Chapter Seventy-Nine: Determination (4)

The afterglow of the setting sun dyed the clear waves of the riverbank crimson, and the soft grass was now golden, dancing slightly in the breeze, and the sound of cars passing by was in your ears. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Suzu sat on the grass, on the bank of the river, not far from herself, a moat the color of wine, reflecting the tall buildings on the opposite side, and the wild birds flying in the air.

With a casual swing of her wrist, she picked up a stone at hand and gently shook it towards the river, and the stone drew an arc in the air after receiving the power from the palm of the bell's hand, and fell to the water, splashing instantly, the stone jumped and jumped, jumped out of five or six ripples on the water surface and sank to the bottom.

The breeze blew, bringing up the sea in front of her forehead, revealing her gloomy gaze, not deep, just simple and dull, as if covered by despair.

Anger without strength is meaningless.

The words that appeared in the memory told the cruelty of reality, and Suzu subconsciously made a curled up gesture, her hands clutching her sleeves.

Actually, she understands this kind of thing, even if Seth doesn't say so, even if he doesn't say a word, Ling can think of this, no strength, no matter how much you think about it, it won't help, if you can bring down everything as long as you are angry, then what is the meaning of the existence of the word "power", when you encounter difficulties, you can directly look up to the sky and yell a few times "I'm angry", but this is not right after all, so, you still need strength, so, you can't do anything because you are weak.

Like a landlubber who fantasizes about experiencing the magnificence of the sea all day long, one day he finally carries all the most perfect equipment in one breath, and strides across one land after another, and finally reaches the other shore of Chao Si's tomb, he stands in the sun, bathes in the sea breeze, feels the waves rushing towards him, he is about to go into the water, but he stops, he can't swim from beginning to end, so even if he goes further from the sea, he can't do anything, because he doesn't have enough strength.

Suzu thought that she had been able to understand Lyle that night, in that conversation under the moon, but in the end, she still couldn't touch that figure, and could only watch Lyle being swallowed up by the dark tunnel, but she couldn't even use the strength to take a step, even if she raised her feet, she couldn't walk to the sky.

The reality is like this, if you are crazy about what to win, it will often make you regret your powerlessness even more madly. Lyle is probably in the same mood.

However, the reason why I regret my powerlessness is precisely because I want to do something, otherwise, why would I regret it, and I just give up.

Seth says she's naïve, says Lyle is naïve, but Suzu doesn't think so.

Is it naïve to want to save someone at all costs? If she was naïve, then she would not be sitting on the bank of the river so unharmed now, basking in the sunset, and she would probably be a corpse that has been cold. If there is such a person, a person who can communicate with your heart, an important person, no matter who it is, shouldn't he go to the end of everything for that person, at this time, the belief of desperation is very strong. If you don't have strength, you should try to become stronger, and if you feel powerless, then let yourself no longer be powerless, because you already have a certain belief as the basis for everything.

People with a sad past are never alone forever, they meet other people, and those people also have memories of huddled in the corner and crying, so they will gather together, lean on each other and hug each other, even if they cry together, they will be happy, because they have a presence that can understand them and make them completely open up.

So for the sake of such an existence, even if you fight for your life, you will be fearless, and you will resolutely complete this road of choice. Suzu used to hide in the quilt and cover her head in pain, and Lyle once squatted in the corner and cried silently, and then they met, they met and met, and then they knew each other and fell in love with each other.

They understand each other, they are understood by each other, and they work hard for each other.

"I'd love to meet you, Lyle. Suzu whimpered, and a crystal light flashed in her pupils, which slid from her eye sockets to the corners of her mouth, leaving wet thin marks.

There is no need for too many reasons, just a simple desire to meet him.

The friction sound of stepping on the grass suddenly sounded in my ears, getting louder and louder, and my steps were soft, and someone was gradually approaching me.

Suzu lifted her head out of the circle around her arms and turned her head to look up.

The white blouse is paired with navy blue jeans, the white calves are peeking out of the trouser legs, and a gentle girlish face appears in his sight, and the short hair swaying in the wind has a very familiar feeling.

"It's really nice to see the sun go down from this position, Suzu," said Lian, "and I'll sit next to you if you don't mind." ”

She said this, and without waiting for Suzu's answer, she did it to herself, her legs crossed, her hands crossed on her thighs, she looked up at the distant burgundy sky, her eyes shining with confidence, as if there were stars hidden in them.

"Love. Suzu was a little surprised, she was surprised why she came here, at this time according to the usual habit she should be preparing dinner at home, her parents divorced earlier, and there was only one drunkard father left in the house, so the meals were handed over to her to handle. But instead of staying at home now, she sat beside herself and bathed herself in the orange glow of the sunset.

"Yo he. Lian turned his head and waved to the bell, smiling like a flower blooming on his face.

"Why are you here?" asked Suzu.

"Can't I be here at this time? Not welcome?" Lian deliberately showed an angry expression, and his two faces pursed.

"No, it's just a bit of an accident. Suzu wiped tears from her face.

"Why is the little one sad here?" said Lian deliberately raised his voice.

"Nothing, just thinking about things. ”

"Oh roar," Lian said with a subtle expression, as if he had discovered a new world, "Is it for the sake of some boy he likes?"

"There's no such thing. Suzu hurriedly retorted.

