Chapter 225: Big Dreams
"Sora also has his own things to do, just like we are staying here now," Daus stood side by side with him, looking at the sky with his hands behind his back, the light of the purple giant array projected in his pupils, reflecting the streamer, "To be honest, I never imagined that we would come to this point today, looking at the huge magic circle, it was obviously caused by us, but I myself felt very incredible when I saw it, and I had the illusion that everything in front of me was ethereal and untouchable." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ ο½ο½ο½ο½β
"It's as if the road we've traveled for so many years feels like a dream, and in reality, we should all be asleep forever in that heavy snow for several years. Dauston paused, thinking to himself that it might be useless to say so much, and according to Urfa's character, he might not listen to him at all.
But he still wanted to say it, and he didn't sigh that he always felt stuffed with something in his heart, which made him feel very uncomfortable, and he came to the edge of the cliff to find someone who could listen to him, and Wippwhite would definitely listen carefully to his nagging, but now that he was asleep, Dick, although he was a little nervous, would also squat patiently and wait for his words to fall, but he was no longer there.
Now he is the only one who is by his side, but Urfa is only willing to listen to his brother's nagging in his ear, even if it is for the rest of his life.
"Even if it's a dream, keep doing it," Urfa said softly, "as long as my brother is there." β
Daus looked at him with some surprise, he was surprised that the other party was patiently listening to him, but then he thought that the other party might have just overheard the last of his words.
That's fine, at least it makes him feel that if there are people around him, then he is not really dreaming, dreaming illusory and unreal.
"But," Urfa said suddenly, "is it really good?"
"Are you questioning our approach?" Daus frowned, "although I admit that this is a very thorny road, we also need thorns to sting ourselves at all times, to keep ourselves awake, so that we don't completely faint one day. β
"No, it doesn't matter if it's the goal, or the process, I can do whatever I want, as long as it's my brother's decision, even if I die in the end," Urfa shook his head, "But." β
"But what?" Daus's tone was tinged with a hint of irritation. He was an impatient man himself, and although he didn't look at Urfa like he hated Dessos, he just didn't like Urfa's somewhat gentle attitude, like a little girl.
For Daurius, the boy should hold his weapon and give a wink to the sky, and speak with a big grin, cowardly people don't live long, in that era of heavy snowfall.
"Sometimes, my brother looks tired, he can't help but sigh, look at the air that is nothing, and then look at the sky in a daze," Urfa said, "when there is no one around." β
Daus was stunned for a moment, he thought that for the Lord of the Sky, the one who stayed by his side the longest should be Urfa, or rather, everyone has times when they are not by his side, but Urfa, because for Urfa, his brother is the whole world, and he must go wherever his brother goes.
So in the dead of night, the man sat quietly, bathed in the night light, and his brother Urfa also stayed quietly behind him, silently watching the man as if he was gazing at the whole world, but for men, the world is very large, and when he looks up, he only sees the corner of the glacier.
"Is it us, put everything on his shoulders, for Sora, he has to lead us to the goal, and if we fail, he also has to bear a thousand pounds of fault," Daus bowed his head, "but to be honest, I think everything we do should be shared by all of us, whether it is right or wrong, victory or defeat, we just need one person to stand in front of everyone and be the pillar for everyone to go on." β
"In the human realm, I met a girl. Urfa said.
Daus was stunned for a moment, Urfa's words seemed to be completely at odds with his words, and he turned his head to stare at Urfa, waiting for him to continue.
"I saw something in her eyes. β
"Eyes?"
