Chapter 387: A Quiet Time Without Being Watched
"I can see it clearly," Xiao Fan pressed the shoulders of the people under him, and tried to raise her head upward, in this infinite darkness, the fire that was so dim that it was about to be extinguished, and it was reflected brightly in her eyes, "It's the kind of oil lamp in the mine." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Her words were filled with joy, like a traveler wandering in the extremely cold night suddenly put on a warm coat, even though the light of the oil lamp was dim, but in the dark mountain underground, the whole world was black and oppressive, and that little bit of light symbolized hope.
"In a place like this, it could only be an oil lamp. Fatigue and soreness tormented Lin's arms, but fortunately, he had already developed endurance by driving the bow and arrow, and at this moment the polished arms were stretched hard, and the two of them approached the light above unhappily or slowly.
After waking up, Xiao Fan wanted to climb up on her own strength and put the weight of the two people on Lin alone, which made her feel pain in her heart. But she was tied to Lin's back, and in this position where she was not close to the world and the ground, if she wanted to untie it, it would be more troublesome and more difficult for Lin.
"It's almost," Xiao Fan's voice echoed around the empty and uninhabited surroundings, echoing for a long time, "Come on!"
She thought to herself, at least, to cheer for Lin.
Lin felt that the palm of his hand was a slur, and his five fingers were bent unhindered, and he understood that he had finally touched the edge of the cliff, so he paused a little, plucked up his strength, stepped on the rock wall and kicked upward, and climbed up with the bodies of two people.
Lin immediately lay down on the ground, his limbs and joints freed, and all parts of his body relaxed, and the fatigue hit his whole body uncontrollably, and the soreness arched in his bones like a drill. He gasped for air, feeling numb and weak, as if he was about to be separated from consciousness.
Xiao Fan untied the rope tied by her waist and sat next to Lin, only then did she notice that her clothes were damp and sticky, she didn't consume much physical strength, and it stands to reason that it is impossible to sweat so much. If it was said that the playground was exposed to wind and rain before, they slept for a day, and they would have been almost dry.
"The clothes were so tightly attached to my body that it felt so uncomfortable. Xiao Fan pulled his collar and said.
Due to the collapse, the pedestal that fixed the oil lamp was broken in half, so that the oil lamp that was originally hanging high was hanging down the lower part of the wall at the moment.
The oil lamp was taken down and placed on the ground, and she also took this opportunity to see Lin on the ground clearly, and compared to herself, Lin's clothes were even more soaked, as if she had just been soaked in water and just picked up.
"We fell into the water, so we were lucky not to die, otherwise such a high drop, even if we were not hit by falling rocks, it would be enough to shatter bones on the ground," Lin said, "We fell in the first half of this tunnel, and part of the ground was cracked, and there was groundwater underneath." ”
Xiao Fan nodded, indicating that he understood, and at the same time thanked God in his heart for his kindness and let them not die.
"The three of them, I don't know what's going on. She fiddled with the top of the oil lamp again, worry written on her face.
"The two of us went around and around before the ghost gate, and we both survived safely, the combination of the three of them, nothing will happen," Lin glanced at Xiao Fan's expression, and then looked at the rock wall above, "Don't worry, in my mind, let Ling save a map for me, although it is separated now, my map may not be very accurate, but it can also be seen that there are three points of light moving rapidly, towards the direction of the mountaintop." ”
"And judging by the reaction, there are no large fluctuations in magic power in their vicinity, and they should not be chased by anything dangerous. He added.
"yes, they're fine. Xiao Fan breathed a sigh of relief.
"I told Lyle not to worry about us, we'll find a way to fight them," Lin said, "and Suzu must have used the map to sense and make sure that the two of us are safe for the time being." ”
"Let's take a break and keep walking, you're already very tired," Xiao Fan said, "I can hold you." ”
"It's not necessary, my body is not so bad, I have already practiced in that world," Lin wanted to sit up and lean against the wall, but the pain was unbearable when he moved his joints, "But it's true that I need to rest for a while, and I don't have to worry about those beasts passing by in this place that has suffered from landslides." ”
As long as the lizard doesn't show up, he thought to himself.
In this tense and urgent situation, the two of them got a little leisure, but when they thought that everyone else was trying to move forward, he was lying on the ground to rest, and Lin's heart began to be anxious, like a little monkey hiding in his heart and itching all the time, so that he could not rest and not live at ease.
In this dark and narrow space, loneliness is the most uncomfortable atmosphere, and silence is even more of an additive. Lin suddenly wanted someone to start a topic at this moment, and in the chat with each other, he quickly ended his rest and hurried away.
