Not to mention whether the strange bird can understand human language, it is now in a state of dying, where does it have any strength to talk to Wang Shi, it can only lie motionless on the jade bed, enduring the constant noise. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

There is no need to respond now, Wang Shi only needs to confide.

Leaving the desert, Lu Xiangzi's death, Ning Yi's departure, the matter of Yin and Yang Pisces, the struggle about sin in his heart, all kinds of things are intertwined, and he is a little out of breath.

After all, Wang Shi was only eighteen years old, and his shoulders were still very soft, and he couldn't bear such a heavy burden.

So many things have formed a huge whirlpool, which has pulled him firmly into it, and it is not easy for him to be able to breathe in the cracks.

If it were anyone's will, I'm afraid it would have completely collapsed long ago.

After squeezing in my heart for so long, I always have to say it and make myself lighter.

"You see, a person's life is a life, so isn't the life of an ant a life? Is the life of a wicked person the same as the life of a good person? Can a person's life be compared with the lives of countless people? How can such a thing as life be measured? Who can have the qualifications to measure it?"

"If you are equal to everyone, what right do you have to take the lives of others, even ants?"

"If you say: natural selection, survival of the fittest. Then the fight between different species, the killing for the most basic survival, then this is understandable. It is a drop in the vastness of heaven and earth, and all that can be done is to conform to the laws of heaven and earth and work hard to live. ”

To survive is to drive this world forward, in order to live better, we strive to move forward, predation also exists, this kind of thing will always exist, and everyone needs to obey.

"But why do people have good intentions, why do they have mercy in the midst of cruel killing, why do the seven emotions and six desires always tie the soul of man? Even demon beasts must have similar things. ”

The reason why human beings can be distinguished from cruel animals is that they have formed something that restricts their nature over a long period of time, which can be called "morality" in general.

"If I had to explain it, there were countless ways to say it. There is an invincible road, abandon everything, go to the top, and become a king; there is also an ascetic-like path, practice yourself, like those big-headed monks, and you can also be presumptuous in purple clothes and act recklessly...... But which choice should I follow?"

The strange bird moved, as if tired of the incessant whispering in his ears, and glared at Wang Shi, and the ferocity in his eyes did not weaken at all.

If its strength was restored, the strange bird would have killed the outsider immediately, whispering in his ear, could it be that he wanted to kill himself with a few words?

Even if he already had a not weak mind, knew everything Wang Shi had done, and understood what he meant, the strange bird was still determined to kill Wang Shi, because this is what it is.

This is an outsider, and it should be their own food.

Taking out fresh water from the magic bronze ring and sprinkling it on his face, washing away the blood splashed on it, Wang Shi felt a burst of coolness, and his thoughts became clearer.

"I've decided to take all the sins on my shoulder, and I've never talked to anyone about it. However, my heart has never been so firm, and now I am even more shaken. ”

"Can I really bear so much sin?"

"The road ahead must be a road paved with blood and dry bones, and can I, a weak man, endure this evil and go to the end? ”

"And where is the end?"

"Practice? I'm becoming more and more unsure about the meaning of practice. ”

"The pursuit of power, the pursuit of strength, the victory over everything, I also have such a thirst for this, and the heart in my heart to defeat any opponent is stronger than anyone else, I never thought that I would fail. So it is now, and it will be so in the future. ”

"But when I really win and kill my opponent, the victory is certainly stimulating my heart, but why do I feel a sense of emptiness?

"I killed when I was eight years old, and I was so calm that I was unusually calm, but who knows how hard my hands tremble in the cold night?"

"Killing the damned is too high-sounding. Killing people is killing people after all, not to mention that most of the people in this world are ordinary people who are both good and evil. ”

"However, some people really deserve to die, and only death can make them change. ”

"So I decided to bear all the sins!"

"It's just that it seems that how should we measure whether a person deserves to die or not? In the hands of the cultivators now, who doesn't have blood on their hands, who doesn't aspire to be stronger, how many damn things have been done for this? And these are just ordinary people. ”

"I only now realize that this world is inherently sinful. ”

"In that case, how can I afford this world?"

"Every time late at night, when it was just me, I often felt the fear of death, I was afraid that I would die, and I was even more afraid that the people around me would die. ”

"And I have to bear this sinful world, how can I do it?"

After talking for such a long time, Wang Shi was also a little tired, closed his eyes gently, took out the water again, and poured it from the beginning, making himself calmer and his thoughts simpler.

