Chapter 769: A New Journey
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I couldn't even grasp my own thoughts, but I knew my current situation, and although I had promised the old man that I would continue to persevere, my heart was still full of flinching. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
I seemed to see Ma Tianyu, Lan Xiya, and they disappeared in front of my eyes one by one, and I saw that I was left alone in the whole space.
When the last person disappeared, I suddenly felt that I had no need to live, because what could I do with only myself?
I felt a sudden feeling of powerlessness in my heart, and I slowly closed my eyes, and I thought it was time for me to disappear too.
Just as I was about to fall, a voice exploded in my ears, and I opened my eyes instantly, Ma Tianyu and they were all looking at me, their eyes full of worry.
Ma Tianyu, as a representative, asked me what was wrong and why I kept feeling wrong since I came back.
I smiled wryly, I don't know what to say, do I have to say that I already know that in the future I know that everyone will gradually leave me?
But they were all staring at me, and I knew that if I didn't say it clearly, they wouldn't have acted as if nothing had happened.
After thinking about it, I asked a question that I think everyone thinks, and it is also related to what I just thought.
"Are you really willing to continue this work? Do you think it's worth it?"
Sure enough, after I asked this question, everyone was stunned, and finally returned to their places in a daze, bowing their heads and pondering.
I think everyone needs to think about it now, because it should be a knot in everyone's heart.
The first thing that sounded was Lian Chen's voice, and when I looked at her, she still had her head down.
Lian Chen said a lot, I summed it up, what she wanted to express was that she was willing to complete this task.
She said that this task has been passed down from generation to generation in their family, and that each generation is always ready to accept the mission, and she knows that there are too many unknowns in this mission, but she feels that it is her honor to have this task fall on her.
I'll admit that I haven't seen a woman enough in this regard, but I think if she knew the results, she would be like me.
After Lian Chen finished speaking, Ma Tianyu directly picked it up, he said that from his birth to the present, he has lost family affection, lost friendship, and even lost himself, which made him miss a lot of things.
Now that he has such an opportunity to save the world, it gives him a lot of hope, and he feels that he can find a lot of lost things because of this, so he is willing to continue.
The one I've known for the longest time is Ma Tianyu, and I think I still know him very well, so I understand him very well when he says this.
It's just that I can't tell him that even if he continues, he will keep losing his friends.
It was Chen Ming's turn, he was surprised by my indifferent face, I thought that as a businessman, he should react the most.
I even guessed that maybe he would want to give up because of my problem.
But he really surprised me, he felt that his past was sufficient, that he had nothing left to pursue, so it was enough to be like this.
The current situation is a ladder of progress for him, and he will constantly seek new stimuli.
I admit that I was defeated by his words, or should I say that people are businessmen after all, and people see the long term than me, and I am far from his consciousness.
In the end, I thought about Lan Xiya, and the answer she gave me was very simple, I had helped him, so she would definitely help me, but the path I chose, she would accompany me to go down.
If I had heard that at another time, I would have been really moved, but now I really can't be moved because I can't face what is going to happen.
I just helped them a favor, but she might have to give her life to help me, and it was so unworthy.
When they were all done, all eyes were on me again, and I knew they wanted to know what I thought.
I don't need to be pressured to face them, I don't need to lie, I really say I want to give up.
I told them that I didn't think we needed to fight so hard because all the reasons were ridiculous.
We say that we are saving the world, but do we really have that reality? There are so many people in this world who are better than us, and where are they?
People will only think that we are crazy, and they will only think that we will be sent to a mental hospital.
I told them that we were now joking with our lives, that we could give our lives at any time and bury the ashes in a place where no one knows.
At that time, no one will know about your existence, let alone your great achievements, and perhaps when they go on an outing, they will step on our graves, but they will not feel it at all.
I was very excited when I said this, and I knew to myself that I had reached a state of madness, because I really didn't know how to say what I already knew.
I think it's because of what the old man told me, and now they always give me an ethereal feeling in my eyes, as if they will leave me at any moment.