But he himself was tired and didn't want to use his brain to deliberately find a topic.
"Lin, you really still like Xiao Ling. Xiao Fan raised his head, didn't look at Lin under him, and suddenly asked.
Lin almost couldn't bring it up in one breath, and he coughed violently on his side, thinking that it would be good that you could take the initiative to break the quiet atmosphere, but can the topic not be so direct and sudden, if I have a heart attack, I will probably go into shock when I asked just now.
"Why do you suddenly want to say such things at this time?" he lay down again, breathed evenly, and began to respond to Xiao Fan's question, but did not give a direct answer.
Xiao Fan rubbed her fingers, her hesitation was obvious, she thought for a few seconds, and finally made up her mind to say it.
"The atmosphere between those two people has changed," she said, not daring to look at the face of the boy next to her, "probably because I'm a girl, so I'm a little sensitive to this kind of thing, reuniting from the playground, no, it should be earlier, and when we reunite in the moonlit and night realm, the relationship between them has changed," she shook her head, with a kind of serenity on her face, "For the two of them, it's the most beautiful relationship, but since the playground, the words, eyes, everything, between them, have completely changed." ”
Lin don't look around, he knows who the two people Xiao Fan said are, and he also knows that she thinks about herself, so she didn't break it directly. He just listened silently, neither crying nor sad, and his face was calmer than he had imagined.
"The two of them, they're in love. Xiao Fan was silent for two seconds, and finally said this.
This fact, even if you don't have to deliberately ask those two, can be guessed, no, you can see it.
Lin suddenly felt his heart twitch, if it weren't for the pain of his arm not getting rid of the soreness, he might have directly covered his chest.
"This kind of thing, from the perspective of others, anyone can see it," Lin said, "rather, looking at those two people, you can't help but think that they must be together, just like the story described in a comic or novel, some characters give people the feeling that they are their partners, and they must be the other." ”
"It's a no-brainer to me," he continued, "but it's like they were meant to meet." ”
"Even if they are born in two worlds, they can't stop it, in the world that crosses time and space and connects all planes, there is bound to be such an encounter, which belongs to them. ”
Xiao Fan fell silent again, as if he was thinking and pondering Lin's words.
"You, don't you feel like that?" Lin glanced at Xiao Fan, but due to the faint light and the impact of the direction on vision, Xiao Fan in his eyes almost sat in the dark.
"Yes, of course there is, I understand that feeling, if this is in a novel, if the final ending of those two people can't be together, then I think the author must have a bad brain," Xiao Fan said, "But ah, we are not characters in a story, we are living in this world, such a too dreamy theory of fate, it is a pity." ”
"Probably. Lin replied in response.
It's just such a simple and relatively brief conversation, he already understands what Xiao Fan is thinking, she must be thinking, although Lyle and Suzu are happy to be together, but at the same time, in another place, there are other people who have always silently liked the girls in the protagonists in their hearts.
Two boys, one of them seems to be described in the book, with a sense of fantasy suddenly appeared, just a short time together, but the girl didn't care about it all the time. On the other hand, it's just an ordinary boy, ordinary as if a passerby passes by you, the same ordinary and simple encounter, familiarity, and then becoming a friend, that's all, but that boy, all the time, cares about that girl, whether that girl may or may not know, he likes her, much longer than the time he met the first boy.
Maybe for most people, being with the first boy should be the best result, two people look like they were born tied together by a red thread and tied a dead knot, they have each other in their eyes, so they know each other and love each other, indeed, it couldn't be more perfect...... But as for the other boy, his eyes have been watching the girl, but he has not been able to get anything from the girl, something related to liking or love, that kind of special feelings between men and women, for him, how can it be perfect and the best, even a kind of regret, it is an unspeakable bitterness and melancholy, it is helpless.
"I feel, this kind of fate is destined or something, it's a little selfish," Xiao Fan buried half of his face in his arms, "Whether it's fate, heaven, or the god who manages feelings, it's a bit too much." ”
"Feelings are very selfish in themselves," Lin said, shaking his hand, his strength finally gradually returned, he propped himself up and sat down against the wall, "You like someone, it's just your own business, who the other party likes, it's not something you can control." ”
Lin thought to himself, this kind of thing you haven't liked or been liked experience, naturally don't understand it very well, even if there is such a person, you like her so much, even in your opinion, in the eyes of others, your relationship has always been good and harmonious, nothing to talk about, nothing to say, and even a third of the time every day can be spent chatting and laughing, fun things will be called to each other, delicious things will be shared with each other, when you are sad, you will lie on each other's shoulders to cry and complain...... And so on, but the other party doesn't like you that way, what can you do, sometimes the above intimate things belong to you, but only that special affection has not been able to sprout in the heart of the other, so how much do you like each other, what can you do?
