Chapter 346: Confession
"It's the last trip, let's get inside. "The administrator in charge of the project opened the iron door for a man and a woman, and inside was a towering Ferris wheel, and the Red Leaf Playground invested enough money in this facility, which was featured in a corresponding column in the international weekly magazine, and is one of the top ten Ferris wheels in the world."www.biquge.info
The orange-colored round cockpit slowly turns to the bottom, stops, and the door pops open, waiting for the next couple to enter their interior.
Suzu glanced at her phone, and it was exactly 7 o'clock.
"How much longer?" asked Lyle, and the two stood side by side, not looking at the bell, his gaze slightly upward, as if thinking about something.
"The last half hour," Suzu said, "the last time, and the first time you offered to play something, it turned out to be a Ferris wheel." β
Suzu stared at the huge round wheel standing in front of her, and suddenly remembered where she seemed to have seen it before, the Ferris wheel is actually a transit station for such a thing as happiness, it stands in the center of the world to see where the whole world is distributed happiness, and also attracts the arrival of happiness, legend has it that looking at the Ferris wheel is looking at happiness.
She thought to herself that this kind of thing is simply tortured for a single dog to ride, think about the total number of cockpits, your front and back or up and down are all couples crowded in a confined space, the ambiguous and sweet atmosphere is full of pink rainbow light, only you are surrounded by this poisonous breath, the feeling of loneliness and loneliness makes you feel like you are on pins and needles, and you are simply thrown into hell!
So why did this kid next to him suddenly think about pulling me to watch hell together, could it be... Could it be that I suddenly opened my mind, and the EQ value was recharged, so I wanted to cooperate with it to get false comfort, imagining that I actually came with my lover, and I was not a single party or anything for ten thousand years, so I gave myself psychological comfort.
"I've been crazy with you for an afternoon, and in the end it's even if it's with me," Lyle said, "and there's plenty of time." β
"Oh, yes, yes. Ling also replied cheerfully, thinking that the child, you are so shy and arrogant and don't say your own careful thoughts, how can I understand and cooperate with you if you don't say it, but fortunately, Miss Ben, I am ice and snow smart, a pair of discerning eyes can see through you, rest assured, I will definitely help you get the most perfect inner comfort than my real girlfriend and my girlfriend.
"I wish you all a good time," the uncle in charge of management closed the iron door behind the two, and Lyle glanced behind him and saw that the uncle was winking at him, and at the same time stretched out his thumb, as if to express "I can do everything you explain, don't worry about leaving it to the uncle." Lyle nodded in response.
Suzu took the lead in getting into the cabin and chose the seat on the right, and then Lyle entered the opposite position, the hatch closed automatically, the uncle leaned in front of the open window, and the body flicked the switch, the Ferris wheel slowly turned, and the big guy who collected and distributed happiness came alive again.
"Come on, young man, I've seen a lot of things like this," the uncle quietly picked up a cigarette and lit it, looked up at the cockpit under the smoke, and looked up at the cockpit to rise, looking low-key and chic as a "person who came over", "But couples who have been on the Ferris wheel together can't go to the end, unless they kiss at the highest place, don't forget it." β
At this time, someone was quietly stabbing the uncle's shoulder, but the strength of his hand was not small, the uncle shuddered, and looked back at the figure who was close but had not been able to notice.
The cockpit gradually rose into the air with the two of them.
"Oh, it's beautiful," Suzu cried out happily as she leaned against the window, "I kind of admire the manager of the amusement park, knowing where to build the Ferris wheel in the best place, and watching the sunset from this angle is amazing." β
It is indeed extremely beautiful, the sun is gradually sinking below the distant mountain top, so at this time, all the rays of the sun are sinking with the west, gradually gathering in a line from the scattered sky, and on the beam trajectory where all the afterglow is condensed, you can see all the brilliance and beauty of the sun in this world, and the bell seems to stick the whole body on the cockpit wall, blending into the infinite golden light.