"Your reaction is weird, why are you so nervous?" Lian shifted to the left, taking a step closer to Suzu, she brought herself closer to Suzu's face with a wicked smile, and a sly color flashed under her eyes, "There must be something catty." ”

"There's really nothing, you're thinking too much. Suzu quickly turned her head and stopped looking at love.

"I said no, and my face was red. Lian continued to tease without being discouraged.

Suzu subconsciously touched her face, and it was really hot, as if she had oversunburned her head, and Suzu wondered if her face was red now and she could squeeze out the ketchup.

Lian sat down, took his eyes off Suzu, and moved to the river not far away, which was sparkling.

"Of course I'm here to enlighten our frustrated kittens. "Love said.

"It's not that kind of aspect. Suzu was really a little unconvinced this time, pouting angrily and glaring at Lian.

"I know about Lyle. Love said suddenly.

Suzu didn't know how to answer, so she had to bow her head in frustration.

"I don't know exactly what's going on, but something bad must have happened to Lyle that makes you feel uneasy. Love's voice suddenly softened.

"Yes. Suzu nodded, she actually wanted to tell her inner thoughts, but unfortunately she couldn't say that Lian was a person who had nothing to do with that world and everything in it, and she didn't want to let Lian be involved in this kind of thing anymore, so she had to choose an ambiguous answer.

"Actually, Suzu, it's very strange, I don't know why, but I've been feeling like something strange is happening around me lately. Love said suddenly.

"What do you mean?"

"I can't tell, if I have to say it, it feels like I'm in a dream, and lately I've been unconsciously flashing out of my mind some images, such as a strange woman suddenly falling from the sky in the night, and the door of the auditorium suddenly exploded, and a man with wings walked in or something. ”

Suzu was a little nervous, she knew what Lian wanted to express, what was said in Lian's words was not a dream at all, it was really happening, and the protagonists in it were also them, but for the safety of Lian and others, their memories were processed, so it made sense for Lian to say that these pictures would suddenly appear in her mind.

However, this kind of thing, let the love that shouldn't be involved know, is it really okay?

"Love, you ......" Suzu wanted to say something, but was interrupted by the words of love.

"I said, Bell, those things are real, and Lyle has something to do with him. Lian looked directly into Suzu's eyes and said, Suzu was a little flustered by her gaze.

The bell was silent.

"Actually, I don't mean anything else, if there is, if there is, it really is, and it's not a big deal. Lian held his hands behind his head, his body swayed back and forth lazily, and the corner of his mouth caught a dog's tail grass at some point.

"Why does love think like this, shouldn't it feel strange, shouldn't there be a lot of questions?"

Lian glanced at Suzu, who suddenly realized that she was a little too excited about what she said, and quickly covered her mouth.

"Because no matter what happens, we are still ourselves, we all have our own things to do, and no matter what happens, there are things that should be done or still done. ”

"Love?" Suzu looked at her suspiciously, not quite sure what she meant.

"I mean, Suzu, no matter what bothers you, don't lose your direction because of it, you just have to stick to what you really want to do what you have to do. Love put his hand on the head of the bell, gently stroking as if touching the kitten that has been obedient, the bell did not resist, just looked at the love, the light of the sunset shone on the face of the love, as if she could shine out the beauty she contained, the bell found for the first time that this very manly girl is actually so delicate, she sat on the bank of the river before sunset, quietly, like sitting in a painting, with the feeling of the girl next door, beautiful like the sun can shine into the water, so comfortable, so neighborly.

That's right, that's it, as long as you believe in your choice, if you want to save Lyle, then you have to muster up the courage to take a big step to save, if you want to become stronger, stick to this idea and work hard, Seth refuses himself once, then he will beg him a second time, and if he can't do it the second time, he will go to the third time, and he will grind through this difficulty.

It's as simple as poking open a thin layer of paper, why have you been here for so long?

"Love, thank you," Suzu said with a smile, in this unprecedented twilight, she sat on the shore and cried, as if she had once hid in the quilt and cried, but at this moment she no longer cried, but smiled, she figured it out, it was time to try to change, with the cowardly self of the past.

"I didn't do anything, I just happened to see you here. "Love is a little shy and sticks out her tongue.

"Well, I thought you were here to enlighten me on purpose, but I was so excited. ”

"Although it's said to be passing by, it's like being guided by fate, occasionally passing by but seeing you, seeing your distracted gaze, and then I sat down to talk with you openly, and then you figured out something, isn't this really like being guided by fate?"

Fate? maybe. However, there is still hope for everything, and that is enough.

"Anyway, thank you so much, I deliberately complicated it when it was such a simple thing, thanks to you, I have now remembered my original intention, that must be done. Suzu stood up, stroking her hair, the moment when the setting sun receded almost completely to the horizon, and the only remaining glimmer of light swept across her cheeks.

The crisp ringing of the bell suddenly came to mind, and it was inserted into this peaceful atmosphere.

Suzu was startled and pulled out her phone.

Lian still sat there, watching Suzu put the phone to her ear, and then her face changed little by little, from doubtful to sluggish, to excited, and then she saw Suzu put away the phone with excitement on her face, and then ran into the distance.

The girl's back was so strong at the moment, with the last afterglow, she gradually faded away, Suzu waved behind her, and shouted in an excited voice: "Goodbye, love, really, really thank you." ”

I don't know what you're going to do, but just believe in yourself and do what you think is right, Suzu, and do what you think is right. Thinking to herself, she smiled and waved gently at the back: "Well, see you next time." ”