Chapter 389: There's no need to add mental pressure
The night wind blew from the depths, and the lush woods were rustled by the wind. Shu Xiaoen stood under the shade of the tree, and drops of cold rain and dew fell from above.
Wet her hair, dress.
Shu Xiaoen stood still and did not move, but closed his eyes and asked himself over and over again what he wanted to do.
It was getting darker.
In the darkness around her, Shu Xiaoen never opened her eyes, she could feel that in the dark night that she didn't like the most, there was a person who always stood at a distance not far away, looking at her and guarding her.
Shu Xiaoen knew that person, it was unlikely to be Bai Lixiu.
But he opened his eyes and looked in that direction.
After seeing clearly that the figure in the white robe was An Caizhan, Shu Xiaoen lowered his eyelids and bit his lower lip gently, a little secretly hating his own incompetence.
An Caizhan noticed that in the dark night, a pair of eyes stared at him, then dimmed, and turned away to look away.
An Caizhan pulled his lips and smiled.
He walked in that direction.
"Have you figured it out?" An Caizhan spoke first to break the silence.
Shu Xiaoen shook his head.
"The more I thought about it, the more I felt that my mind was blank, I couldn't think of anything, and the more I thought about it, the more my head hurt. Shu Xiaoen confessed.
"Why are you hesitating again?" said An Caizhan, "Is there anything else that the all-knowing God told you in a dream?"
Shu Xiaoen said: "Yes." Omniscient God told me something else that left me a little unsure. ”
"What is it? Can I hear about it?" said An Caizhan with a smile.
Shu Xiaoen said: "If Bo Ya's seal is lifted, what will she plan to do, do you know?"
An Caizhan said: "She, Bo Ya's greatest wish, is probably to make everyone in the Supo Continent become ghouls. I think she would have done this for the rest of her life if she had lifted the seal. ”
There was a pause.
An Cai said in a loud voice: "All-knowing God, did you tell you that if you let Bo Ya out, there will be a catastrophe in the Suo Po Continent, right?"
Shu Xiaoen was a little surprised.
In the past, An Caizhan was a clergyman, and his beliefs were firmer than hers, but at this moment, he knew that this was the result, but he still wanted to help Bo Ya.
Shu Xiaoen's eyes were confused.
Staring at An Caizhan.
"Why?" Shu Xiaoen asked.
An Caizhan said: "Just with you and me, what ability can stop all this from happening? It's better to go with the flow, maybe there will be some different miracles in the process, why think so complicated and make yourself tired?"
Shu Xiaoen bowed his head.
"Is it really that simple?" Shu Xiaoen asked.
"Otherwise, you and I are not saints...... "I have tried to give up, and I have become the most despised ghoul I once despised the most. For a long time, I was miserable, and it was painful. There is no way to redeem itself. ”
An Caizhan turned his head and looked at the darkest corner of the forest in the depths.
"Later, I tried to give up, let go of all my idea biases, and try to see the good side of something that wasn't good. Gradually, I was relieved. ”
An Caizhan pulled the corners of his lips.
"A lot of the time, it's just our own mediocrity. ”
Shu Xiaoen found it hard to believe that a matter was just as simple as An Caizhan said. His words also made Shu Xiaoen's heart gradually feel comfortable.
Perhaps, really, that is not the case?
Shu Xiaoen raised his head, looked at the night, and in a trance, he seemed to see a meteor passing by, lighting up the dark night.
"Thank you. Shu Xiaoen said gratefully.
An Caizhan said: "I remember, when I was in Haiyao City, Mrs. Fu found me, and I helped her find her granddaughter to find fun, and later through the magic weapon, I found the forbidden place of the tomb, and my life began to change the trajectory during that time......
"Then do you hate me?" Shu Xiaoen said.
An Caizhan smiled, picked up a dry tree trunk on the ground, and threw it into the distance.
"You're not looking for fun, are you? ”
Shu Xiaoen was silent.
An Caizhan said: "I didn't hate, but later I learned from Bo Ya that you are not Gong Xunhuan himself, and I can't even hate you." I just feel that creation makes people, and I have gone around and around all my life, as if I have never gone far, but I have unknowingly lost a lot of important people. ”
"Yes. ”
Shu Xiaoen also thought of some people in the past, and remembered everything related to Bai Lixiu, thinking of it as if it had just happened yesterday, but it suddenly became so far away.
An Caizhan stood up, raised his hand and patted Shu Xiaoen's shoulder.
"It's none of your business, and you don't need to put pressure on yourself, focus on the present first. It's like, what do you want most now? Then work hard to get it first, and then plan for the future. ”
Shu Xiaoen said: "But knowing that Bo Ya was released, she would definitely choose to do bad things, and it would definitely cause many people suffering, in that case, wouldn't I become an indirect killer?"
"Even without you, there would still be someone else doing this. An Caizhan said, "I advise you, think more about your own affairs, you really don't have much time left." When the time comes, then your fate will only be as miserable as Bo Haixing. ”
"It would be nice if there weren't so many tangled things. Shu Xiaoen sighed.
"Where are you going to rest tonight?" An Caizhan changed the subject.
Shu Xiaoen's eyes swept around.
It was found that there were no houses where to rest.
"Where do you usually rest?" Shu Xiaoen asked curiously.
An Caizhan said: "We rarely stay here. Even if he did, he would either stay in the hollow of the tree with Bo Ya, or sleep in the tree. ”
"Oh. ”
Shu Xiaoen raised his eyes and glanced in the direction of the tree hole over there.
"Then I'll go into the hollow of the tree and rest. ”
An Caizhan nodded and led the way in front.
Shu Xiaoen silently followed.
Entering the tree hole, Bo Ya, who was talking to Bo An who was lying next to her, stopped talking, turned her head sideways, and glanced at Shu Xiaoen and An Caizhan who came in.
"Have you decided?" asked Boya.
An Caizhan said: "Let her want to spend another night." ”
Bo Ya smiled.
She was hesitant. This kind of temperament really annoys me. ”
As he spoke, his eyes fixed on the absent-minded Shu Xiaoen for a few seconds, and found that Shu Xiaoen didn't care at all.
Bo Ya pursed her lips.
"It's a good thing I don't have to be with her all the time, otherwise I'd be bored. Bo Ya complained.
Shu Xiaoen raised his head, glanced at Bo Ya, then found a corner and found a clean place, sat against the wall, closed his eyes and rested.
An Caizhan glanced at Shu Xiaoen, then at Bo Ya, who turned her head to talk to Bo An, stood in place for a while, turned around and walked outside.
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