She remembered that when her grandfather was still alive, she also yelled at her grandfather to take her to make a Ferris wheel, and her grandfather smiled and said that only this kind of thing can accompany you to ride, thinking that your grandfather and I had no chance to do this kind of thing with your grandmother when I was young, this world is really great. The young bell couldn't understand the secret meaning of grandpa's transformation, but asked grandpa with a smile, so grandpa is happy to have me to sit with you now? The old man was stunned for a moment, then giggled, stroked the head of his grandson, and said that he was really happy, and I don't know whether I am with you or you with me, but now I only have you to accompany me, but your future life is still very long, and when you fully understand the meaning of this big round wheel in the future, then there should be another person by your side who can accompany you forever.
"Do you know, why sitting on the Ferris wheel is like sitting in a shroud of happiness?" Suzushige sat up straight again, but her hands were still reluctantly pressed against the window, and her face was golden when she turned her smiling cheeks sideways.
"Why?" Lyle really didn't understand, he looked at the face of the bell at this moment melted into the warm gold, thinking that this girl was also the most beautiful at this moment, as if with all the beauty in the world, and immediately hoped that this moment could be infinitely magnified, although it was impossible, but if, even just a little, this moment was still, let all the glory of the so-called sun be launched on that trajectory, all swaying on the body of the bell, only the two of them could not only move and love each other in this still moment.
He had never wanted to live forever with the girl in front of him like this.
Lyle also thought about the answer to the question that the bell said in that moment, he felt that the touch in his heart was the feeling of happiness, in this confined and small space, there were only the two of them, it was a place that only belonged to them, yes, it was like the world had shrunk into their stage, and the golden afterglow was the most gorgeous and gentle stage lamp, and the next scene of the male protagonist was to fall in love with the heroine around him.
It's like being in the middle of happiness.
"Look over there, and feel all the light sprinkled on you, no, it's the feeling that wraps around you," Suzu tapped the window, and Lyle followed, his eyes moved in the direction of the sun, and his pupils were instantly illuminated, "The light side of the sun is always so hot and dazzling, if it is not yet awake in the morning, and all the light is hazy, then only at this time, and at the end, the light of the sun becomes soft, and it casts all the light in this place, like ......"
Lyle felt his throat itch, and his whole body melted into an indescribable sweetness, he wondered if it was an illusion or if he had entered a magic barrier, and his heart was infected with inexplicable excitement and eagerness, and his heart was like a deer bumping into each other.
"Like?" Lyle asked curiously, with an urgency to get an answer right away.
"It's like the tenderness of the whole world is sprinkled together at this moment. The bell said softly, and the voice was beautiful.
He suddenly felt that he understood, although he could not explain it in words, but at this moment, in this small space, in the space where there were only two people, every corner seemed to be filled with something called happiness, which was invisible, colorless, invisible and ungraspable, but it did envelop him.
"Do you feel happy?" Lyle asked suddenly, all the while looking at the girl beside him.
"I think, I don't lie to you that's the truth," Suzu said without thinking, and added a sentence later, because she was afraid that Lyle would think that it would not be perfunctory to answer so quickly without thinking, but no, this is indeed her truest feeling," In fact, I feel very happy to see you again, and then all the way to the dangerous situation, thinking that I have you and finally back to the past, I have a happy mood in my heart, when we return to the human world, this happiness becomes even stronger, especially this afternoon, I am completely immersed in it, knowing that this moment has reached the peak. β
"It's happiness," Suzu smiled, "The first time I had such a sense of happiness, my grandfather came to play with me, and he said that the next time I could make me so happy, it was another man." β
Lyle was in a trance.
"What about you, happy?"
"Happiness. Lyle said without hesitation, it is better to say that he feels unhappy that there are ghosts.
"yes, then we're all happy, that's awesome. "Suzu clapped her hands as if she was applauding for happiness, and this is indeed something to be praised, everyone wants it, everyone needs it, and everyone deserves it.