Looking at them made me sad again, and now I really don't feel anything but sadness.
They probably didn't expect me to say such a thing, and they all looked at me with a look of shock in their eyes.
Because I had already expected it, I just smiled bitterly in agreement, and I didn't know what kind of counterattack would come next.
But I guessed wrong, and although everyone had expressions of disbelief at what I was saying, they didn't fight back against me, but with a blank look on their faces.
Ma Tianyu patted me directly on the shoulder, and he said that I have been under too much pressure recently, so let me rest and rest.
I laughed, and I knew very well in my heart that I was not stressed now, but that I was really tired, and I really didn't want to face their departure.
I think if they could see things from my point of view, they would feel the same way.
Lian Chen always looked calm, she just smiled lightly, and told me in a tone like an adult talking to a child, my thoughts are normal.
Then she told me that people are selfish, which is why they have this irresponsible idea.
But people are also constantly growing, and when you grow up, that irresponsible idea will slowly disappear, so she told me not to worry too much, and one day I will figure it out.
Ma Tianyu and Lian Chen will always look like adults between us, and even Chen Ming, the actual oldest among us, looks like the two of them are not as old as the two of us.
I know it has to do with what the two of them have been through, and I don't know if I should mention that the two of them are happy or sad.
Chen Ming sat next to me and told me that he didn't want to say anything about my thoughts, because everyone has their own thoughts, which no one else can control.
And everybody needs to be respected, everybody has the right to do what they want to do, so he won't say anything about me.
As for Lan Xiya, it's the same as just now, for him, as long as I choose it, it will be his choice.
After everyone had said what was in their hearts, we fell silent again, and their words touched me deeply, but none of them touched me.
In the end, Lian Chen spoke, he said that there were no supernatural events during this time, and he asked us to use this time to precipitate ourselves.
It's okay to stay with him, it's okay to leave, and the next time something happens, she will inform everyone, and when the time comes, it's her own business to come or not, and no one will force it.
In fact, I still feel very guilty for Lian Chen to put forward such an opinion, because I know that this opinion is mainly aimed at me, which makes me feel a little sorry for everyone.
Simply, the brothers agreed, and I was really touched at that moment, I knew that they were accommodating me, which made me feel very warm.
It stands to reason that I felt warm, and I immediately made my heart clear and told them that I was willing to fight side by side with them.
But such scenes will only appear in TV series, so in the end I also agreed with Lian Chen's opinion.
Everyone unanimously agreed to this opinion, and they began to say their choice.
And this time, everyone once again unanimously chose to come over, and Lan Xiya naturally chose to leave with me.
Now that we are all ready to leave, tonight's dinner has also become our parting dinner.
Originally, Xia Xiao was out these days, and I didn't see her when I came back, but after we agreed, she also appeared.
It's all so coincidental, as if even this was arranged in advance.
Xia Xiao naturally needless to say, he will go wherever I go.
Because everyone was about to separate, the emotions at the table couldn't help but be a little depressed, and in the end, Chen Ming picked up the wine glass first, solving the embarrassment between everyone.
When the atmosphere was lively, no one wanted to leave the thing, everyone raised their glasses and drank a lot.
At night, I went back to my room and fell asleep, waiting for a new journey tomorrow.
The next day, everyone slept until they woke up naturally, and they didn't even go to work in the morning, and when everyone got up, they set off with their things.
As a modern society, one of the good things is that the transportation is so convenient that Lianchen asked people to drop us off at the airport station or something, and we stayed away from each other.
In the waiting hall, there were two beautiful women standing next to me, Lanxi Ya Xia Xiao, which naturally attracted the attention of many people.
I would have been complacent before, but now I really don't feel that way, because I still can't bear my brothers.
I think Ma Tianyu and Chen Ming must be the same as me, after all, we are friends of life and death, and the things between us will never be erased.
But we left anyway, and on the way, I closed my eyes with my clothes covering my face.
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