Shu Tang was stunned and sneered. Yun Lei in his previous life, with a cold appearance, even when he pursued her, he also held a shelf. If it weren't for the wonderful emotional experience he gave her, how could she agree to his pursuit and finally marry him in the face of the difference?

is such a man who is quiet and cold, and he didn't even explain a word in the face of her questioning, let alone show any regret. Usually, he is still the same, after she deliberately avoided it, even if she couldn't leave the house where she lived together, she managed not to see him again until before giving birth.

Oh, in fact, even if she didn't have to deliberately dodge, she didn't have many opportunities to meet him, and he would come back all day long, that is, when he went to bed at night. You can still meet when you live in the same room, but after you separate, you don't have the opportunity to meet again.

Looking back now, I always feel that she is not married to Yun Lei, but to her own fantasy - the prince charming in her girlish fantasy. Yun Lei's appearance, Yun Lei's deep affection made her put this fantasy on him, so she could feel so happy about herself - before that person appeared.

"When I was four months pregnant, I started a cold war with him, and by October I had a full six months of childbirth, during which time he had no remorse at all, let alone repentance, and he didn't even have a word of explanation. ”

Shu Tang sneered, "Now that I know the truth of marriage, I naturally understand his thoughts, anyway, the marriage is married, and the savior is successfully pregnant, where is I still worthy of his attention as a mortal? ”

"You know, why do you want to fulfill him?"

Chu Xiyan didn't want to ask too much about Shu Tang's affairs at that time, but this was a thorn in her heart, she had to pull it out, if she didn't pull it out, how would she start a new life? He didn't want to watch her be lonely all her life, he was just her brother, and there were many things that his partner could do, but he couldn't.

Shu Tang sighed, recalling himself at that time, his heart was full of sourness, "Because I loved him at that time, I loved him very much." When I was hurt by the person I love the most, all I can think of is revenge, I just want to get away from everything in front of me forever. ”

"As for the fulfillment or something...... she paused and smiled softly: "Because I love him, even if I am hurt severely, I can't do revenge to hurt him." ”

Shu Tang sighed: "This is my love, it may have something to do with my aunt's education, I don't want to make up for it, but to endure it." Maybe it has something to do with my personality, I'm a person, since I was a child, once something bad happens, such as being bullied by my classmates, I will only think about escaping, not bullying back. ”

"Brother, am I quite soft?"

Chu Xiyan hugged Shu Tang into his arms, and patted her back gently in distress, "My Tang Tang is not soft, this is a kind of tolerance, take a step back and open the sky." I hope that the people in this world will be like you, then the world will be very beautiful, and there will be no more strife and war. ”

Shu Tang snorted and laughed, her brother is really a sister, she obviously lacks the courage to face it, but he seems to be a saint by him. However, she knew that her brother was comforting her, if she didn't want her to face it, why did she bring it up?

It's good to have a brother.

With him, she was able to muster up the courage to face the bad things that had happened.

"Brother, I don't think what will happen to Yunlei after I die, so I haven't asked. Shu Tang's tone was finally calm.

Chu Xiyan's expression was a little complicated, he hesitated, "I said this to you, I didn't want to change your decision, in fact, I don't want you to have too much entanglement with him, I just hope you can let go, you shouldn't have such negative emotions as hatred in your heart." ”

"What? Could it be that he did something unexpected?" Shu Tang thought about it seriously, and always felt that with her understanding of Yun Lei, it shouldn't be.

However, Chu Xiyan nodded lightly, "Before I found you, it was the year you died, and now that I think about it, it should have been not long after your death, Yunlei Dao's heart collapsed, and his cultivation fell completely." At the time, it was so sensational that even I, who never cared about the outside world, had heard about it. ”

Shu Tang: "......"

"Moreover, not only is it as simple as the collapse of his Dao heart and the disappearance of his cultivation, he has even almost fallen into a demon several times. The reason why I said it a few times was because his master, Mohua Ancestor, could prevent him from falling every time. ”

"However, Mo Hua Ancestor didn't even reach the Tribulation Period, so how many times could he stop him? Finally, he still degenerated into a demon cultivator, and was sealed under the peak of Tianji Peak by the cultivation world. ”

"After finding you, I went to see him once, and he ......," Chu Xiyan sighed lightly, "he is crazy, however, he is still in extreme remorse. He became a demon cultivator, but instead of continuing to cultivate, he began to harm himself. In this way, he made several of himself, and then, they beat each other. In the end, he was the only one who was still alive, so he continued to self-harm to make himself, and then beat each other again. And so, repeatedly. ”

Shu Tang couldn't imagine what it was like, and after listening to her brother's words, her mind was empty. Could her brother really be Yun Lei? Yun Lei would have reacted to her death? She couldn't believe it, but her brother couldn't have lied.

After being silent for a long time, Shu Tang suddenly said: "Brother, you said that I who gave birth to the savior has monstrous merits, so if I am allowed to die with monstrous merits, that person will be devoured?" Or will I be retaliated by Heaven or the desert?"

"It's worthy of Tangtang, the reaction is really fast. However, this is not the main thing. You have monstrous merits in your body, and you are the Heavenly Spirit Root, the darling of Heavenly Dao and luck. If Yun Lei makes you give up your life, you will be retaliated by Heavenly Dao and Qi Luck, but at most, the Dao Heart will collapse and your cultivation will disappear, and there will be no possibility of cultivation. ”

"However, the Dao Heart Collapse and the like are not immediately effective, if Yun Lei does not react to your death, then the Dao Heart Collapse will only happen after him, and there must be a chance to happen. Therefore, it is precisely because Yun Lei really regrets himself in his heart that the collapse of the Dao heart or something will appear. ”

Chu Xiyan emphasized: "And his madness and demonization can even more show how remorseful he is, because the revenge of Heavenly Dao and Qi Luck is only the collapse of the Dao heart, and there is no possibility of cultivation." ”

Shu Tang was stunned, Yun Lei regretted her death? Is he crazy about this? He even fell into a demon? That Yun Lei who was always cold in his previous life?

"Brother, I want to be quiet. Shu Tang withdrew from her brother's embrace and walked to her room.