082 I can't stand this grievance
Shu Tang received a message from Yun Lei that he was going to retreat, and he would not be able to return to the world until he was out of the customs. It's nothing else, it's just that Shu Tang was a little worried about Xiao Jin, and asked Yun Lei to take care of him before going on a mission, but he didn't expect Yun Lei to appear on that island, and he didn't expect her to come to the cultivation world and not go back for a long time.
Chu Xiyan walked over, "Do you still have a grudge against him?" On the day of the ceremony, I noticed that your attitude towards him was very hostile, as sharp as a sword. ”
Shu Tang frowned, "Shouldn't I resent him?"
"It's not that it shouldn't, it's just ......" Chu Xiyan looked at Shu Tang with pity: "I don't want you to have hatred, that will make you not see the beauty of this world." Moreover, if there is hatred, it means that there is love, and hatred is also torturing herself.
Hatred, resentment...... These are negative emotions in the end, and you will hurt yourself before you hurt others.
Shu Tang sighed: "Brother, I understand what you said, but I can't do it." In his previous life, he deceived me, gave me hope, and took it away with his own hands, leaving despair in vain. Then, because of him, it was his reason that you stopped at the Yuan Infant Period, and there was no possibility of ascending to the immortal path. ”
"Didn't we find a way? This world doesn't work, let's go to another world. Chu Xiyan felt very sorry for his sister.
Shu Tang shook his head, "Brother, I won't forget what he did just because we have a solution for ourselves." These are two different things. ”
"But you are too attached to the past, and now you are looking at the past, and you don't look at this life anymore. Chu Xiyan sighed lightly, "Tang Tang, put aside the past, you in this life got a lot of help from him before you met me." You've been saved twice by him, haven't you?"
"But brother, how can there be the present me without the past? I can't leave the past behind. ”
"Of course I know the importance of the past, I mean, don't just look at the past, you have to look at the present life as well. After all, you and I are the only ones who know about the things in your past life, and no one else knows. ”
Shu Tang blinked, her thinking couldn't keep up with her brother, "They are not reborn, of course I don't know." ”
Chu Xiyan smiled helplessly, "I mean, what everyone sees is these things that happened in this life, however, from these things, it can be seen that Yun Lei not only owes you, on the contrary, you owe Yun Lei." However, this attitude of yours is a little ungrateful. ”
"I'm not asking you to put aside the past and look at this life, I don't think you shouldn't hate him, I just hope that you won't be blinded by hatred. ”
Chu Xiyan blamed herself, and it can be seen from what Tang Tang said that before recognizing him as an elder brother, Tang Tang was only determined to keep a distance from Yun Lei - although she didn't do it due to various objective reasons, at least she was thinking about estrangement rather than hatred and resentment.
Chu Xiyan was of course very happy that he had such an important position in Tang Tang's heart, but he made Tang Tang what he is now, whether this was his or her and his dereliction of duty as a brother.
In fact, Yunlei, from Tang Tang's point of view, should hate it. And, from his point of view, he should also be resentful. It's just that his sister is older than the sky, and now that his sister is alive in front of him, he can leave everything alone, after all, no matter how much he hates, he will stop at the Yuan Infant Period - the fact has come true.
If you have the heart to hate, it is better to use this part of your mind on Tang Tang.
Shu Tang thought about it seriously, "Brother, you're right, aside from everything else, my attitude is indeed a little ungrateful, or to put it nicely, it's pampered and arrogant." Isn't this okay, isn't this in the eyes of outsiders that I have become the 'wicked man' and he is the 'good guy'?"
Thinking of the person who had brought him pain, but in the eyes of everyone was a glorious and good image, Shu Tang felt very uncomfortable.
"Moreover, I am now a member of the Dao True Sect, and if my behavior outside is rude, it will bring shame to the sect. Shu Tang thought about the situation in which her brother faced the accusations behind everyone's backs, and shook her head resolutely, "No, this is absolutely not good." ”
Chu Xiyan felt ironed in his heart, but he felt a little funny. However, no matter what, it would be good if Tang Tang could change his attitude, if his attitude changed, his hatred would slowly let go. If the hatred is gone, love will naturally be gone, and if love is gone, Tang Tang can accept others. In this world, there are many people who are better than Yunlei.
......
A month later, there was a strong wave of aura from Tianji Peak—Yun Lei had advanced.
Another genius who was promoted to Jindan in his thirties, and everyone knows that if Yun Lei didn't go out of the world's ten years, I am afraid that he should be able to be promoted to Jindan before the age of thirty. However, the time of more than ten years cannot be said to be delayed or not, although cultivation is important, it is equally important to experience and temper the state of mind.
However, in the end, it was only Jindan, and Tianji Peak did not hold any celebratory banquets, only a few families with good relationships sent people to congratulate them.
After solving those interpersonal contacts, Yun Lei came to the Daozhen Gate. Then, he was surprised to find that Shu Tang's attitude towards him was much softer, of course, he didn't show this surprise.
Yun Lei came over this time to pick up Shu Tang back to the world. On the one hand, it is the affairs of the special management department that still have to be dealt with; on the other hand, Yun Lei feels that Shu Tang's attitude towards him is not good because in this cultivation world, when they are in the world, the relationship between the two of them is still very good, so it is better to return to the world.
"Then I'm leaving, and I'll finish the worldly affairs as soon as possible. Shu Tang waved goodbye to her brother.
Yun Lei listened to it in his ears and secretly remembered it in his heart. He thought that maybe he had to let go of the worldly causes and effects for a while, or maybe he should raise an heir as soon as possible.
Shu Tang took out a handkerchief, threw it out, and it became bigger in the wind, and then she went up. Yun Lei felt a little pity in his heart - they couldn't use a flying sword together anymore, but this was not unexpected, although there were only two people in the Dao True Sect now, they had a deep heritage.
The two didn't say anything all the way.
Shu Tang tried his best to hide the negative emotions in his heart, adhering to the idea of alienation at the beginning of rebirth. And Yun Lei is not on a flying sword, even if he wants to find some topics to chat with, it is inconvenient, so he can only have nothing to say.
Out of the cultivation world, the two took a car, and Yun Lei sat in the back seat of the car with Shu Tang. It's just that as soon as he got in the car, Shu Tang began to close his eyes and recuperate, causing Yun Lei to be silent.
When it came to the meal, considering that Shu Tang had not yet been able to open the valley, the car stopped at a service station under the instructions of Yunlei.
This kind of kindness, Shu Tang can only accept it. She wears a storage ring, and there is food in the storage ring, which was prepared by her brother. But if she refuses, it will seem that she is very rude and does not say anything, and there is some ...... In short, it will damage her image and bring out his good image.
Come to think of it, why do you feel a little aggrieved?
No, she can't stand this grievance.