Chapter 322: Regarding love, I'm actually not qualified
The first rays of sunlight in the morning shone on Shao Dong's face, his face was full of stubble after not sleeping all night, the room was filled with a thick smell of smoke, and there were at least three or four boxes of cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of him.
"Although this kind of thing doesn't do much damage to the demon's body, I think it's better not to ingest so much at once. Any subtle accumulation reaches a certain level, which will cause some changes. ”
Rice, who smelled the smell of smoke all night, finally gave Shao Dong some advice in the early morning.
"Do you want one?" Shao Dong took out a cigarette and threw it at Rice, but before the smoke could touch Rice's body, it turned into a puff of green smoke and rose into the sky.
"What a loser, if you don't smoke you, I'll give it back to me. Shao Dong complained dissatisfiedly, and when he wanted to take one more, he found that the cigarette case was empty.
After a night's rest, Les looked much better than yesterday, and his spirits were noticeably better. Les, who has a spirit, has also become more talkative, and he is not at all as taciturn as before.
"Actually, I don't understand your behavior. ”
Shao Dong was stunned for a moment, pointed to the ashtray and said, "You mean smoking?"
Les shook his head, "I mean, you use the curse to erase that girl's memory, even if you don't want her to die, you can still be with her when she becomes a sinner again." ”
Shao Dong touched his chin, "Les, do you have a lover?"
Hearing Shao Dong's question, Les shook his head, the word love was too foreign to him.
As a native angel, Les has followed Lucifer since he became conscious, and Lucifer was already an archangel at that time, and he rushed to the battlefield against hell every day.
When Lucifer fell into the sky, Les had become his chief guard, and after years of getting along, he chose to follow Lucifer into hell without hesitation.
At that time, in addition to fighting against the former enemy demons, he also had to deal with the angels of heaven, and it was not until Lucifer became the demon king in charge of the seven original sins with his strong strength that he said goodbye to this embarrassing situation.
Along the way, it is a great luck to be alive, how can I have the opportunity to fall in love.
"Actually, if you can ask this kind of question, I know that you haven't loved anyone. After seeing Rice shaking his head, Shao Dong smiled bitterly, "If you love someone, you must have her, and seeing her happy is the goal." ”
Seeing that Les's face was full of incomprehension, Shao Dong continued: "If I don't erase her memory, she will never forget these things that happened in the coming days, then she will not get anything at all after she is resurrected except for endless pain." ”
After listening to Shao Dong's explanation, Les still looked like he didn't understand, "How can there be pain, won't you always guard her?"
"No one wants to live under the control of others for the rest of their lives, even to protect her. Shao Dong said and got up and walked to the bathroom, "This truth will be understood when you find someone to love." ”
In fact, Shao Dong still has nothing to say, Zhao Yi will definitely find her new life after she is resurrected, maybe she will not be able to forget Shao Dong for a short time, but one day she will still bury Shao Dong deep in her heart and walk hand in hand with others to the end of her life.
If she saw herself again after she died, Shao Dong believed that she would definitely be very painful at that time. In this way, it is better to let her forget herself completely, and then find a way to get her future other half into her own punishment space, so that their family can reunite and then go where she should go.
Shao Dong knows very well that no matter what kind of pain it is, it can be healed by time, if it doesn't work in one year, it will be ten years, and if it doesn't work in ten years, it will be forgotten one day.
Just when Shao Dong was secretly arranging what happened in the future, Les seemed to remember something, and asked in the bathroom: "What about Angel? You don't even want your life to protect her, do you love her too?"
As soon as Les finished asking, he heard a faint noise from the bathroom, and he didn't know what had fallen on the floor.
Rice's question was a question that Shao Dong had never dared to think about, and when he was asked by Rice at this time, Shao Dong suddenly felt like he was quite scumbag.
"Maybe you're not fit to fall in love with anyone, and whoever you fall in love with will hurt anyone, so you're best suited to someone. ”
Shao Dong pointed to the face full of stubble in the mirror and said with a wry smile.
was made by Rice's question, Shao Dong's originally sad and angry mood was actually alleviated a lot, and I have to say that in terms of heartlessness, he really exceeded his expectations.
When saving Angel, Shao Dong felt that his life was not valuable, and when he put the curse on Zhao Yi's body, Shao Dong felt that his life had completely disappeared with Zhao Yi's memory.
From this point of view, Shao Dong doesn't know what kind of mentality he is.
Sticking his head directly under the faucet, Shao Dong felt that it was necessary to sober himself up now, although it was necessary to have a relaxed mind before doing the next thing, but Shao Dong did not feel relaxed at all now, but felt a little entangled.
Plunging his head into the water, Shao Dong's heart gradually calmed down. In addition to calm, Shao Dong still had a trace of resentment and sadness in his heart.
Although the latter two emotions are not good for what is to be done next, they are simply uncontrollable.
"I don't understand what you're thinking, but I think there's something to be said about you, and what you have is what we're missing. ”
Rice's voice sounded again, and his words stirred Shao Dong's heart that had just calmed down again.
"What I have, now I don't exist anymore!"
Shao Dong, who was soaked in the water, let out a silent cry in his heart, and a trace of warmth spread from the corner of his eyes in the water.
It took a long time for Shao Dong to come out of the bathroom, and compared with when he first entered, Shao Dong seemed to be in a lot of energy.
"Let's go, come with me and summarize the bad things that have happened during this time, and I should have a new beginning. ”
Hearing Shao Dong's words, Les got up and nodded, "You are much calmer than yesterday, I believe you already know what your future path should be." ”
"Well, I figured it out, but it was forced to figure it out. Shao Dong twisted his neck, tore the clothes on his body, pointed to the curse pattern printed on his back and continued: "Carrying this thing, how can I be qualified to discuss love with you, let's do something serious." ”
Les looked at the pattern behind Shao Dong and didn't speak, this pattern should be the mark of Shao Dong's life curse by the heavens before.
It seems that he really doesn't have a chance to love anyone anymore, but will he be as indifferent as he is next time?
After changing his clothes, Shao Dong walked out of the door with a firm gaze, everything should have an explanation. Guilty and punished, whoever he is!