Chapter 57: Poisoning
Lin Xi was groggy, feeling a splitting headache and a numb scalp, she reached out and rubbed her head.
"You're awake!" the voice was deep and magnetic.
It sounded so good! If only her head hadn't hurt so much.
She opened her eyes slightly, "Hmm... Where am I? Am I dead?"
"You're not dead yet!"
When Lin Xi heard this, he fell into a coma again.
She wandered in one dream after another, and her thoughts that were usually difficult to express were revealed in her dreams.
"Do you like Lin Xi or me?"
"How could I possibly like her, she's just a child, how can she compare to you!" said the man, his hands on the woman's chest.
"I hate it, someone is watching!" the woman scolded, but her body wanted to refuse to welcome back.
"Who?
Lin Xi looked around, there was no one, could it be that she was talking about?
Lin Xi was right, the woman's eyes glanced at the position where she was standing, and the man took the opportunity to look at her.
"Lin Xi, why are you here, I don't like you, what I like is Shi Qi. ”
"Why?" When Lin Xi heard his voice sound, he actually had a trace of resentment, which was an emotion that would never appear in normal times.
"In addition to having a good background and a good spiritual root, what can you compare with Shi Qi, she is kind, gentle, considerate, and understanding, what about you! ”
"Then why didn't you refuse in the first place?" Lin Xi asked without giving up.
"If it weren't for the master's repeated persuasion, marrying you will benefit me immensely, how would I agree! However, since I met Shi Qi," the two looked at each other, and then said: "I only know what feelings are, and feelings are not exchangeable interests." ”
"It turns out that in your eyes, I'm just for profit," Lin Xi didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
"Don't pester me, it's impossible for us. ”
As he spoke, he wrapped his arms around Shi Qi's shoulders and turned to leave.
The woman turned to look at Lin Xi, her expression full of pride.
Lin Xi's heart was angry, who are you and Lin Xi? I want what you want, can you get rid of it if you want? If you want to tease me, then let me see your ability.
She took out her flaming bow and mounted two arrows.
She let go of her hand, and the arrow burst through the air, striking them right in the back of the heart.
Everything was reduced to pieces, and Lin Xi fell into darkness again.
The corners of her eyes were moist, it turned out that she had always cared, cared about her father's abandonment, cared about Zhao Wenting's new love, she pretended not to care on the surface, and when she was vulnerable, all this was infinitely magnified and re-presented in front of her.
She felt lost, why did she come?
Why do you want to cultivate?
After cultivating immortals, what will be different in the world?
She seems to have lost her bearings!
"Wake up, wake up!"
Lin Xi's thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and she felt that someone was pushing her.
She opened her eyes in a daze, and vaguely saw a figure in front of her.
Seeing her wake up, he spoke again: "Stabilize your mind, hold your head and return to one, your spiritual power is sloppy." ”
Lin Xi looked at the dantian inwardly, and sure enough, the aura was constantly overflowing, and her muscles and veins began to shrink, what was going on?
Lin Xi began to panic, if she didn't have her aura and veins, how could she cultivate immortals!
There is no aura, no elixir, nothing, giving birth to children, birth, old age, sickness and death.
She doesn't want it, she doesn't want to spend her life like this.
She grabbed the hand of the man in front of her, "Help me, help me, what's wrong with me, I don't want to become mortal!"
The man carefully pushed her hand away and said, "You are just in a state of confusion, you have no heart to the Dao, stabilize your mind, don't think too much, think about your original intention of cultivating the Dao." ”
"Cultivation?heart?" The man's voice seemed to have magical power, like the sound of pebbles hitting in a stream, clear and textured, Lin Xi's eyelids were heavy, and he finally closed them heavily.
The man looked at the sleeve of his shirt that she was holding tightly in his hand, sighed softly, and finally did not pull away.
Lin Xi, who was in a coma, was not stable, she frowned, and fine sweat was dripping on her forehead.
She sat in the corner of the library cabinet, surrounded by books she had flipped over, stacked on the ground, but she still didn't seem to find the answer she wanted, her eyes were red with anxiety, and there were words in her mouth: "Cultivation, the heart, the cultivation, the heart......"
"What are you looking for?" said an old voice.
Lin Xi raised his head: "Elder Futuo!"
"You, you usually call me old man, why did you change your temper today, did you encounter any trouble? Tell me about it, maybe I can help. ”
"I," Lin Xi said, "I want to know what is the original intention of cultivation." ”
"The so-called monastic mind is the path mind of a monk. ”
"Then what is Dao Heart?"
"The heart of the Tao is the heart of enlightenment, the belief in understanding the Tao, and with this belief, we will follow this path until the end. ”
"Then how can you know your Dao heart?"
This is a question of your heart and your perception of the Word. ”
"Elder Fotuo, what is your Dao heart?"
Elder Futuo brushed his long beard, "My Dao heart is to guard, protect the return to the Yuan, and protect the people in the world, hahaha!"
After laughing and walking away, his voice was heard in the distance: "It refers to the human heart of the person who originates from the form of qi, and it refers to the heart of the Tao that originates from the righteousness; the heart of the person is easy to be selfish and difficult to be public, so it is dangerous; the heart of the Tao is difficult to understand and easy to ignore, so it is small." What is the Tao? ”
"Normal heart?" Lin Xi seemed to have a feeling, "My heart is the Dao heart, as long as I maintain a normal heart, my Dao heart will not disperse." ”
Lin Xi happily raised the book beside him: "I have found my Dao heart! No matter how others treat me, I just want to be free." ”
As soon as the scene changed, she fell into darkness again, however, her spirit was refreshed, as if she had been reborn, she looked inside the dantian, and found that the muscles and veins in her body quickly recovered their vitality, and the dantian aura gradually recovered, and it was much fuller than before. "Huh" There is a circle of white light outside the dantian, what is this? Could it be related to the Dao heart?
With two thick eyelashes, flapping gently like butterfly wings, she struggled to open her eyes, and beams of sunlight poured in through the openwork carved windows.
Lin Xigang's eyes were a little unbearable, and he raised his hand to block it, the golden silk velvet brocade quilt slipped and fell, and the rosewood carved bed was warm and comfortable, with a faint fragrance.
Lin Xi looked around, there was no one, where is this? Is it still a dream, she rubbed her head, she clearly remembered that a nice voice was guiding her, and she kept pulling her sleeve and refused to let go.
She raised her hand, holding a piece of black brocade cloth in her palm, and saw that the edges were torn.
It's not a dream! It's true, he saved me!