Chapter Eighty-Five: Joan's Inner World

It was the first time in months that Joan had walked through the academy with nothing to do.

They all seemed to have something to do, Qiao Anxin thought, not knowing what they were doing, and not knowing how long it had been since he had been so laid-back.

In Joan's memory, he grew up in oppression since he was a child, and his father's company not only did not give him a gentle harbor, but allowed him to stand up to the sky earlier.

The carved fence and jade masonry should still be there, but the face has changed. Since the family fell into the middle of the road, my father has been decadent repeatedly, as if he was willing to become someone else's slave and be insulted by others.

In Qiao Anxin, there will never be a tall and majestic body of his father, only the appearance of kneeling in front of others and begging for mercy.

What teenager doesn't have a heroic dream? Joan, like ordinary children, wants to be a general who can stand up to the sky and the earth, and will never bow to anyone, so he has always disliked his father, although he knows that his father does everything for himself, but he is not willing to live like that, and he is not willing to grovel all his life.

When he was eight years old, his spiritual power was awakened, and he was lucky to be a seventh-stage spirit master, so he knew that he was talented, and he could really become a strong person who could dominate the world.

He stole the "family heirloom" that his father wanted to throw away many times, that is, the Buddha's palm that resembled a fly swatter, left the home, left the home that made him humiliated, and began his own wandering life.

He has seen the smiles in the eyes of the thousands of bankrupt people who cheated honest people in the casino, the tears in the eyes of the girls who were sold in the Fengyue place, and the triumphant and lofty after those high-ranking officials and nobles bullied the people.

Imagine what would happen when a teenager saw through the world, and there were only two ways to choose, either to obey or to perish. Choose to be obedient, obey this person to walk in the tea and cool world, become a member of it, become ruthless and cynical, and survive in this world like a beast. Or choose to destroy, destroy the ugliness of this world, and contend with the world, or become withdrawn, hide in the corner of the world like a psychopath, and live alone until death, or become a demon, regardless of good and evil, bring disasters to the world, and finally destroy with yourself.

Qiao An attaches more importance to money than Huang Fuhan, because he knows how painful it is to have no money; Qiao An is more lonely than Huang Fuhan, because he will always be alone; Qiao An hates more than Huang Fuhan, the Southern faction does not have too much resentment towards Huang Fuhan at all, the only person he hates is Liu Tie, but for Qiao An, the Southern faction has always hurt himself, even if he runs away from home, he will still be affected by the Southern faction, and his resentment towards the Southern faction may have gone deep into the bone marrow.

Joan may well choose to be obedient, but to choose to be obedient is to give up her dreams, give up her reason for running away from home, and become a person who chases fame and fortune by any means.

At least before meeting Huang Fuhan and coming to Xuanwu Academy, Qiao An was such a person.

As if it was fate, when Qiao An felt the most confused, he happened to come to the Three Realms Pass, and by chance took the academy's exam and met Huang Fuhan and her.

Qiao An really didn't understand Huang Fuhan sometimes, and felt that he was very mysterious, obviously he had seen more than him, and had met more, but he was still better than himself. Huang Fuhan is not like anyone Qiao An has ever met, Huang Fuhan has his own special charm.

He seemed to challenge the impossible all the time, Joe Anxin thought, every time he gave us miracles.

The arrival of Huang Fuhan seems to have opened the door to Qiao An's new world, letting Qiao An know that there are still people in this world who have the courage to fight against the rules of this world.

To tell the truth, Qiao An is very envious of Huang Fuhan, envied him for having a reassuring childhood, envied him for having a girl who was willing to follow him all the time, and envied him for his incomparable brain.

Qiao An fantasized more than once, if she was Huang Fuhan, how nice it would be.

Unfortunately, all this can only be a fantasy!

Qiao An walked, walking in this Xuanwu Academy, he found for the first time that this academy was so beautiful, and he realized that he had been living in this fairyland-like place.

What if you don't have a club, what if you don't have credits? I still live in this comfortable environment.

He seems to understand Huang Fuhan's self-confidence, yes, there is nothing impossible in this world, there is nothing difficult in the world, I am afraid of people with hearts, as long as I have the dream of becoming a general, and I have the courage to do my best for this and the spirit of not sparing even if I break my head and bleed, I will definitely succeed.

Thinking like this, Joan walked to the library inexplicably.

She probably hasn't gone back yet. Joe Anxin thought.

Why don't you go and see her, just take a look.

Joan thought, like a rat that only goes to the granary to steal food, sneaks into the library.

There she is!

Qiao An was behind the wall, sticking out and peeking at Shangguan Yu'er.

I saw Shangguan Yu'er's silver hair dancing freely in the air, sitting there quietly and peacefully, and there was the sound of books turning.

At this time, Qiao An deeply felt that Shangguan Yu'er's heart was quiet and warm.

His own swaying heart is like a swing in his childhood. The swings are leisurely and leisurely, depicting those carefree years. I want to go back to the old days, sit on the swing, and hum a song on the swing stand. It's a pleasant and comfortable day.

At this time, Shangguan Yu'er slowly closed the book in her hand, pouted her pink cheeks, supported her chin with her hands, and was stunned.

I don't know how long it was, Shangguan Yu'er was there in a daze, I don't know if she fell asleep. And Qiao An peeked at Shangguan Yu'er in a very awkward posture, and soon her waist became so sore that she almost fell.

Qiao An smiled self-deprecatingly, and felt that he should leave, he didn't bother Shangguan Yu'er, just looked at her a few more times, and then left quietly, just as he came quietly.

What should he do, Shangguan Yu'er wants to go to the library, and Huang Fuhan must have his own things to do, only he has nothing to do.

If it goes on like this, let alone a general, you can't even be a big soldier. Joan thought to herself.

By the way, I can do something too! I'm not a piece of trash, I can do something for both of them!

Thinking about it, Joan couldn't help but speed up her pace.

He came directly to the Spirit Pavilion, and he was lucky that he hadn't gotten off work yet, because it was not too early.

Joan basically took all the first-level tasks everywhere, and he also took a lot of second-level tasks, so that the staff reminded him that if the task was not completed within the specified time, he would be penalized with credits.

Qiao An has already thought that what she can do is to listen to Huang Fuhan's command and complete the task with her own strength, and contribute to their team, even if it is a small contribution, it is worth it.