Shu Tang hoped that it was the former, this time she would come back and start again, and she didn't want to have any intersection with that person again.

·

More than an hour later, Nie Yu came, with a complicated face: guilt, self-blame, love and hope......

Shu Tang was stunned for a moment, and then realized that because she had seen his expression before she was reborn, it showed that her attack was not unexpected by them, the special management department.

She asked, "What do you have to say to me?" she asked.

Nie Yu nodded, came to her bedside and sat down, "Regarding the incident of last night, I fought for it from my superiors, and it stands to reason that I want to erase that part of your memory, but now you can choose whether to erase it or not." ”

"What are you talking about, what did last night's events have to do with you?"

For him, she didn't know what his specific job was at this time, so she had to ask such a sentence before she was reborn.

"I'm sorry, Shu Tang, because of the nature of my work, I had to hide it from you. ”

Then, Nie Yu's expression changed from apology to relaxation, and he said, "But now I don't need to, I can be honest with you." ”

Without waiting for Shu Tang to answer anything, Nie Yu began to speak.

Shu Tang listened quietly, listened and listened, and became more and more surprised in his heart. She found that compared to before her rebirth, Nie Yu said some more things this time, and these things were things that she shouldn't know at this time before her rebirth.

So, what allowed Nie Yu to say this?

"You told me these things that I shouldn't know, but you don't want me to choose to erase my memories, do you?"

Shu Tang looked at Nie Yu with a "I can see through you" gaze.

“...... Yes. ”

Nie Yu smiled bitterly, "Although I understand that I have no hope with you, I still have a glimmer of hope in my heart. So, I want to bring us closer together so that I can have more opportunities with you. ”

This is his selfishness, but in fact, the boss does not agree.

Although Shu Tang showed some abilities beyond ordinary people in this incident, it was just a keen sense - perceiving danger in advance and believing in this feeling could not be classified as "non-mortal", she was still just an ordinary person.

He didn't want to if he could, but when he thought of the reason for the rejection, the firm, calm expression and the rational gaze she had when she rejected him, he ......

There was no other way for him.

Shu Tang frowned secretly, didn't such ugly words completely dispel his thoughts?

"But Nie Yu, it sounds like this, the world you are in is too dangerous, but you choose to drag me in......"

Her gaze sharpened a little, "You said that you want to spend the rest of your life with me, and even broke up with your girlfriend who has already talked about marriage, then you must have feelings for me." It's just that, now it seems, you still love yourself more after all. ”

Nie Yu was stunned, he had a premonition that his impression score in his sweetheart's heart was declining, and he hurriedly defended himself: "I don't, if I really love myself more, how can I break up with my ex-girlfriend? ”

"Nie Yu, I heard about me. ”

Shu Tang raised his voice slightly and interrupted him.

She looked into his aggrieved eyes and said, "It can be seen from this incident that you don't have the ability to protect me. Yes, you have extraordinary abilities, but I'm still in danger. Nie Yu, you must know that I am just an ordinary person after all. ”

“......”

Nie Yu opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything.

"You see, you know that I am just an ordinary person, but now, you have chosen to pull me into the extremely dangerous world you are in, when you are not yet able to protect me. And the reason is just to be able to have more opportunities with me, so that I can no longer reject you. ”

“......”

Nie Yu was speechless, with guilt and self-blame on his face.

Shu Tang is also very uncomfortable, refusal and hurt have never been her intention, when she hurts him, she is actually hurt by herself.

However, the status quo compelled her to do so.

"So, you didn't think from my point of view, but only from your own point of view. You love yourself more than I do, and I'm a person who loves myself more, so from that point of view, we're not suitable. ”

She was misleading him.

She clearly knew that in his heart, her weight was heavier than his own, because he lost his life for her before he was reborn.

Hopefully, this rejection will discourage him.

Nie Yu was once again struck and lost his soul.

He left.

However, Shu Tang's mood was not good, even uncomfortable, and he felt out of breath.

Nie Yu is the person she doesn't want to hurt the most.

Not because he sacrificed his life for her before she was reborn, but because ......

The first heartbeat left traces in her heart.

As time went on, the marks grew heavier and heavier, so heavy that when she heard that he was not in good health, she wanted to give everything she had to make him healthy.

Putting aside the mature concept of love, only emotionally speaking, she once loved him and loved him deeply.

Judging from the ambiguity ten years ago, she believes that he also has feelings for her.

When did everything change......

Now that I think about it, it should have been after hearing that he had the right girlfriend.

