Chapter 585: Alive

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The money contained in this parcel was not a small amount, not only silver and jewelry, but even gold ingots.

Yingli and Chanyu couldn't help but be surprised by what Chen Yin's parents used to do.

Chen Yin didn't take it allβ€”he couldn'tβ€”only took a few silver taels, and then put the package underground.

"Your family is so rich, you can go to our country to buy a mansion, and then hide incognito, why hide in this cave. ”

Chen Yin swayed: "Mother, she has mentioned to me more than once, if it is not an urgent need, you must not move this cent, it is what I take, and I will have to make up for it in the future." ”

"What kind of truth is this, does this money have to be buried in the ground for the rest of its life and wait for the 'destined person'?" Yingli felt that this rule was a little funny.

Chen Yin shrugged his shoulders and did not answer.

Chanyu smiled: "So we are in urgent need now?"

"Sort of," Chen Yin said, "we are almost out of food, and it is better to stay in the original side, we can hunt game to satisfy our hunger, but the land of the Eastern Desert can only eat sand." ”

Yingli nodded: "Well, I don't want to eat sand." ”

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Ma Tao is almost recovered, and today the head of the sect called all the disciples to go to Qianshan, so Tong Qi and he left the medicine stream early.

After Wu Su changed Si Yu's medicine and poured out the newly vomited blood, he sat in the courtyard and waited for Tong Qi to come back, while watching Si Yu's reaction.

These days, she has done her best, but the patient has not shown any signs of improvement.

If he hadn't heard Si Yu's faint breathing, Wu Su would have really thought that Tongqi had found a dead man for her to take care of.

"Uncle," Wu Xu asked Xiang Yaojian the only 'living person' besides her, "Is it possible for her to wake up?"

Sun Yao has also probed Si Yu's pulse in the past few days, neither optimistic nor pessimistic.

"The broken meridians have almost recovered, and the copper recipe has made the blood in her body drain faster," Sun Yao said, "Even so, it is up to her to wake up or not." ”

"Broken meridians?" Wu Xu heard for the first time what kind of 'disease' the person he was caring for, "This can be saved?"

"As long as it doesn't damage the heart or other vital organs, it can save your life," Sun Yao stared at Wu Su as if he could really see, "It's just that it's easy to save your life, but it's impossible to return to normal, your feet won't be as flexible as before, and you may even stop listening to it at all." ”

Wu Xu blinked, looking loveless: "God is too unfair, such a young girl ......"

Sun Yao took a long breath and said with emotion: "For Tianyunshu's people, he has killed many people in his life, and it is a blessing that he can have such an end. ”

"Anyway, if it were me, I'd rather die, and surviving like a waste would be more uncomfortable than dying," After speaking, Wu Su suddenly realized that he might have said the wrong thing, and quickly apologized to Sun Yao, "Uncle, I didn't mean that, don't mind, I didn't say you, I just said that I can't accept my physical disability...... Physical disability...... You can only be like a living dead all day long, and you might as well be dead......"

Wu Xu, this is getting darker and darker the more it is described.

Sun Yao smiled indifferently: "I'm this age, even if I want to live longer, I won't live long, if I am still the same age as you, I will definitely have the same idea as you." ”

Sun Yao's words made Wu Su suddenly think of his present, so he didn't care if he was offended, and opened his mouth to ask: "Then why do the old-timers still live?"

Sun Yao thought for a moment and said, "When my emperor gouged out his eyes and abandoned his feet, and then threw them into the dungeon, he really had countless thoughts of self-destruction," this was the first time he talked about what he experienced after leaving the capital, "But I know that as long as I stay in the capital for a day, the emperor will be distracted by me, and this is the only thing I can do for my apprentice." ”

"I'm not as good as the old-timers," Wu Xu suddenly became melancholy, "The old-timers lived to protect others, but now I live to kill." ”

Sun Yao knew that she had something on her mind when he heard Wu Su's tone, but he didn't ask what it was, but continued: "But then I figured out that living is to live, what makes a difference, if I really did as I said before, when I saw my apprentice grandson and knew that his father and mother had passed away, I could go with peace of mind, but I didn't, and even now I want to continue to live, in order to take care of my apprentice grandson." ”

"What does the old man mean by this, I didn't understand?" Wu Xu understood the words, but he didn't understand what Sun Yao wanted to say.

"Whether it's saving people or killing people, it's just a temporary expression of emotion, and one day, you will transfer it to other people," Sun Yao said with a smile, "so no one lives all their lives 'to kill someone or protect someone'." ”

Wu Su was stunned, and then suddenly raised his voice: "The hatred of killing my father is not shared, is the old man trying to persuade me to give up?"

"Of course not, no one is a saint, if you want to forget hatred and repay grievances with virtue, even I can't do it," Sun Yao said, "I just want to tell you that revenge is not your whole life, after all, it is too easy to let a person die, and what you should really care about is how to keep yourself alive." ”

"I'm not at the point where I'm losing myself in search of revenge," Wu Su retorted.

"When you ask this question like me, it already means that you are taking a step in this direction," Sun Yao leaned forward slightly, and said meaningfully, "Finding a confidant in life is far more important than killing a dissident. ”

Wu Xu was speechless for a while, and after a while, he said hesitantly: "Tongqi looks too ugly." ”

Sun Yao listened to the interaction between the two of them in the past few days, so Wu Su's words made Sun Yao laugh: "I can't see his appearance, but his medical skills are extremely excellent, however, I didn't say that I want you to find him as a confidant." ”

Wu Su leaked his mouth when he heard what he said, but fortunately, Sun Yao couldn't see his already red and hot face.

She cleared her throat: "I didn't mean that either, he was my alien, but he was too ugly to kill him." ”