"Actually, I didn't understand what it was at first, but I was able to see different things from different people, and then I could get to know that person a little bit," Urfa said slowly, in the blowing of the night wind, Daus seemed to have never seen him say so many words at once, as if he wanted to release all his thoughts and thoughts in his life at this moment," The girl told me that human eyes can tell others everything in his heart, and she said that she saw a field of snow in my eyes, and I also saw her world in her eyes, and I understood at that time, she was the same as me, she only saw the world as a small circle, and in the circle, there were only one or a few people. β
"Yes, then you said that he was tired, and you saw something in his eyes. β
"I can't tell," said Urfa, "when my brother is in a daze, I often see nothing in his eyes, as if he has given up thinking, as if thinking is tiring to him, but sometimes I see a light flowing in his eyes. β
Urfa suddenly turned his head and looked at Daus, "Brother, he seems to be looking over." β
"Daus," Urfa turned his head back again, and he pronounced the name of Daus, and in Daus's memory, the man had never pronounced anyone's name, as if it was troublesome, or maybe he just didn't deliberately remember the names of certain people, "You and my brother really thought, I think you might know something I can't think of." β
"The two of us don't look alike at all, well, otherwise I'd stand out and stand in front of you with him," Daus shrugged, "I'm a wild monkey who only knows how to grab anything and use it as a weapon, but that person always puts on an indifferent look, which makes people angry." β
"But at that time, everyone was curled up and squatting on the snow in a daze, and only the two of you, barefoot, walked on the cold snow without fear, like people. β
Daus was silent, the air around him cooled inexplicably, and the wind blew into his neckline, making people want to shiver. It seems to have returned to the era when ice and snow and war raged together, with the burning war in the distance, and the smoke of gunpowder rising everywhere, but they were in the snow, enduring the cold, while trying to make themselves last for one more second.
"I don't know," said Daus, "I only know that since we have decided to take this path, we must go on, not necessarily to the end, but at least to where we can go, otherwise how will we face our companions who have gone with us at first, but have left on the way." β
Urfa glanced at Daus, his side face was sharp, and his cheeks were tenacious, an expression that only those who had already made up their minds could have.
"Either at that time, we will die in the snow, or we will choose to live, and since we have decided to live, then we can go anywhere, even if everyone hates us, we have to prove to the world that we are trying to live in the world," Daus said. At least, that's what I think now, I'm not afraid of death, it's just that my death doesn't make any sense, if I can die for something, even a little insignificant thing is enough, but what I want most is to die for my friends, Dick is gone, and Wippwhite, Annemes, and of course, now and you, many years ago, when we met. β
"Urfa, I'm different from Sora, so what I can think of is my end after all, as for Sora, except for himself, only you should understand best, maybe Sora doesn't even understand himself. β
"I also feel like my brother has lost something, he doesn't seem to be alive, I look at my brother, sometimes I feel that he has been alive many years ago, living at that time, no one died at that time, we haven't encountered that battle, and we don't know the truth," Urfa's expression became a little sad, "I don't want to see my brother like that, for me, the world only needs to meet my two requirements, one is that I can stay by my brother's side, and the other is that my brother can really live." β
"Are you trying to say that he is not living for himself now, then he is ......" Daus's tone paused, and then suddenly became angry, "Don't tell me that guy is living for our goal, we set that goal in the first place, isn't it so that all of us can live in a world without worry, and living for that goal is not putting the cart before the horse." As he spoke, he clenched his fists and clenched his fingers together with a squeaky sound.
"yes, I see. Urfa was stunned for a moment, as if the thoughts that had been entangled in his brain, those intermittent fragments, were suddenly integrated together, forming a coherent long line, the end of the long line, it was a scene in the night, my brother was sitting quietly in front of him, but it seemed to shuttle through time and space, back to that era, everyone was still in the swaddling clothes they created for themselves, before despair came, sitting side by side, looking at the starless sky and fantasizing about the impossible future, at that time, everyone thought that they could live a good life and live a normal lifeγ
"What's wrong?" asked Daus.
"I think you're right, brother, what he really wants to go in his heart is not where everyone decides to go together, no, it was the same at first, but gradually, his heart slowly thought," Urfa said, "maybe he didn't even notice it himself, and he stubbornly told himself that he must realize everyone's common dream." β
"Dauris, for me, unlike you, I only need to have my brother here, what do you want?"