Shu Tang is no stranger to this scene.

My aunt has been doing charity all year round, and half of the inheritance she left behind has been given to her and half to charitable organizations.

When my aunt was alive, there was this kind of sponsored special come to thank her, and when my aunt passed away, there were not many such people, and many of them came every year and year.

Shu Tang hid to the side, she didn't want to meet these people. She thought she had come early enough, but she didn't want to be ahead of these people.

After waiting for a while, it seemed that these people really came early, and Shu Tang didn't wait long before they all left.

Shu Tang walked to the tombstone, arranged the offerings, lit a stick of incense and inserted it, and then looked at the photo on the tombstone.

The old man in the photo is smiling very kindly, and his eyes are warm and kind, which makes people feel good at first sight.

Shu Tang recalled the scene when he was first adopted.

My aunt was very surprised when she saw her, and the government had approached her in advance to explain the situation, but when she saw her, my aunt was still very surprised. Moreover, my aunt at that time was almost 60 years old, and she could call her "grandma".

However, I don't know what my aunt thinks, so I asked her to call her "aunt".

Then, I did my best to raise her.

My aunt is a master of educational psychology, so with the help of my aunt, she successfully overcame the psychological trauma after the earthquake and grew up healthy and healthy.

Looking at his aunt's kind smile and kind expression in the photo, Shu Tang's heart suddenly rose a grievance, the grievance after being bullied.

Shu Tang suddenly remembered that her aunt had actually always taught her how to look at love, and she remembered half of it, so she successfully forgot her feelings for Nie Yu. However, the other half didn't pay attention to it until it hit the south wall and fell on his heels.

My aunt was not young when she adopted her, and she knew very well that she couldn't see her getting married and having children, so after she confided in her aunt at the age of 18 about her feelings for Nie Yu and her own troubles, her aunt took this opportunity to tell her a lot.

My aunt said that there is no such thing as a male protagonist in romance novels in this world, not to mention that he is rich and handsome, and he spoils his wife to the point of being unprincipled, which does not exist.

My aunt said that we can't dream of "sparrows flying on branches and becoming phoenixes".

If you want to get something, you have to pay the corresponding price, and "Sparrow" will never become a "Phoenix" without the bloodline of "Phoenix".

My aunt said that there is no impulsive love in this world, there is no love controlled by physiological reactions, and any action of any person has an intrinsic motive, the difference is only how well he disguises it.

My aunt said......

Shu Tang remembered that his aunt had said a lot: let her be a man of her duty, let her not be ambitious, let her not think about things that do not belong to her, let her stay rational in the face of great temptations, and let her not ...... Believe in love.

My aunt has never been married in her life, and she has no scandal partners.

She once asked her aunt why she had been single, and she remembered her aunt saying:

"What I want is pure love. ”

"I believe there is this love, but I don't believe that this love will come to me. ”

At that time, she felt that her aunt had low self-esteem, but her aunt's sentence "What I want is pure love" resonated with her and became the cornerstone of her view of love.

However, she doesn't feel that this love won't come to her.

She still remembers that when her aunt heard her say this, she smiled on her face, but she was helpless and had some distress that she couldn't understand, saying that she was too naïve.

She was suspicious of what her aunt said, and she was a little unconfident.

Then, the man appeared.

That person - Yun Lei ......

He is tall and long-legged, with a long body and a tall and resolute posture.

He has handsome facial features, sword eyebrows and thin lips, and his eyes are extraordinary.

He is in a high position, has an extraordinary family background, and has outstanding abilities.

He is the rich and handsome of the rich, and he is also the existence of a wolf in the topmost circle.

Such a proud son of the sky, a person who lives in the clouds, and the most important thing is that this person is still clean and self-loving......

This gave her hope, self-confidence, and a great sense of vanity.

Of course, she did not bask in this vanity, and she took her aunt's admonition to heart. However, what she thought was that he was a man who sat high in the clouds, so what could he ask for of her in the mud?

She has nothing, her little family property is not even a fraction of the family's wealth, she is not very beautiful in appearance, her education is only excellent, she has no father or mother, and she has no relatives or elders......

With such a she, she can't even grow face for him, what can he ask for from her?

All that's left is ...... Love, right?

It can only be - love.

On the day of her marriage, at the moment of worshipping heaven and earth, she said to her aunt in her heart, "Look, I have met pure love. ”

She had completely forgotten what her aunt had said, what "what was gained and what was paid", what "actions are intrinsically motivated", and so on......