She had hoped that he and his girlfriend would break up at the beginning of their relationship.

But no.

She loves, but she can't.

Gradually, her thoughts changed, and based on the ambiguity ten years ago, she thought she had been betrayed.

From love to hate......

Oh, but she can't hate it, she really loves him too much.

So, she wanted to let go of this feeling.

However, she could not do it herself.

In the end, she confided everything to her aunt and asked her for help.

With the help of her aunt, she established a view of love. In order to give up her feelings, she brainwashed herself to identify with this concept of love.

I don't know when she really agreed with this concept of love from the bottom of her heart, and this feeling gradually disappeared.

One day, she suddenly woke up, she realized that although she didn't know what she really wanted, she finally knew what she didn't want—

Harm.

In love, she doesn't want anything that will hurt her.

And he, whom she thinks has betrayed her, has already caused a lot of harm to her, and she no longer wants him.

You don't want me?

I don't want you either!

seems to be angry, but her temperament is resolute.

Then, I saw more, experienced more, and people grew up.

At this time, she also knew how unworldly her view of love was, but the reality of society made her more determined to have this view of love, until, it was impossible to change.

Now, although his feelings for him have faded, he has become the "cinnabar mole" in her heart.

"Tang Tang!"

"Miss, please don't make a loud noise!"

Shu Tang came back to his senses and looked at the door where there was a little movement. There, Guo Liangli was apologizing to the nurse, and then she strode over.

"Tang Tang, what should I say about you?"

Guo Liangli looked at Shu Tang reproachfully and distressedly, "I asked you for leave to rest, why did you get yourself anemic instead?"

"I don't know ...... either" because she's not anemic at all.

Guo Liangli glared at her, "If you know that you can still enter the hospital?"

“......”

This makes sense, Shu Tang can't refute it.

"But fortunately, the doctor said that it was just a slight anemia, and it was enough to eat a few good meals to supplement the nutrition. ”

After speaking, Guo Liangli lifted the quilt on Shu Tang's body, and said in Shu Tang's stunned gaze: "I have already completed the discharge procedures for you, if you are not sick or sick, don't occupy resources in the hospital, let's go home." ”

Shu Tang is helpless, it's been a few years, Guo Liangli still remembers it, and the words "don't occupy resources in the hospital" still have obvious mockery.

But also, she's a healthy person, so let's go home.

·

After returning home and seeing Guo Liangli away, Shu Tang opened the bag that he had packed in the hospital. Sure enough, it wasn't her delusion when she was in the hospital, and the electric batons she bought were gone.

It should have been Nie Yu who sent her to the hospital, and the water prison she saw before she fell unconscious was one of his abilities.

It seems that he can only be found.

"You mean those electric batons?"

Nie Yu's surprise turned into loss, and after a pause, he replied: "Those are all military things, so how can powerful electric shock weapons flow into the people? Now, it's been recycled. ”

Shu Tang was speechless, "So the money I spent was paid for the use fee?"

Each of the electric batons wasn't cheap, and she didn't just buy them to deal with this incident.

"The relevant fees should be credited back to your account. ”

Nie Yu smiled bitterly, "It's our incompetence to let you face the danger alone, and we can only compensate for it." ”

"I don't agree with that. You guys are capable enough, but there are too many bad guys. ”

Nie Yu chuckled, "Thank you......"

Shu Tang hung up the phone and couldn't help sighing, what she wanted to ask most was still not able to ask: Was there anyone else besides Nie Yu last night?

She thought of a lot of questions and found that none of them were applicable for now.

She remembered that it was Nie Yu's task to hunt down this Blood Clan Viscount before she was reborn...... No, no, there should be logistical support, but Nie Yu was the only one who carried out the pursuit.

Later, when she was taken hostage, she remembered that there was no one to support Nie Yu on the spot.

Therefore, it is speculated that Nie Yu should be the only one on the scene in this pursuit mission, and only logistics are supported.

That...... She was able to wake up after only a few hours of coma after withstanding such a strong electric shock, is her physique stronger than she thought?—— she has specially checked, and the current that can knock down the Viscount of the Blood Clan is enough to make ordinary people die!

Before she was reborn, on the one hand, it was because of herself, and on the other hand, because of the change of her identity, she was always in a state of protection, and she never touched anyone, and she always thought that she was just an ordinary person...... Until I experienced this incident.

Could it be that she is not actually an ordinary person as she thinks she is?

Shu Tang looked at himself in the mirror, and the light in his eyes became brighter and brighter.