Chapter 461: Lonely Sky (8)
"I, I don't feel anything. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info" said with his eyes closed, shaking his head.
"It's not just about feeling, it's not about looking, it's not about using your eyes, you have to look at your own heart, and see what your heart desires the most," the bearded man sat behind the empty back, and the empty feeling was gently pressed by a pair of hands, and the bearded man closed his eyes with him, narrating, and taught, "The use of magic is not a casual and simple thing, everyone has magic in their bodies, but it is not something that anyone can easily come by, there must always be a key to qualification." ”
Sitting on the straw mat with his eyes closed, he tried hard to see something, but how could he see it with his eyes closed, isn't the meaning of the existence of eyes used to see, but the bearded man said that he wanted to see, and he could only squeeze his eyebrows and try to explore.
"What the hell am I going to see?" asked Sora, tilting his head.
"Think about the saddest and most lost time, when you were so sad that you were about to cry, you were tortured by something all over your body, whether it was physical or psychological, whether it was people or things or reality that tormented you, think about how you woke up from a dream in the middle of the night, when you found that everything just now was a dream, you couldn't help crying, think about the coldest and loneliest time of the year, if there was something that could make you feel warm, what would it be, what was the ......thing you dreamed of, what was it"
"Knights will use magic to fight, but in fact, it is not that you know magic to be qualified to be a knight, it is you who have the consciousness of becoming a knight, you can dominate magic, magic is like God created the world, he maintained a steel-like justice throughout the whole process, but in the end when he showed a trace of warmth, you must have an extremely strong thought in your heart, that may be an important person, a lover, family and friends, what will be something, what someone will give you, it will be a place, it may be your hometown, it is also possible, it is just a picture, you dream of seeing that picture realized in front of you, become a knight of usIt is the motivation that is given to us to try to survive for the existence of these things in our hearts, which is the key ......"
It was clearly in the middle of the teaching, but the bearded man, who was a teacher, was the first to open his eyes, and it was precisely because he understood all this that he could sit here and teach emptiness, and he already knew what his thoughts were in his heart. The hands that pressed the empty shoulders left unconsciously, and the palms were spread out in front of his eyes, and his pupils reflected two slow-flowing water splashes, floating in the center of the palms.
The opposite image flickered in my mind, through the fire that covered the house, the screams were so piercing that the nerves were like stinging tear ducts.
The bearded man unloaded the magic power from the outside, and when he touched the corner of his eye, sure enough, a thin layer of ice formed and spread.
"I still, I can't see anything. Empty hung his head.
"Don't be discouraged, even if there are better tricks and shortcuts, if you want to practice these things, you can't do them in the blink of an eye, practice day after day is essential, eat enough, and sleep first today if you are sleepy," the bearded man patted the empty shoulder, "I'll sleep first." He was going to lie down as he spoke, he always fell asleep very quickly, almost as soon as he touched the floor, and in the middle of the night he had to wake up and change shifts with the tall man, so he had to have as much energy as possible.
"Can I continue to learn with you like this in the future, will you always teach me?" said something that made the bearded man stunned.
But in less than two seconds, the bearded man immediately answered, with a loving smile on his face and a kind tone.
"Of course, I'll teach you as long as you want to, night after night, and we won't be apart, unless you don't plan to continue driving with the two of us one day and go to live your own life," he said, "but yes, you're still a child, unlike people like us who have to spend more than half of our lives, our lives have long been left with regrets, but yours has just begun, maybe that day will come soon." ”
"If I don't leave, I'll follow you," Sora said with a little panic, "Please, you must be like that, you can teach me this every day." He spoke in a small, nervous voice, like a frightened kitten.
The tall man moved his eyes and continued to look in the direction of the deep forest in the distance, the depths of the woods were as deep as a black hole, and the man with a gun sitting in the snow looked resolute and quiet like a statue.
The bearded man made a silly voice, both like a response and like an ordinary dream, and Sora heard a thud behind him, knowing that he was asleep.
"I have, nowhere to go. He muttered, closing his eyes again.
When you are most sad and sad, when you are the coldest and loneliest, what is the dream you are reluctant to reluctantly have, what is the scene when you open your eyes?
What came to mind was the awakening cave, the slightly hot flames that surrounded him, the distance that he could touch with his hand, and the temperature and light, his outstretched hand was grabbed by someone, that person's hand would be very light and gentle, as if it would hurt him, and he would not be afraid of the owner of the hand, not afraid at all, just close, that person put warm things in his hand, what was that?
Is it a roasted sweet potato, is it a straw mat that can shelter from the wind, or whatever, it will make the temperature, warm into your heart, even in the coldest night, you no longer feel sad, you know that the temperature contains the existence of that person, as if always by your side, what is that......
Sora opened his eyes again, this time it took a little long? He wasn't sure, but the second time he tried, he had a vaguely different feeling, and his spirit was unconsciously immersed in thinking and feeling. The bearded man sleeping behind him made a continuous snoring sound, and the tall figure could be seen in the distance, as if the tall man had never changed his posture for such a long time, and he didn't know if he was tired or not.
The shouting is probably the most annoying noise of the night, and everyone will get tired of it, but it is not empty, and he would rather have snoring around him, so that at least he feels that he is not the only one around.
A small half of the Yaojing in the fire has been dim and colorless, exhausted the magic power inside, and the empty looks up at the sky searchingly, this has become his daily habit, since he woke up in the snow and saw the miraculous scene in the sky for the first time, he insisted in his heart that he would always see it again, the appearance of the clouds and stars, he would continue to look for it until he met again.
Sora stood up, mustered up his courage, and ran to the tall man's side.
"It's so late, why don't you sleep and run here?" The tall man heard the footsteps of the snow clearly, and he didn't look back to know that it was empty, and he spoke in the same way as before, "Hurry back and lie there obediently and close your eyes, I am not here to admire the moon, so I can't be disturbed casually." He waved his hand in a chasmo-like stance.
"I can't sleep," Sora said, naturally sitting next to the tall man, this side is not next to the fire, there is not even a straw mat under him, the empty seat is unbearable, he can't imagine that the tall man is enduring such a cold every day, keeping his sitting posture and sleepless, "Can you sit next to you, you haven't slept yet, I haven't slept either, I can accompany you." ”
"I'm not a kid like you who is still pestering your parents, don't say that I'm as afraid of no one as you are," the tall man said, and his body didn't leave, just let Sora sit down next to him, "He taught you how to drive magic, you can practice it if you want, although it won't be of much use for hunting." ”
Sora just feels at ease next to a tall man, not that the bearded man doesn't have a sense of security, one person is loving, one person is reliable, and he gives people a different sense of dependence, but now, he just wants to sit next to a man, and it's easy to sleep.
Before he knew it, he was literally asleep.
When I woke up again, it was not yet time to get up and work, and it was not even before the bearded man got up to change shifts, and the tall man was still sitting next to him, awake and guarding. Sora moved his body, and there was a feeling of being wrapped in something, and it was not as cold as before. His cheeks rubbed against the soft touch, and a familiar scarf was unexpectedly large when it was spread out, even covering most of his body.
From time to time, the tall man raised his hand and rubbed his bare neck, which was exposed in the cold wind.