CHAPTER XXXVIII

Imperfect. Ye Chen, who was kneeling on the ground, held the emperor's private letter with both hands.

After reading the queen of Huang Silk did not speak for a long time, Ye Chen peeked at the queen, only to feel that she was different today, her face was solemn, there was no coquettishness and pretentiousness in the past, and there was more cold arrogance and inferiority.

"Qi'er, you give the antidote to Qihuang's cold poison to Lord Ye. The queen's voice seemed to have been soaked in ice water for thousands of years, which made people feel chilling.

Ye Chen suddenly felt that the task of protecting the new master might not be so simple.

Qu Qi was quite surprised, the queen publicly handed over the antidote, obviously telling the emperor that Wen Xi's paper was fake. Could it be that the empress still wants to compromise with the emperor? He peeked at the empress, her face did not have any waves at all, her eyes were firm and deep, and the corners of the old palace e's mouth on one side rose slightly, as if she was very satisfied with the empress's approach. He knew that this old fox had always been cunning and would not make a mistake, so he took out the antidote from his sleeve, threw it at Ye Chen's feet and said, "Take the yellow pill internally, and apply the red pill externally to the back of the neck." ”

After Ye Chen kowtowed to the queen, he picked up the medicine bottle from the ground and got up to leave. He hesitated whether to inform the emperor that the queen had changed, but thought that if he re-entered the palace, he would be resisting the decree. So Miyu called one of the guards, whispered a few words, and hurried towards the general's mansion.

Lao Gong'e hugged the queen's shoulders and said softly: "Although Master Qu's words are heavy, they are not unreasonable. ”

The queen looked at her desperately and said, "He has also taken care of me, he has also held my hand, and he has also known the ecstasy after having a child, you have seen it!"

Lao Gong'e said with a calm face: "Before Wu Yao died, he believed in love, and after she died, he also took all his love away. ”

"No, it can't be, that demon girl is cursed by the gods and can't protect herself, how can she take his things. The queen looked at the old palace in disbelief with confused eyes.

"He himself has become an ageless monster, how can he rekindle the fire of love for you as you gradually age?" Qu Qi said to break the last fear in the queen's heart.

The queen trembled and groped her face, and sat back in the soft chair: "He has divine power to protect his body, and he will eventually have an ageless appearance, and I ......" She finally had to admit that she may not really get him in the end. It's just that she doesn't understand that his ageless appearance is not a divine power to protect his body, but it is God's final punishment for his broken oath.

"Cousin Huang, you must make up your mind now. Qu Qi's words were like a kind of magical guidance, making her want to stand up, but after all, she just looked blankly ahead.

"What if you make up your mind? What's the point of me living alone without him?" the queen had never been so tired.

"Be your own king, be the king of the world, you can have everything in this world, isn't it better?" At this time, Lao Gong'e's eyes were firm, and there was a sense of domination in her tone.

The queen's eyes were full of unconfidence, and her heart seemed to have been unloaded: "If you lose him, everything will be gone." ”

Lao Gong'e straightened her face for the first time, and said solemnly: "I have worked hard to support you in the past ten years, are you such a spineless woman? You are her daughter, and you should have her ambitions. ”

"My mother never wanted to kill her husband. The queen retorted weakly.

"No?" Lao Gong'e stared at the queen's eyes and sneered: "How could it not be? What woman in the world is willing to share her husband with others willingly, when she needs it most, he still stays with other women, if she is still alive, she will definitely kill the first king, and will never let him sacrifice you to the villain Yuyao." ”

"You scolded him like that?" said the queen bitterly.

When your mother was alive, no one dared to scold, as long as all the people who were not good for her were scolded back, she would not be so cowardly and ridiculous as you, and make people feel like a poor dog. Lao Gong'e's words were like a hammer hitting the queen's heart.

"I've never seen you mention my mother like that. The queen said timidly.

"I won't live long. Lao Gong'e sighed: "Seeing you become what you are now, it's really not like her back then, your state of mind when you killed Wu Yao was much firmer and more lovely than now." Her eyes flashed with memories of the past: "At that time, you were really like your mother, decisively, resolutely, if thousands of women in this world are like her, what man would dare to give women as gifts?"

Qu Qi sighed: "I really want to meet such an imperial aunt!"

"There will never be a woman like her again. Lao Gong'e said: "I have been long enough in my life, and I have only seen her once." ”

The queen said in a trembling heart: "Is it because my father saw that she had different intentions, so he killed her?"

Lao Gong'e glanced at her and said, "He, hmph!" She said contemptuously: "How could that person kill her, such a powerful woman can only kill herself, and others are nothing more than mud to her." She walks like a virgin, moves like a rabbit, is originally an innocent and lovely person, and the best things in the world are worthy of her enjoyment. Lao Gong'e's eyes showed a reminiscence of the past: "She subdued the king above ten thousand people with her gentleness, but she gave her sincerity to a mad dog." Hmph!" Lao Gong'e said disdainfully: "That mad dog is only for himself to become an immortal, He Cheng cared about her feelings, and finally the mad dog fought in the dark night in order to grab the koi fish's Danzhu, she ignored my dissuasion, and helped the mad dog rush to the sky against the sky, and lowered the curse of heaven, and she left you." The koi was kicked into the dry well in the imperial city by the mad dog that ascended to heaven, and the fish died when there was no water. ”

The queen finally understood why the koi had to listen to Lao Gong'e's words and sacrifice her black pill. She had never heard anyone talk about her mother like this, and everyone who spoke of her praised her for her virtue and gentleness. I can't imagine that my mother would fall in love with a dog that has become an immortal, could it be that the dog is more handsome than a human?

Lao Gong'e smiled: "That's not an ordinary dog, he is the mount of Erlang God, the Roaring Sky Dog." She always sees things differently than others. ”

The queen said in a low voice, "Mother doesn't love me as much as I imagined, I thought she was ......," she said in a choked voice, "she loves me very much." ”

Lao Gong'e glanced at the queen and said solemnly: "If a woman doesn't even love herself, why should she ask for the love of others." ”

The queen's head was heavy, and tears almost burst out of her eyes: "How do you make me love myself?" I have nothing but this empty name, my husband is a stranger, and my children ...... How can you make me find a reason to love myself for an unprovoked death?"

Qu Qi walked over and knelt at her feet: "Cousin Huang, you still have me, and this world." He looked up at the queen's face: "Your mother is a real woman, she dares to love and hate, and dares to do everything she wants to do, you are her daughter, you can definitely do it, as long as you want." ”

The queen shuddered, sometimes people are in a desperate situation, not at all they want to move forward, often the people around them push forward, whether it is a cliff or another high mountain, the eyes covered by the fog can only grope forward. She could feel her heartbeat, her blood flowing wildly, not only the decision of her father, but also the courage of her mother, who had been the only delicate princess in the country, unmatched, her dignity, pride, and self-confidence had disappeared without a trace under Yuyao's indifference year after year. She hates herself like this, she wants to be her own king, she wants to stand on the top and let everyone look up to her, whether it is her subjects or Yuyao, who disdains her. She had waited for his heart for thirteen years, five months, and seventeen days, and now that she was tired, she clenched the armrest of her chair, and her veins showed little by little the rough traces of age.

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