067 Death of incense
Shu Tang asked, with his own thoughts.
She can feel the sincere emotions coming from the other party, and she can feel the kindness that belongs to the blood in her body. Therefore, Shu Tang believed the other party's words and believed that he was her twin brother, but they were separated from birth.
Shu Tang didn't know what kind of influence the so-called Heavenly Spirit Root had on the cultivation world, she was just thinking about her brother from the standpoint of being a younger sister. From birth, he has no identity of his own, he is erased from birth to belong to his own existence, to live for another person, to live to be another person.
No matter how you think about it, this kind of thing is so sad.
Shu Tang couldn't imagine how he had come over for more than 20 years. Ask yourself, if this kind of thing were put on her, would she be able to do it?
The answer is – no.
She is her, since she was born in this world and lives here, she has the right to have her own identity, and she must have her own identity. Instead, to become a stand-in for someone, and not, to be unable to declare one's own existence to the world.
Shu Tang felt sorry for the biological brother he had just recognized. She wants him to stand in this world openly, and she wants him to have his own life in the name of righteousness.
The beautiful man looked at Shu Tang gently, and asked softly: "What about you, don't think about me, just think about yourself, do you want to return to this identity?" Do you want to have the name 'Chu Xiyan'?"
Shu Tang was stunned, is this the so-called elder brother? As an elder brother, he doesn't think about his sister all the time? As an elder brother, he puts his sister's affairs first and condescends to himself?
At this moment, Shu Tang really felt a strange feeling of being loved that he had never had. This love is different from the love of her parents in her memory, and it is different from the love that her adoptive aunt gave her.
Love from my brother...... Is that how it feels?
Shu Tang smiled, it's so good, from now on, she is not alone, she has relatives. No matter what happens after that, even if she encounters something like that in her previous life, she has the strength to continue to live.
Because, she has relatives who are bound by blood.
Shu Tang: "Brother, if I only think about myself, I don't want to return to this identity." The name 'Chu Xiyan' is very nice, but I still prefer my current name. ”
The beautiful man was stunned, he suddenly left tears and hugged Shu Tang. He buried his head on Shu Tang's shoulder and said in a muffled voice: "You call me 'brother', you finally call me 'brother'." I'm so happy, I'm so happy......"
Shu Tang's slightly panicked mood disappeared immediately, she couldn't cry or laugh, she was a little sad, and some were moved...... At this moment, in the arms of this brother, her heart is very complicated.
After thinking about it, Shu Tang raised his hands and hugged his brother back. Then, she obviously felt that the body she was holding stiffened, and then the strength of holding herself suddenly increased, and the powerful arms holding her trembled slightly.
Shu Tang's nose was sour, and a line of tears fell from the corners of her eyes, this is her twin brother who has been separated since birth.
After a while, the beautiful man calmed down his excited mood and let go of Shu Tang. He raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Shu Tang's eyes, and said very connivingly: "Since you don't want to go back, then don't go back." With my brother here, you just have to do what you want to do. ”
Shu Tang disagreed, "However, you should have your own life." ”
The beautiful man smiled slightly, "This is my life, for you, let me do anything." ”
Shu Tang was moved, but he was also a little helpless, "However, you are living for others, not for yourself at all." ”
The beautiful man was surprised, "How can you be someone else? You are my sister, for you and for myself." ”
Shu Tang was a little more moved, and at the same time a little more helpless, and at the same time there was a premonition in his heart - could it be that this brother of his is a sister control?
Suddenly, the beautiful man was embarrassed, and said to Ai Ai: "If I can, I want a name." Sister, give me a name, okay?"
Shu Tang was a little strange, "Since you want a name, wouldn't it be better for you to choose a name you like?"
The beautiful man shook his head, "I want my sister to give me a name, as long as it's my sister's name, I like it." ”
Shu Tang hung a few black lines on her head, well, she could be sure that the brother she just recognized was indeed a sister control.
Shu Tang said helplessly: "Okay, I'll give you a name." ”
After thinking about it, Shu Tang sighed: "Brother, you still use the name 'Chu Xiyan', I can't think of anything better than this." It's just that you have to replace the word 'Yan', after all, you are a man. Just replace it with ...... The words of the words, it sounds polite, and it also gives people the feeling of a warm and talented person, how about it?"
The beautiful man immediately smiled happily, "Okay, I will be 'Chu Xiyan' in the future." ”
Shu Tang felt that she had almost understood everything about her life experience, and hurriedly asked another important thing that had been hanging on her mind: "Brother, you said that you know the secret of my rebirth, what is the secret of my rebirth?"
Chu Xiyan's smile narrowed a little, and he felt distressed when he looked at Shu Tang's gaze, and he said, "In my previous life, I was always looking for you. But because of my identity, I couldn't leave here, so I had to look for it secretly. However, decades have passed, and I have not found you. ”
Shu Tang: "......" for decades, could it be that he knows what happened after her death?
Chu Xiyan continued: "Then, one day, I met a young man, and I felt your breath and blood trembling in his body. ”
Shu Tang's heart suddenly ached, not heavy but couldn't be ignored: "Yes...... My child?"
Chu Xiyan nodded, "I started the investigation from his body, and then finally found you, but you have been dead for more than twenty years." ”
Shu Tang tugged at the corners of his mouth and said bitterly: "When I gave birth to him, I gave up my life. ”
Chu Xiyan was very distressed, he reached out and took Shu Tang into his arms, patted her back gently, and then continued: "I was shocked and very angry. I wondered what it was that made my sister die at such a young age. ”
Shu Tang's gaze gradually became distant, uncontrollable, she recalled what happened at that time, and her heart was dull and painful.
Chu Xiyan's eyes gradually became cold, but his tone was still soft: "I took that young man as a clue, and finally investigated the truth of all the things, only to know that you, my sister, were actually calculated by those cultivation forces. ”
Shu Tang suddenly felt in his heart, sure enough, her marriage with Yun Lei was arranged by others.