Chapter Ninety-Nine: Please Don't Give Up on Yourself (Part I)

"Is there really no one?" Suzu asked, "what about your family, did they go to war?"

"I don't know if it's lucky or unlucky, my son and I went to war together, but he suddenly received a special mission, so from then on, he left the battlefield and never re-entered it. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info," said Sharo.

"Wouldn't that be nice? Suzu said that at least her relatives survived, which was perhaps the most worthy of her joy and rejoicing, Suzu thought.

"That's what I thought at first, but," Sharo paused, and then in the moonlight, Suzu clearly saw Sara's brow furrowed tightly, her lips pursed together, as if something she didn't want to say was locked in her mouth.

Suzu inexplicably felt uneasy.

"The assignment he accepted was so special, he was appointed to a place that was extremely far away, even more than a thousand miles, but it was precisely because he went to that place, that he was alone, and then there was an accident or a disaster there, and he was also affected, and in the end, he also died, leaving me forever. ”

The words settled, as if a death knell was sounded, the wailing of the death knell echoed in her heart, the uneasiness of the bell turned into a reality, death is always the heaviest topic, and at the same time that Sarana made her extremely reluctant to mention the things she was very reluctant to mention, the uneasiness of the bell was like a boulder and smashed into the bottom of her heart.

"I'm sorry," Suzu whispered an apology, "reminding you of bad memories." ”

"There's no need to apologize, reality is such a cruel thing," Sharo sighed again, Suzu thought to herself, she had seen her sigh deeply when she first saw her, "Since then, I have felt like something has been taken out of my body, and I can't do anything about it, so I just decided to spend the rest of my life here." ”

"Do you know how old I actually lived?" asked Sara again after a long time.

Suzu turned her head to look at her, puzzled, she didn't speak again, and she couldn't open her mouth from the sadness of the heavy conversation.

"I've probably lived to be more than a hundred and thirty years old," said Sharo, "because of my special strength, I have to live much longer than ordinary people," she said, holding out her hand and looking at the wrinkles on her hand, shaking it as if she were shaking something in her hand. But I think that this long life is a curse mark, and it is ridiculous, that it is a power that everyone else desires, but I hate it and even fear it, and if I had died in that war, I would not have survived every day by thinking about the past and remembering the days of the deceased. ”

More than a hundred years...... Ling thought silently in her heart, she really didn't expect that this person had lived for so long, so whether she had spent a lot more lonely and sad days than she imagined.

"Do you know why I didn't choose to be your enemy?" A person has been alone for decades, one day, suddenly there is such a person intruding into your life, he is like a lost lamb, but accidentally appeared in front of you, I used to walk in the lively city, I feel alone because no one will pay attention to me as an old woman, who will pay attention to themselves, but at that time, there are only the two of you, he saw you, noticed your existence, if it was you, then you would choose to turn away, or take the initiative to go forward to say hello。 ”

Of course, it's the latter, Suzu replied in her heart, that person should be the person who became your friend, she thought to herself, if it was her former self, in that dim room, hiding in the quilt and crying bitterly, there was such a person who suddenly appeared, pulled out his quilt, looked at himself with a smile as bright as the sun, and stroked his trembling back with a big hand containing warmth, and said, "Don't cry, don't be sad, and I'm by your side, I will always be with you, never leave, so you have to be happy." "Then I guess I will be moved instantly, just like "DragonRaja" The waste wood male protagonist in it is the same, it has been wasted for so long, it has been wasted for more than ten years, when he was the loneliest and most helpless, the door suddenly opened for him, and an angel walked in, wearing Marilyn high heels and a purple skirt, she looked around, her eyes were like knives, and the angel beckoned the girls to put on the most gorgeous outfit for the protagonist, and then pulled him to sit on the red Ferrari and walked away, turning into a red lightning bolt that passed quickly in the envious eyes of others.

How good, this kind of person is destined to break into your world, carve indelible marks in your life, just like that night, Suzu can never forget, that silver-haired and red-eyed boy suddenly fell from the roof, appeared in front of his eyes, and then everything began to reshape. Lyle thought that his life would return to normal without Suzu, but what he didn't know was that since he appeared, if there was a day when he didn't appear in his life, it would be an incomplete life for Suzu. That's why she resolutely decided to save him, no matter the outcome.

"Of course, you have to take the initiative, just like a boy to grab the heart of his beloved girl, she is a gift from God, but if you don't take the initiative to chase, how can you hold it in the palm of your hand, you obviously need her so much. Suzu whispered, expressing her inner thoughts, and once the topic was removed from the overly heavy words of "war" or "death", the atmosphere eased slightly.

"Who has made people like us have been lonely for so long? She didn't say the best half of the sentence, she just pursed her lips and swallowed it in her stomach.

She folded her arms around her, bowed her head and pondered, she could understand everything in Sharo's words, standing alone on the blood-stained ground, or walking lonely on the street, or looking at the sky alone, this loneliness, lasted for thousands of years, and who could have endured it all the time, and who would maintain the original heart unchanged in such a life.

However, in this case, she still wants to say the words that her heart has been brewing repeatedly, and the words that she wanted to say but didn't say when she felt the sadness in it when she first heard Sharo's sigh, it is because she has been lonely that she should become strong, instead of blindly falling forever in sadness, she herself is actually that kind of person, she has felt the pain in it, so she doesn't want to see others like this all the time immersed in pain. In fact, it's the so-called indiscriminate good people.

People, life is to get out of adversity, remove the thorns that stand in the way, and strive to grasp the shadow of their longing, because they have been sad and know the pain in it, so they must overcome sadness.