Chapter 185: The Fallen Past
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Mu Qichen is uh, Gao Yi rarely says this kind of thing, these two people have a deep relationship with him, right?
Not only is it deep, it is simply deep into the bone marrow.
The memories of the first year of high school returned to the past, that youthful memory. The first year of high school was youthful, innocent, and inferior. In junior high school, the child's self-esteem is particularly high, and the poverty of the family makes him feel inferior, maybe not others, but this is the case in the first year of high school at that time. The torn clothes were still worn for another year, half-hiding his self-esteem.
The first year of junior high school is especially concerned about the eyes of others, and any words and comments will touch his fragile and soft heart, and his family is poor, and he is afraid of anything that mentions money, and he will quickly change the topic at this point.
Fragile people often arm themselves with shells, and the weapon of arming themselves in the first year of high school is learning. In elementary school, his grades in high school were average, but in junior high school, he improved by leaps and bounds, all because he wanted to arm himself with such a shell, and his inferiority complex became strong because of the armament, and when outsiders noticed him, they focused more on his grades.
The first year of high school, who is gradually getting better and up-and-coming, has contact with a classmate in the class, her name is Xu Linxi, it is a lovely girl, with a lively and cheerful personality and a very sweet voice.
Children at this age tend to have a hazy affection for the opposite sex, and this is the case in the first year of high school, when he falls in love with that cute girl. Although I like it, the high school with low self-esteem in my heart does not dare to step forward, and even the conversation seems restrained, and taking the initiative to talk is a challenge for the high school.
Most children at this age are shy, and even if they like it, few dare to confess bravely. Crush is the main theme of junior high school, and almost every junior high school student has a him (her) in his or her heart, but it is difficult to have a musical note.
Beautiful girls are surrounded by suitors, and most of them dare not confess, but there are exceptions, such as Chen Yiming next to him. Chen Yiming is the surround around Xu Linxi, and unlike others, he is bolder and has a heart that dares to express himself.
And Chen Yiming himself is also an excellent student, whether it is study or sports, he is admired by many girls in the class in all aspects. With its own excellence and active approach, it is obvious that the relationship between Xu Linxi and Chen Yiming is getting closer and closer.
Those who are anxious are other students who are obsessed with Xu Linxi, such as the first year of high school......
Although Xu Linxi and Chen Yiming did not have a clear relationship, they were already together in the eyes of others. Gao Yi silently tasted the bitterness and sourness, and finally one day Gao Yi decided to say what he thought, unlike others, his learning was no worse than Chen Yiming, and others couldn't compete with Chen Yiming, but he didn't. In the hearts of children at this age, grades are a very plus item, most of which are not based on faces, but on grades.
Chen Yiming's grades in the first year of high school are not weak at all, and even higher. In the first year of high school, other subjects are slightly lacking, and no one can match them in mathematics, even Chen Yiming is far behind.
Gao Yi confessed, but he was inferior and shy, and he did not confess it in person, but wrote a love letter and handed it to Xu Linxi.
Then there was something that made Gao Yi ashamed to this day, and the cute and well-behaved Xu Linxi in his eyes actually tore up the letter in front of all the people, and sprinkled the love letter to the sky, just like Gao Yi's heart at that time, torn into pieces and sprinkled all over the ground.
The first year of high school with strong self-esteem is unbearable. This is not the most shameful, the most shameful thing is that Xu Linxi also said to him clearly: If you die of this heart, I will not be with you. At that time, the ridicule on Xu Linxi's face was something he had never seen in his first year of high school, and he never thought that such a cute girl would have such an expression.
The attention of the whole class, countless sarcastic eyes. The fortress built by the first year of high school based on academic performance was shattered at this moment, and his self-esteem was like a chicken that had been stripped of its feathers, at the mercy of others. It's not the poverty he cares about the most, but the self-esteem that goes straight to the depths, and he is completely hurt.
Even more disgusting things are behind, Chen Yiming, who claims to be Xu Linxi's boyfriend, is indignant and makes a move that makes Gao Yi completely collapse. Chen Yiming took the torn love letter home and glued it with adhesive tape.
The next day, Gao Yi's tattered love letter was posted on the school bulletin board, and Gao Yi became the object of ridicule from countless Xu Linxi's suitors, a thorny student in the eyes of the teacher and the dean, and a problem student in early love.
Since then, the school has endured countless strange stares when he came to high school, which is undoubtedly a fatal blow to teenagers who are both physically and mentally in their formative years. Since then, the first year of high school has been in a slump, and because of this, it has fallen. Relying on the power of the underworld, he once again built a wall on his shattered and bruised heart, which was so strong that no one could break it.
Gao Yi armed his heart, and his personality changed completely, he is a problem teenager who is not afraid of heaven and earth, and he is a fearless and shameless gangster.
Relying on the absolute force of the underworld, no one dared to mention the incident in the past, suppressing countless disdainful eyes, so that Gao Yi's self-esteem that had nowhere to put could be comforted and breathed.
However, the first year of high school can never go back, and the once shy and simple high school has gradually drifted away, becoming the first year of high school when the crane tail is not afraid of the sky.
Gao Yi slowly retracted his gaze, too long had passed since the events of the year, and it was just a small episode for Xu Linxi and Chen Yiming, looking at their appearance, they may have long forgotten, or they may have lost their impressions. But for the first year of high school, it was a turning point that changed the trajectory of his life, if it weren't for the incident back then, the first year of high school would not be the current high school.
Xu Linxi and Chen Yiming don't remember, but Gao Yi remembers it clearly, no matter whether such a change is good or bad for Gao Yi, the shame of the past cannot be forgotten. Back then, Gao Yi also entrusted other acquaintances to beat Chen Yiming, as for Xu Linxi after all, she was a girl she liked, and Gao Yi couldn't do it. It's really because I didn't start, the shame and hatred are like the aroma of wine that has been treasured for many years, becoming more and more mellow and stronger......
So much so that now when I saw Xu Linxi and Chen Yiming, what swelled up in Gao Yi's heart was not the memories of the past, but the shame of the painful feeling that day!
"High school freshman, high school freshman, arrived. Mu Qichen pushed down the first year of high school.
Gao Yishi came back to his senses: "Have you arrived?"
"Well, let's get out. Mu Qichen said.
Gao Yi raised his eyes and looked around, everyone was almost gone, and he was still in a daze: "Well, let's go." ”
Chen Yiming and Xu Linxi had already walked out first, and the two were talking in a low voice.
"This guy is really shameless. Chen Yiming snorted coldly.
Xu Linxi smiled: "I guess he still remembers that incident back then." ”
"It's not you, you had to tear up the love letters of other people's innocent teenagers back then, tsk, how serious the consequences are. Chen Yiming smiled at the mention of this.
Xu Linxi glanced at Chen Yiming with disgust: "It's not you who tore my eyes apart." ”
"Then why did you tear it up obediently. Chen Yiming smiled, "You don't want to tear it, it's useless for me to call you." ”
The corners of Zhan Xu Linxi's mouth pulled up and did not answer.
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