In front of the tombstone, Shu Tang's tears fell.

"Auntie, you're right. ”

He pursued her, and she married her, and it was indeed not for love.

He did love himself, but there was a woman who held a special place in his heart.

What "pure love" is, it is nothing more than her self-righteousness, nothing more than her wishful thinking.

But it's all ...... Illusion.

"Auntie, you're not here, I've really suffered. ”

Before her aunt died, she was most worried, because she had just walked out of school not long ago, because she no longer had an elder, because she could only get up by herself if she fell in the future......

Until she reflects on herself, and no one will lift her up and teach her the first time she falls.

"However, aunt, don't worry, after all, I was taught by you, and I will not make the same mistake again. ”

Shu Tang wiped away his tears and smiled confidently.

At this time, the little golden bat struggled to reveal a small head from Shu Tang's pocket, and the small claws on its wings grabbed the edge of the pocket.

He tilted his little head to look at Shu Tang, and then looked at the old man in the photo on the tombstone, and he called softly and tenderly.

As if to say, "She's not alone, and I." ”

The straight and curling smoke in front of the tombstone shook as if it had been blown by the wind, and it seemed like the old man couldn't help but laugh.

Shu Tang gently stroked the little bat's little head, and smiled: "You! This is my aunt, when you transform into a shape, you will definitely come here to burn incense and tell her about the old man." ”

She turned her head to look at the old man in the photo on the tombstone, "Auntie, this is Xiao Jin." This kid lives with me now, and you don't have to worry about me being alone. ”

·

This Spring Festival, Shu Tang is no longer alone, she has Xiaojin.

Under the feeding of a drop of blood every day, Xiao Jin is much more lively, and his biological clock is gradually on par with Shu Tang, he can wake up for a while during the day and sleep for a while at night.

Because there is one more person - although he has not yet taken shape, Shu Tang still attaches great importance to this Spring Festival. She does whatever she does every day according to the custom, and she is not in a hurry to sort out the information on mental power.

On the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, she worked in the kitchen all afternoon and made a table of sumptuous dishes. At the same time, in addition to buying herself a new set of clothes, she also ordered a set of festive clothes for Xiaojin.

Kim is fresh, and his little wings already have some strength and can fly some distance. He was wearing this set of festive little clothes, flapping his little wings and flying around Shu Tang's neighborhood, calling from time to time to attract Shu Tang's attention, looking overjoyed.

Shu Tang is in a good mood, since her aunt left, this is the most comfortable Spring Festival she has ever had.

Before being reborn, Nie Yu was strong, and on the day of the Spring Festival, he knocked on the door directly, and then entered the room.

When he was with Yun Lei, the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner was directly taken out by him to eat.

Later, it was the Spring Festival with the Yun family. At that time, she had already separated from Yun Lei, and she had no good impression of the Yun family, but she didn't want to be seen by people other than Yun Lei, so she only pretended to smile.

Shu Tang looked at the little bat flying around him, although he had not yet transformed into a shape, he was only three years old, he was fed by himself, and he gave him a name, and he became more and more trusting and close to himself, which was equivalent to his own child.

"Although I don't know how long I can support you......"

She stretched out a hand and watched Xiao Jin fall on her palm knowingly, looking at her with a pair of watery and innocent eyes.

She smiled softly, "I will do my best to raise you and teach you like my aunt raised me." ”

Xiao Jin blinked his golden eyes, innocent and ignorant in his eyes, he tilted his little head and screamed softly, his immature voice was full of squeamishness and dependence.

·

On the day when the second dragon raised his head in February, Shu Tang finally sorted out a set of things he understood after going through all the information on spiritual power.

There is no way to get the cultivation method, but Shu Tang sorted out the level division of spiritual power. At the same time, she also found a third way to increase her mental power in addition to meditation and physical forging.

- Life and death experience.

This is Shu Tang's experience in connection with himself and summed it up. After she died once, her mental power increased, and then she broke the seal open.

In fact, the experience of life and death is a bit extreme, and the safest way is to "extreme challenge".

The potential in the human body is difficult to stimulate in ordinary times, and it will only be revealed when facing the limit.

It's like running, this Shu Tang has experienced, when he feels that he really can't run to a certain extent, as long as he persists, and then at a certain point in time, he suddenly feels that there is strength gushing out, and he can continue to run.

As for the division of spiritual power levels, she divided spiritual power into nine levels, with the lowest level and the highest level nine.

And now, she can't even be called a level.