"I can't tell when it started, there's no fixed point in time, but I'm starting to feel happy from the whole time since I met you," Lyle said as he looked out the window at the sun's falling wheel, feeling brave enough to say everything he thought now, "for the first time, since my sister died." β
"You have a sister who loves you very much, I've heard you say that. Suzu felt that Lyle's atmosphere had changed, and she quieted down and waited for him to continue.
"Well, I said that," Lyle nodded, I also told you, since then, I have spent a life of pain, and loneliness, there are no parents, I have one less chance than others from the beginning, the opportunity to get a complete world, so the world around me is collapsed and scarce, fortunately there is a sister, for me to build an island with enough combat power, until one day, I waited as usual, but my sister did not come, it was raining very heavy that day, I rushed out in the rain to look for it, but I also had nowhere to find, my sister made an island for me, I only stayed on that island, I only knew that island, so where else can I go to find it, I have never seen more of the worldγ β
Suzu looked into Lyle's eyes, she had the ability to read the other party's heart from the eyes, and she was indeed as worried, from Lyle's pupils to see the haze flash, but only for a moment, she was a little surprised, Lyle's pupils quickly rekindled, reflecting the sunlight cast in the distance, and his eyes seemed to have a bright light.
He has long been able to rely on himself to resolve the pathos in his heart.
Suzu suddenly felt relieved, this boy was finally no longer the dead child she had seen, the dead child who was always suffocated and away from everything, trapped alone in the sad past and unable to extricate himself, and let the loneliness invade the whole body and only escape and numb himself, finally changed, and those red pupils really became shining and showing off.
"It's good to have you," Lyle suddenly turned his head and said, his tone was gentle, Ling was stunned, in this special atmosphere, this man suddenly said so straightforward words to himself, "If my sister created a foothold for me in my collapsed world and didn't let me indulge, then you took me to reclaim a new land together, so that I could discover that I also had the opportunity to run on the infinite continent." β
Suzu felt nervous, and there was an unexplained itching sensation in her chest, as if there was an invisible hand gently caressing it, she didn't quite understand what it was, but she felt that she seemed to understand something, since she experienced the so-called "blood exchange" with Lyle, she sometimes felt that she was the roundworm in Lyle's body, but it was definitely better than that thing, she seemed to understand the other party's state of mind, although she couldn't explain it in words.
yes, that's what you think......
"Just now, under your guidance, I looked at the light of the sun, it is indeed a very special beam, occupying all the field of vision, so strong but gentle, all the scenes of the past flew to me along the flow of light, when they fell into your home, when I saved Xiaofan with you, because you knew everyone, when we went to the hotel together, when we fought together for the first time, when you kept communicating with me......"
Suzu didn't speak, just watched Lyle leave his seat and get closer to him, watching him continue to talk, the feeling in his heart became more and more weird, his body became light, as if he was sitting under the water, as if he was floating in the air, but it would neither hinder his breathing, nor make himself feel uncomfortable, just at ease, but his heart seemed to be rippling.
"When I saw you for the first time after I lost my mind and woke up, when I was comforted by you when I was cathartic and sad, when I watched you stand on the stage and dazzle, when I watched you and everyone try to stop me from being brought back to the Moon Night Realm, when I heard that you came to save me;" Lyle kept saying, those pictures were his own past, since Suzu appeared, his life has changed, every minute seems to never forget and always remember," When I reunite with you, when I fight with you, when I feel your blood flow into my body, when I swing the knife with you......"
Lyle stretched out his hands and touched Suzu's shoulders, "And now at this moment, just sit on the Ferris wheel with you and the two of us to let the sunset shine on us." β
"It's all the time when you're there, and I'm always happy," he slowly wrapped his arms around Suzu's neck and wanted to hold it in his arms, "I'm going to say it, no matter what kind of answer you give, I just want to tell you my strongest desire." β
"I want to be with you all the time. As he spoke, the world seemed to stand still for a moment.
Suzu was stunned for three seconds, the first second she understood what Lyle meant, the second she also recalled the pictures with Lyle there, and the third second, she confirmed her feelings.
She suddenly understood, this child is seeking comfort in the soul, Lyle......
"Is this ......" Suzu said, "confession?"