Chapter 128: Heart Disorder (Part II)
Yun Tianjia came to the bedroom, and wanted to vomit luck, but who knew that his mind was scattered and he couldn't get into the state, so he sat on the bed and was stunned for a while.
At the door, a group of small red ants were stretched into a thin long line, hurriedly transporting something to a high place, as if they were moving.
It's a sign that it's going to rain.
He thought, the lifespan of ordinary ants is only a few years, and they toiled and toiled all their lives, and I don't know why? If I kill a few of them, the other ants will not even stop and mourn for their dead companions.
Their lives are so small.
And I am like these ants, dead and alive, and there is no difference between heaven and earth.
In fact, don't say how many ants are killed, even if the nest of ants is dead, what will happen?
We look at ants as much as we humans are bigger juggernators, and in their eyes, humans are just bigger ants.
Yun Tianjia has been disheartened for a few months since he visited the Xianghe Li Listening Desk, and no matter what he encountered, he felt bored.
There is no greater mourning than death.
Without enthusiasm in my heart, I am like a walking corpse, and I don't know the pain.
He was so dazed that he fell asleep against the wall. In his deep sleep, he dreamed that the snow in the water was getting farther and farther away, and Gong Luoluo walked away in a bad mood and woke up suddenly.
At this time, the sky is bright, and the bright sunlight shines obliquely through the window, shining on the quaint stone table, stone bench, and coffee table, giving people a sense of tranquility.
Yun Tianjia carefully smacked the heartache left in the dream, and thought: "I thought that why Tingting refused to see me, there was no point in living in the world." In fact, in addition to her, I have a lot of people who I care about, otherwise why don't I just cut myself off? I have a nostalgia for this earthly world in my heart, no different from everyone else. ”
"Xianghe Yiyi is reluctant to recognize me, which means that the two of us are destined to be inseparable after all, and we can't force it. I don't know how many lovers in the world who can't go to the end, so I am the only one missing? What's more, we are just an agreement in the past life, but others are the promises of this life! I am sad and sad, passive, misanthropic and self-pitying, and look like life is worse than death for such a trivial matter of children's affection and mother-in-law?
"Moreover, people are all going to die, it's just a matter of time or time. Since death will come sooner or later, why should I be in a hurry to be a living dead? From now on, let the past pass! Only by living this life conscientiously can we live up to the love of God and the mercy of creation! After all, there are still so many things to be done, and there are still so many beautiful things that have not yet been experienced!
Yun Tianjia figured out this section, and his heart seemed to suddenly shine into a ray of sunshine, and the melancholy, loss, and dazed emotions that had lingered in his heart for several months were dispersed by the clouds and fog, and the rain stopped in the sky.
He is a person who is easy to get into the horns, he doesn't figure out a question, and he often doesn't know the taste of meat in March.
It is probably precisely because of this character that he was able to devote himself to scientific research for decades in his previous life and achieve achievements that ordinary people could not achieve.
But in the eyes of some people, he is too naïve, too stubborn, too idealistic, and too ignorant of worldly affairs!
Perhaps, this is also his cute side.
Anyway, he finally crossed the hurdle in his heart.
When he rekindled his love and desire for life, his mind gradually returned to reality and began to seriously consider his current situation and what he wanted to do in the future.
Indeed, Yun Tianjia hadn't thought about where to go for a long time.
Once, he traveled to the Star Soul Continent, and what he wanted to do most was to find He Tingting and live an ordinary, plain, and peaceful life. However, it seems that this can only be a good wish forever.
Not to mention that He Tingting doesn't recognize him, even if the two of them recognize each other, can they really be together smoothly and peacefully?
If the two of them are together, what will happen to the snow in the water?
Thinking of the snow in the water and Gong Luoluo, the corners of Yun Tianjia's mouth hooked up a faint arc for no reason, which was sweet and self-deprecating.
In his heart, of course, the first place is He Tingting, as for Shui Xue and Gong Luoluo, he himself can't tell who he prefers. But there's no need to make a distinction.
In the Qinglong Continent, there is no monogamous system. If Shui Zhongxue and Gong Luoluo are just ordinary people, so they marry both, so what's the matter?
The problem is that neither of them is an ordinary person, one is the heir to the throne of the Blackwater Country, and the other is the High Priest of the Tail Fire Country, and it is destined to be impossible to marry them together, so they can only watch one step at a time, and everything will go naturally.
Aside from the love of his children, the prophecy about the collapse of the plane has always weighed on his heart like a boulder.
If the two planes that are entangled with each other collapse, the entire human race will cease to exist, what kind of love and love will he talk about with He Tingting, Shui Zhongxue, and Gong Luoluo, and what will he talk about together?
After all, the collapse of the plane is a major event related to the life and death of the entire Star Soul Continent.
Just like in his previous life, he dedicated himself to scientific research in order to save mankind, and in this life, he is destined to exhaust his efforts in this area. Although he still didn't know the exact time of the plane's collapse and didn't know where to start preparing for it, he still had this string in his heart.
He knows that what should happen will happen, and there is no trace of fluke.
However, the current situation, plane collapse and personal problems must be put aside first.
The civil strife and political struggle of the Tuhao Empire have intensified, and it is impossible for Yun Tianjia, as an important general under He Xiaoduo, to stay out of the world.
Now that he and He Xiaoduo are in the same boat, if He Xiaoduo loses the struggle, he will also die without a place to be buried. Therefore, for Yun Tianjia, there are three things that must be done.
First, fully assist He Xiaoduo to obtain the position of prince, and then command the elite army, quell the civil strife, and return the country to a peaceful and prosperous era;
Second, find out the secret behind the Ancient Killing Language as soon as possible, and prepare in advance to prevent the plane from collapsing;
Third, when everything is done, go to the country of Heishui to find snow in the water and fulfill the agreement.
Of course, if it is possible, Gong Luoluo's side cannot be put down. Also, He Tingting didn't want to recognize him that day, he was only immersed in heartache at that time, and didn't think too much about it, and now he thinks about it carefully, there must be a reason, maybe she has some last resort. Maybe the time has come in the future, and we can recognize each other again.
Suddenly, Yun Tianjia thought of a question and was secretly embarrassed.
If he had to choose between He Tingting, Shui Zhongxue, and Gong Luoluo to accompany the old man, who should he choose?
Yun Tianjia shook his head and smiled dumbly.
This kind of thing, only when you encounter it, can you have an answer, and to make such assumptions in vain is not asking for trouble?
Before you know it, it's almost dusk.
Gongsun Liang knocked on the door and brought dinner.
Yun Tianjia was full of food and drink, and thought: "Xuanwang He Zhanxi and the county lord He Xiaoduo are competing for the prince, and it is inevitable to fight openly and secretly. If I want to make a difference, I should improve my strength as soon as possible, otherwise I may not only not be able to help the county lord, but will drag her back. Besides, only when the cultivation is improved and the chaos can there be the power of self-preservation. ”
He made up his mind, so he collected his mind, entered meditation, and seriously cultivated his soul power again.
At this time, he had no distractions, and the speed of his cultivation was much faster than when he was in Lotus Blossom Wood.