Chapter Twenty-Six: Looking Back
"That's the way it is. Believe it or not. Xu Er lay on the sofa and helplessly told the process of how he saved Linna.
"Okay, get down to business. How long will it take for you to be back?" asked Xu Aiguo solemnly.
"I don't know, but if I don't come back tomorrow, then everyone will die. Xu Er said with a melancholy expression.
"Aren't you with the kid surnamed Chen?"
"He went to look for Master Zu, but he hasn't come back yet. β
"Can't you come back?" Xu Aiguo said anxiously.
"Before he left, he said he was only sure. But as far as I know, Wissan was destroyed the afternoon of his visit, and it must have been a battle between the two of them. β
"He went yesterday morning, and the battle should have been over long ago. β
"We don't know if he's dead or alive, I'll wait here until tomorrow night, and if he hasn't come to me, I'll find a way to come back on my own. β
"Hey, you can do it yourself, we won't be able to support it for long. Maybe when you come back to see me, I'll be a pile of dry bones. Xu Aiguo took out a cigarette and lit it, lowered his head, as if he was more than ten years old at that moment, and said gloomily.
"Look at the creation. β
"It's often the creation of people. Xu Aiguo turned off the video with a cigarette in his mouth.
Xu Er sat quietly with the tablet, and Lina also sat on the bed obediently and watched Xu Er not speak.
Xu Er got up and came to the window, opened the window, and a cold wind with the smell of blood blew in his face, he took out a cigarette and lit it, looking at the stars outside, and the noisy city was silent.
Suddenly, Xu Er shouted out the window: "I have never relied on anyone, I Xu Er is on the road, regardless of men, women and children, everyone respectfully calls me a second brother! I have come to this point today, I have not relied on my brother's power, nor have I asked the forest bureau to help me once, let alone find a relationship with the army. So far, I have not sold drugs, I have never done anything that hurts the heavens and reason, on the contrary, I have helped thousands of people, and I have accumulated great yin virtues! My achievements today are all won by me with my own blood and sweat! Why! Why have these monsters appeared, my good brothers, my own brothers are all dead because of them! I am not convinced! I am a seven-foot man with a dignified Xu Ertang, Wen Taowu and a strategy! I have the world in my heart! How can I be defeated by these cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods? What about the Qilin? What about Master Zu? I am not afraid of anyone!
Linna looked at Xu Er yelling at the window in surprise, although she couldn't understand what he said, but she could know from her tone that this man was fearless!
After venting, Xu Er closed the window, closed the curtains, curled up in the sofa, and stared at the Buddha beads on his right hand with red eyes. After nearly half a minute, Xu Er jumped up from the sofa and sat cross-legged on the ground, his hands made a strange mark, and his eyes were closed.
Lina looked at Xu Er quietly, without asking questions or speaking.
A quarter of an hour passed, and a little golden light appeared on Xu Er's body, which was extremely solemn, which made people feel the urge to kneel down and kowtow when they saw it.
Suddenly, Xu Er's eyes opened, and his eyes showed a fierce look.
This is Vajra's angry eyes.
"Master, master, why do you say that the Bodhisattva in this temple lowers his eyebrows and King Kong is angry?"
"Huayan Sutra" cloud: The heart is like a painter, painting all kinds of five yin, in all the world, it is impossible not to be pretentious. β
"The disciple doesn't know how to look forward to the master's guidance. β
This Huayan Sutra says that the human heart is the source of being able to do good, to be able to be evil, to know good, and to know evil.
The heart is not only the good and evil that guides body language behavior, but also can show the love and hate of human instinct and psychological behavior.
So love and hate are two sides of the same coin.
But in order to satisfy one's selfish desires, one has infinite greed, and when one's desires are not satisfied, then resentment arises.
Therefore, from my point of view, love and hate are psychological and instinctive, and love and hate are often the causes of human suffering, the source of trouble.
However, love and hate, while relative, are not necessarily absolute.
That is, love is not necessarily all good, and hate is not necessarily bad.
The Nirvana Sutra states that if someone harms the world and causes calamity to the world, the bodhisattva will stop it and prevent him from doing evil, and the bodhisattva has made a vow to stop all the consequences of the wicked.
There are different levels and realms of love and hate, and in terms of Buddhism, the bodhisattvas who do not fall into love and hate are detached bodhisattvas, the sages of the world who have love and no hatred, and the ordinary people in the world who have love and hate.
And Vajra, as a law enforcer and protector, of course, must have momentum and pressure on people, and help the evil in the world, which requires compassion and force.
Since there is love and hate, the bodhisattva lowers his eyebrows, the vajra eyes are angry, and the love and hate with compassion are the feelings we should have. Everything must be loved meaningfully, and hatred must be reasonable, and the love and hate that is clear and comfortable in the heart is the unhindered love and hate.
During the Sui Dynasty, Xue Daowei, a waiter of the more department, once visited Zhongshan Kaishan Temple, and when he wanted to give the little monk in the temple a problem, he asked you this question, and the little monk immediately replied: King Kong is angry, so he subdues the four demons, and the Bodhisattva lowers his eyebrows, so he has six paths of compassion.
There are virtuous and foolish in the world, and there is more good and bad. There are gentlemen and villains, beauty, ugliness, good and evil, all together.
Promote good and suppress evil, the purpose of Buddhism, uphold the right and eliminate the evil, and the orthodoxy of the Tao. Therefore, there must be a bodhisattva of compassion, and there must also be a vajra with angry eyes.
But it should be noted that compared to the good appearance of the Bodhisattva, although Vajra is evil, Vajra and the Bodhisattva are the same Buddha heart!."
"The apprentice roughly understood. β
"So what are you going to do? Bodhisattva or Vajra?"
"Apprentices want to be King Kong!"
"Hey, you're still far away. But you have a lot of insight to be able to ask this question today. Take this string of Buddhist beads. β
"Thank you, master!"
"You can learn to love first, then you can learn to hate, first to have compassion, and then to be angry!"
"Got it. β
"This string of Buddhist beads was handed down by the ancestors, and today I will pass it on to you, and you must take good care of it. β
"I understand. β
At this moment, Xu Er stood up and looked at his right hand that exuded golden light, and suddenly realized: "Sure enough, it's ten years of hard work, it's better to have an epiphany!"
Lina looked at the heroic man in front of her, a man full of mystery, a strong and shy man.
She knew she was in love with him from the bottom of her heart.
βcan we go to bed?β Lina whispered.
"What are you talking about?" Xu Er looked at Linna, who was blushing suspiciously.
"Why is your face so red? Xu Er hurriedly ran to Linna and tested the temperature on Linna's forehead with his hand.
Lina suddenly pulled Xu Er to the bed, turned over and rode on Xu Er, bowed down and kissed Xu Er frantically.
A few minutes later, Xu Er stood in front of Linna solemnly with a bandage.
"Don't do stupid things in the future. Your wounds are not healed, you see for yourself, your wounds are cracked again. β
Lina endured the pain and shook her head.
"Made, fortunately, Lao Tzu Buddha's heart is strong and his arms are not chaotic. Otherwise, the angry eyes of King Kong that I only cultivated today will have to be broken by this girl, and when I stabilize the realm, see how I clean her up!" Xu Er thought absentmindedly as he changed his bandages.
"Ahh
"Made, don't scream. You have to know that I am holding back a lot of pain!" Xu Er said angrily.
"Oh. Lina stuck out her tongue and replied in broken Chinese.