He didn't say these things, one was that he thought it was too troublesome, but he was not in the mood to say such things to a girl.
"There is no eternal silent liking, that kind of thing only exists in unrealistic stories, and people like us who live in reality will not have that perfect heart, so one day, those two people will be together forever, make a lifelong vow, and even have their own future crystallization, we will each meet the other half that really belongs to us, and then get married and have children or something, life, it was originally a play arranged like this. Lin said.
Because of sitting up, the two people could finally see each other's faces clearly with the help of the relationship, he sat against the wall, and saw Xiao Fan's face half buried in his arm facing him, those eyes with incomprehension and sympathy, as if reading a book and seeing a tragedy piercing his heart, staring at himself.
"Don't worry, it's not as regrettable as you think, at least I'm not sad now, but very happy, because I also think that the two of them should be together, so when all this finally comes true, I'm happy for them. ”
"Do you regret it? regret yourself, you will like someone who is destined to be with you. Xiao Fan asked.
"No, why do you regret it, don't you want me to regret even the fact that I met her," Lin scratched his head with a wry smile, "Then tell you about it, my feelings for her can't be regarded as ordinary liking, right, it's more, probably reverence?" I can't say it myself, but when I fell into the shadow of losing my sister because of my cowardice, she appeared, the kind of character that can still make herself laugh and meet tomorrow even if she is haunted by bad things, like the sun, which will never be covered by any haze, but this is a figure, which makes me feel tall and yearning. ”
"Maybe even liking, this kind of feeling, is just an incidental or derivative," he shrugged, It's better to say, I hope she can meet someone who really belongs to her, Lyle is very good, although at the beginning he was more brainless than anyone else, and he was stupid, but the parents of the people are also very handsome, and they are powerful, and there is no problem with protecting the safety of the bell in this life, plus, it can be regarded as a noble background, the family is good, it is estimated that he will not be for the scope of life for the rest of his life, and he will like her with all his heart, for her sake, if something happens to her, he will also worry that the angry sky will collapse......"
"If I were a girl, I would have followed him. ”
Lin stood up, moved his body, confirmed the condition of his limbs, muscles and bones, the soreness and numbness in the joints also faded a lot, and his strength gradually became sufficient throughout his body, he adjusted his breathing, trying to run the magic power in his body, and the palm of his hand smoothly emitted a blue light of ideal brightness, and it could also be stable.
"I've rested enough, are you still tired, if you're not tired, we can continue walking. He checked the map in his head, and as he stepped over the rocks in front of him, he bent down to prevent his head from hitting his head, and slipped through the short gap in the only road ahead.
Xiao Fan is naturally fine, she has been waiting for Lin to rest, and at this moment, Lin suddenly stood up, and she immediately got up and followed.
"You're going to keep watching them together after that, is that okay?" she asked, following behind, looking at the figure in front of her.
"Why not, I will definitely watch them, and I will also go to the wedding banquet in the future," Lin did not turn around or turn his head, and replied with his back to Xiao Fan, "If there is anyone who intends to disturb them, I will go up and beat him before them, don't worry, I just want to help them now and solve the current difficulties together." ”
"Do you still like Suzu?" she asked again.
This question is also the original question, but Lin has been fooling around and has not said the exact answer, and now that he has been talking for so long, the question is still back to the starting point.
"I like ......," Lin scratched his head, "Although I want to say this, but now, I don't know whether I still like her as much as I used to, or my crush." ”
Xiao Fan just stared at his back, and couldn't see what kind of expression appeared on his face the moment he said this.
It's still a super bitter unrequited love, and the villain-like feelings that are rotten in his stomach until the end, he complained about himself in his heart.
He thought to himself, probably himself, has always really just revered more than liked, but misunderstood this feeling of admiration, because there was no one around her, so he wanted to put himself by her side, so he began to like it, and now that she has a home, he just wants to bless her, and he is a private, person in the shadows, can withdraw with peace of mind.
This kind of thing, he doesn't plan to tell Xiao Fan, this is his own heart, Xiao Fan doesn't need to deliberately understand himself so much, for feelings, she will sooner or later meet the checkpoint on her life road, and then comprehend and understand, what she should understand.
"My story is just a boring story of unrequited love, it's not worth it, anyone should listen to and remember. ”