Chapter 74: Asking for Comfort

"I killed someone!"

This voice kept ringing in Li Jiannan's mind, making him flustered.

In the real world, Li Jiannan has lived for more than 20 years, and has always been in a harmonious society, from childhood to adulthood, whether it is school education or family education, he has been told again and again: to abide by the law, to be kind to others, to be a good person, not to be a bad person.

For a long time, except for peeking at beautiful women, he has not done any "bad things", not even cheating in exams, let alone breaking the law and committing crimes, which can be described as a great good citizen.

Li Jiannan has seen the word "killing" many times on the news, but he has always felt that it is very far away.

He lives in a safe and stable environment, and he basically can't think about "killing" such a thing.

Even because of the campus homicide, when the roommates teased each other "thank you for not killing", he actually didn't take it seriously at all, but who would kill anyone with a normal brain?

The roommates are not mentally ill, and murder is to pay for their lives!

Even sometimes, when he thinks of "killing", he thinks of being killed by others, not killing others.

He didn't even dare to kill chickens, how could he dare to kill?

But now, a living human life was killed by him casually.

That's right, in the movie "Titanic", he also once ordered Spicer to kill Jack.

But it was just an order, and he didn't see the scene of killing Jack.

Moreover, at that time, he didn't treat the characters in "Titanic" as living people at all, but as NPCs in the game.

When the Titanic sank, so many people died, and he didn't take it seriously, let alone a jack?

As the world of "Titanic" disappeared, he forgot about the indirect killing of Jack.

But that's no longer the case.

The continued existence of the world of "Water Margin" has made him change his mind.

World of Trials is no longer a simple game, but a real world.

The people he comes into contact with are no longer NPCs, but flesh-and-blood living people.

What's more, that living black guy was killed by his own hands.

He became a murderer!

"What right do I have to kill him?"

"Even if he robs with a gun and intends to kill and rape, it will not be my turn to kill him!"

"I've stopped him, and it's a crime to kill him again!"

The deep-rooted idea of the rule of law condemned him in Li Jiannan's mind, but at the same time, another voice came out again:

"If you do something bad, you will be punished!"

"I didn't mean it, he was unlucky himself, that's retribution!"

"I'm not a judge, so why should I still try him?

"I'm a superman, why care about the law?"

"This is [World of Trials], what about killing? Back to the real world, who knows?"

Indeed, he was masked, and in the darkness of the night, no one could recognize him, and he would not be punished for killing someone.

However, in addition to law, there is also morality.

The fact that he killed people can be hidden from others, but he can't hide it from himself.

"I really didn't want to kill him!"

"He's still so young, maybe he still has parents and younger siblings at home!"

"The purpose of his robbery may be to support his family, or maybe a relative in the family is sick!"

"I shouldn't have killed him!"

"How could it be so coincidental?"

The long-formed values of "being a good person" have constantly tormented Li Jiannan.

All kinds of thoughts were entangled in his mind, and it became a mess, and his head seemed to explode, so that he couldn't help but yell:

"Ahh

He lunged at a large tree by the side of the road, punching the trunk.

"Bang!"

With a loud bang, the big tree broke off at the waist, and the top half flew out.

Li Jiannan kicked again at the half-cut stump that remained in place.

"Bang!"

There was another loud bang, and the stump flew out.

Li Jiannan rushed to another big tree.

He knocked down seven or eight trees in a row before he stopped, looked at a mess of woods, and thought bitterly:

"I'm Superman, I can do whatever I want!"

"What if I kill someone, who can punish me?"

"Kill it, kill it!"

"If you do something bad and meet me, you should be killed!"

"Superman has to do whatever he wants!"

Thinking of this, Li Jiannan had a certain thought in his heart, looked at the direction, and quickly ran in the direction of home.

After a while, he was back in the alley between the two small buildings.

When I looked up, Mary had turned off the lights, but the windows weren't closed, just the curtains were drawn.

"Hey, hey, this chick must want me to come back!"

Li Jiannan smiled proudly, took off the mask and threw it back into his bedroom, immediately climbed up along the wall, then gently lifted the curtain and jumped in.

Mary was just lying in bed, thinking about the magic of her new boyfriend, her eyes were glued to the window, and she didn't fall asleep.

Seeing a dark shadow flickering through the window, a figure came in, and Mary asked in a low voice:

"Peter, is that you?"

Li Jiannan had already seen it, and there was surprise in her eyes.

Instead of answering, he pounced.

At the moment, he just wants to vent.

He threw himself on the side of the bed, and as soon as he lifted his hand, the quilt flew under the bed, and the next moment, he threw himself on the bed, pressed on Mary, reached out and hugged Mary's face, and kissed it fiercely.

"Ahh

Mary's exclamation, as soon as she exited, was immediately blocked.

She struggled for a moment, felt the familiar aura, and her body immediately softened.

But this time, Li Jiannan was much more rude, hugged her tightly, kissed her heavily, and seemed to eat her into his stomach.

Instead of refusing, she seemed excited and responded with the same fervour.

Maybe she thinks that this is a new trick played by her new boyfriend, and she wants to surprise her again!

It's really surprising and exciting!

When Li Jiannan's hands were busy in her pajamas, her little hands were not to be outdone, and they also got into his clothes.

When she touched his strong muscles, she became more and more excited.

It's really a dry fire, and it burns at one point.

This sudden passion, like a summer rainstorm with a howling wind, came extremely violently and lasted for a long time.

By the time Li Jiannan snorted and stopped shivering, Mary's voice was already hoarse.

Fortunately, the cheap old man slept soundly drunk and was not woken up by Mary.

However, the combat effectiveness of the American chick was somewhat unexpected by Li Jiannan.

Even though she was covered in water all over her body and her messy blonde hair stuck to her face, she didn't fall asleep.

"Is this a racial difference?"

Li Jiannan got down from her, looked down, and saw the red blood in the middle of the white, and became more and more surprised.

Although he didn't care much about this, he still couldn't help but be happy, reached out and put his arm around her slippery shoulder, kissed her on the forehead, and said:

"Baby, you're my angel!"

This was the first time he had spoken since he climbed in through the window!

Mary, however, was still immersed in the afterglow of passion, and did not speak, but leaned quietly into his arms, her little hands gently caressing his chest, and enjoying it very much.

After such a vent, the irritability in Li Jiannan's heart seemed to be sprayed out with the fiery passion, and his heart finally calmed down.

He hugged the beauty in his arms, his eyes were staring at the ceiling, and the tangled thoughts in his mind slowly became clear:

"I'm not the usual guy anymore!"

"The rules of ordinary people can't bind me anymore!"

"Kill and kill! He's not innocent anyway!"

"However, for the sake of unnecessary trouble, you still can't kill indiscriminately!"

"The point is, you have a clear conscience!"

(End of chapter)