The night light outside the window is deep, and the lantern lit in the room emits a misty halo, and the warm fragrance is like a light cloud, and inadvertently, a faint scent of smoke invades the tip of the nose.

My head hurts.

The body is very heavy, and the eyes are sore and painful, I don't know why. I had just woken up, but I felt as if I had just experienced a hard time.

I felt like I had slept for a long, long time, and it was as if I had a very heavy dream.

It turned out to be waking up on such a night.

It's very quiet, there are some knots in my chest, and I feel that my breathing is not very smooth, and my body has deteriorated. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure lying beside him, a familiar smell. Inexplicably, I feel at ease.

I curled the corners of my mouth, and suddenly remembered that a few years ago, after I got married, I woke up one morning and found that there was an extra person lying next to me, and I was inexplicably stunned. I thought to myself, why is there suddenly one more person.

And after a few years, I'm used to waking up in the morning, and if I don't have such a person around, I should be scared.

I looked at him blankly, and wanted to lean on him, but as soon as I moved, I heard my own sound in this silent environment, and I was startled and froze abruptly.

"Awake?" the familiar figure next to me leaned over and pulled me into his arms.

His voice was clear, didn't he sleep?

Smelling the familiar scent, I heard his long exhalation: "It's good to wake up." ”

And my head was cloudy, and I pulled my hand out of the cloud almost mechanically.

Really, is it a dream?

Taking advantage of the dim light, I saw that my hands were not very clear, but they were as white as ever.

I looked at the dark lines in my palm, in a daze.

Really, is it a dream? I actually think that it is so nice to have such a pair of hands, so beautiful.

Suddenly frightened, I put my hand on my face, my heart fluttered, fortunately, the feel was smooth and tender.

The people who were close at hand laughed, and the candlelight flickered in his eyes.

What's going on?

"I, are you dreaming?" I said dumbfounded, "I had a terrible dream! I dreamed that I was getting old, and then I was scared, I fled to a cave, but I was taken away as a monster, and later, later, I ...... "I threw myself on him and went to his neck: "It's okay, it's a dream......"

Ah Shen was silent.

After a long time, he said slowly, "Why do you want to run?"

"I'm afraid you'll see me old......"

"I really lost to you, you think I won't recognize you when you change? He smiled lightly: "They are all people who want to be mothers, and they are still so willful." ”

I froze and looked up into his eyes.

The candle flame was like a star, I seemed to see my own shadow in his eyes, my head was blank, I don't understand, when did these eyes recover?

He looked at me for a long time, and there was a hint in his eyes that I couldn't understand, and said, "You made me feel guilty for not being able to get to you sooner...... You're so headstrong. Fortunately, our children are strong. ”

Kids?

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Who are you?"

Not a dream, not a dream!

Who am I?

"I, it's a mess. I don't know now if I'm Shan Junhuang or Shan Hanqing. I don't know if you are Cejun Qingheng or Xuan Yuxuan. I, it's chaotic. ”

"I always thought that Shan Junhuang was a potential demon in my heart, but I seemed to have misunderstood, she was me. ”

"I don't have any memory of her, but I know now that she is who I am, and she is influencing me. ”

"I'm in a mess right now, am I going crazy?"

"Ah, can you tell me? Why is my memory incomplete? Did I forget something?"

"I remembered something weird, I remembered something weird. The Pillar of Constant, the Pillar of Constant fell, and the Demon Spirit Clan bore the brunt of it, but the Demon Spirit Clan did not die of a disaster, but was killed by me!

"Your eyes, are you lying to me, you have deceived me or something!"

"Yes, I'm lying to you, my eyes have long been cured. ”

"It's me, it's all me. ”

"Cejun Qingheng is me, Brother Yuxuan is me, and what you see now is also me. ”

"The Soul Breaker has torn your soul apart, causing you to become like this. Do you blame me?"

"It's been too long, too long, I've been looking for you for too long. It's been so long that I can't even remember those memories, let alone you. The Ce Jun back then couldn't break through that mystery, so he used his ability to travel through time and space to let himself go to your side with a wisp of Yuanshen, which was also me, your brother Yusheng. It's just a wisp of primordial spirit, so, you can't see him. ”

"After the Soul Breaker wounded you, you returned to Demon Spirit Island. That was at that time, that wisp of primordial spirit returned to its place, and Cejun received his memories at that time, complete Cejun, who went to Demon Spirit Island to save you at that time, can you remember it now?"

"However, time and space are staggered. This is Cejun's ability and Cejun's misfortune. In order to keep you, Cejun gave you half of his heart to continue his life, it was my selfishness, and now that I think about it, I don't know whether I saved you or harmed you. ”

"Back then, Cejun used this half of the heart to condense your soul, after the Pillar of Eternity collapsed, I don't know which space you went to, the only thing I can do is to seal the ability of that half of the heart to travel through time and space. ”

"What I didn't expect is that you only have a single body, but you have two torn memories, and when the two memories merge, I don't know what will become of you, perhaps, it will make you feel painful, so I didn't tell you. ”

"I am Brother Yusheng back then, and I am also Cejun, it was I who dragged you into the abyss of eternal life, I thought I had a chance to live a dull life with you, until a few days ago, I found out that I hurt you, that kind of memory, will not be what you want. ”

"I was selfish, the Cejun back then, in fact, was also a very lonely person, he admired the woman who fought with him all day long, but he didn't realize it. Until the woman told him that she didn't want to fight anymore, all he thought about was that there would be a lot less fun in his later life, and he refused to admit it. ”

"But how much fun it was to fight her. Until that wisp of soul returned, that memory washed away all his previous monotonous memories, and he felt that it would be nice to have a companion, so he did something that he still doesn't know if it was right or wrong. However, I understand why I can't see through your future. Because you're in my future, and I can't see through myself!"

"It's me, it's me who made you like this. ”

"I found out that you are in the human world, so I established Xuancheng and established an intelligence network to find you. Many years ago, I was suddenly seriously injured, and because of this, I finally found traces of your appearance in Kongsan. ”

"Due to my injuries, I didn't see you until three years later. You forget those memories, forget me, it doesn't matter, we can start over. ”

"Would you like to start over with me?"