same thing to my mother back then......"

"Ugh!"

Chu Wenyuan opened his mouth, and the whole person was stunned for a long time, the unexpected way of starting had already broken up the rhetoric he had prepared in advance.

β€œ...... So, I'm sorry I can't invite you in. Chu Xuan stood up, pointed to the chair sitting behind him, and said, "But if you really want to sit, this chair can be given to you, uh, do you want me to wrap it up for you, or find a rope, so it's easier to get it." ”

With a serious expression on his face, the corners of Chu Wenyuan's mouth twitched slightly.."Uh...... Ahem, no, I don't have a shortage of chairs there. ”

"Oh, yes, the dignified head of the Chu family, how can he not mix to the point of lacking chairs, then, what are you doing here, if you are here to recognize your relatives......" He suddenly waved his hand and said seriously...... Sorry, I can't help you with this. ”

His expression was very serious, and there was no hint of sarcasm and ridicule in his tone.

Chu Wenyuan was not annoyed, when he came here in advance, he had already been mentally prepared, after so many years, the relationship between the two people could not be eased so quickly, no matter what the other party said, he could probably laugh it off, after all, that was what he owed him......

"I ...... He is no longer the head of the Chu family......" he said with a smile.

"Oh. Chu Xuan looked at him, indicating that he had heard it.

Looking at Chu Xuan's gaze, perhaps feeling that the other party was a little interested in these things, he opened his mouth and said a few more words: "The main thing is that you are buried in the ancestral grave of your grandmother, and the opinions of the clan elders are relatively large, so ...... It's a mess, but it's a success, your grandmother has been thinking about your grandfather for half her life, I can't let her die, and I still have regrets in my heart. ”

I don't understand why the other party would say this to him, Chu Xuan sat on the steps of the Baicao Hall, looking into the distance with his eyes, he didn't like to peek into other people's inner worlds without anything, and he was not interested in the contradictions within this kind of clan, he still thought about some irrelevant things in his mind, according to his usual temperament, he probably didn't want to pay attention to this kind of unnutritious words.

Over there, Chu Wenyuan looked at him with a calm look, and asked with some curiosity, "You don't seem to be surprised at all?" He also sat on the steps, about two or three positions away from Chu Xuan.

"Accident what?"

Even if he was thinking about things in his head, some words from the outside world would automatically converge, he turned his head slightly, staring at the other party's eyes, and his face did not show too much emotion.

"Something happened in the Chu family. ”

At this time, Chu Wenyuan also saw that the other party probably didn't have much of a mood to pay attention to himself, he had nothing to say, trying to find an entry point to communicate, this topic can be anything, since he said some issues related to the Chu family, he also took the opportunity to continue, so that the scene would not become embarrassing.

"You don't seem surprised that the power of the clan elders will swell, gradually empty the head of the family, and even influence the direction of a clan......" He looked at him with a smile.

An empathetic entry point is probably the only thing Chu Wenyuan can think of, maybe it is like letting the other party think from his point of view, so that he will have the opportunity to ease the extremely complicated relationship between the next two people.

It's just that people are always different, with different experiences and visions, and the same world they see may not be the same color.

"Kill a group of stubborn, suppress a group of opponents, and win over a group of supporters. He replied mechanically, as if he were reciting it.

"Ugh!"

Chu Wenyuan frowned, the other party's understatement made him feel a little inexplicably cold.

At this moment, he suddenly understood some of the things that Xuanwu had said to him, the values generated by different experiences, sometimes people have a certain illusion, and when you figure out something, this illusion often turns into a huge disagreement.

"Well, it's not bad...... One way, but, to do this, to point the butcher's knife at the kin, isn't it, something inappropriate?" he considered his words, so as not to provoke the other party, but there was still some didactic element in the words.

"It's not appropriate. Chu Xuan nodded, and suddenly stood up.."According to my previous nature, I will choose to ...... them All - killed. ”

"You ......"

Chu Wenyuan's face changed color all of a sudden, he slowly got up, looking at Chu Xuan's eyes a little unkindly, in the end, he slowly closed his eyes and pressed down his violently undulating chest.

Whether it is the level of education, the way of thinking, personality, experience and other aspects, Chu Wenyuan and Chu Xuan are not the same kind of people, this huge gap is like a moat between the two, and sometimes, even communication becomes difficult.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't have been angry with you......" he sighed and said.

"You need to tell me sorry. Chu Xuan raised his eyelids, "You didn't feel sorry for me for anything, you shouldn't have told me this." ”

Chu Wenyuan opened his mouth, as if he had misunderstood something, he smiled sadly, and said, "I'm naturally sorry for your mother, I ......"

"You don't have to talk to my mother......" Chu Xuan interrupted him, "If you have loved her......"

"Ugh!"

Chu Wenyuan looked at him with a somewhat puzzled expression.

"She has never regretted it, since she has no regrets, then, it is not wrong, and if you have no regrets, it is not wrong. There is nothing wrong with it, naturally there is no question of who is sorry for whom, but many people use the wrong way, and finally ...... "He carries his hands behind his back.." You should say this to your mother, to your wife and children, and to all the people who died around Baiyun City this time, you should tell them, because of your momentary weakness and momentary hesitation, you finally let these people become soulless wild ghosts......"

"Uh......"

When the breeze blew, Chu Wenyuan shivered slightly, and the scene in his eyes suddenly became blurred......

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