These questions can only be hidden deep in Wang Shi's heart and explored by himself.

Fortunately, Xiao Hei can be a loyal "listener", it doesn't matter if he can get a response or not, the important thing is to spit out the long-pent-up breath, which can be much more comfortable.

Ning Yi's departure hit him too hard, and he hasn't completely recovered until now.

It's just that there are too many things that need to be done for him now, and he doesn't have time to think about these profound things, so he can only move forward desperately under countless pressures.

It's like a person carrying a big rock on his back, and after stumbling a step, he can only keep running forward to prevent himself from falling crookedly and being crushed to death by the big stone.

Only to run forward desperately......

Sister Erya, I haven't seen her for nine years, I don't know how it is, if it's not good, I always need to have the strength to take her back; Ning Yi, still waiting for myself to pick her up, is really to pick her up, not just to see her; although Li Yixian never said, but he knows what he will face in the future, it will not be weak, the appearance of Yin and Yang Pisces is just a precursor, the force in Lu Xiangzi's mouth is slowly approaching him......

All these things need strength.

No matter how confused and overwhelmed you are, you must forge ahead!

Wang Shi really said that he was tired, leaned against the cold wall, and fell asleep in a drowsy manner.

Dreams are heavy, like the cold of autumn, burying people deep in them.

I don't know how long it lasted, but the weight gradually subsided, and finally became lighter, allowing Wang Shi to relax, which could be regarded as a real rest, and he hadn't slept like this for a long time.

When he woke up again, Wang Shi stretched his waist and buried everything he said yesterday deep in his heart, and now he still has to live a normal life and make himself stronger.

Only go crazy and go forward!

The strange bird is still lying on the jade bed, its breath is much stronger than yesterday, and although its eyes are already bright, it still can't stand up.

Looking at the strange bird's fierce gaze, Wang Shi smiled and said, "Xiao Hei, don't look at me like that, we also got along anyway, we can't be considered friends, and we are not enemies, right?"

Ignoring it, the bird lowered its head and began to regain its strength, killing the outsider who threatened it as soon as it had enough strength.

The jade bed was occupied by Xiao Hei, and it was impossible for Wang Shi to stupidly move forward to absorb the energy in it, and he could only run the nameless book dryly, carrying out the work of repairing the sea of qi and transforming the starry sky.

After experiencing the first awakening, Wang Shi was able to perform this work without even special meditation, but the gentle light emanating from his body was a little dazzling.

After looking around, he had roughly figured out the surrounding situation, and he was bored and had to return to the cave.

Back in his corner, Wang Shipan sat up.

He hadn't been able to eat for a few days, but now that he had time, he began to eat, but fortunately, there were still a lot of things left in the Magic Bronze Ring, so he could eat a full meal.

glanced at Xiao Hei twice, and threw a roast beef leg to it, but he didn't expect it to disdain.

Slightly embarrassed, and a little distressed about his roasted beef leg, after thinking about it, he threw out the demon pill in the magic copper ring, which may be useful to Xiao Hei.

Yesterday, after a day of fierce fighting, there were not a few demon beasts hunted, although most of the demon beasts automatically shattered the demon pill when they died, but there were still a lot left.

The strange bird glanced twice, and then pecked at the demon pills with a rather disgusted gaze.

It's as if in its eyes, these are things that are not worth eating. This looks like a fallen nobleman who disdains to eat the most precious steamed buns of beggars.

If you weren't really hungry, you wouldn't have eaten these inferior foods.

After eating all the demon pills, the strange bird lay down again and continued to cultivate.

Wang Shi had a full meal, and also began to sit cross-legged, running the nameless book, repairing his own qi sea, and sometimes stopping to tinker with some turtle shells and spirit gathering arrays given by the second senior brother to prevent them from being used in the future.

Time passes very quickly in the practice, and three days is just a blink of an eye.

The sea of qi has been reforged and gradually takes shape, forming a new "city wall" that can withstand the impact of the stars. The vast stars have also awakened, and they can be activated at any time to recreate the real starry sky.

Wang Shi, who has made all preparations, has carried out the restoration process exceptionally smoothly.

Xiao Hei, who has been lying on the jade bed, although his breath is constantly getting stronger, he still looks sluggish, and he has never stood up on the jade bed.

After finishing his cultivation, Wang Shi looked towards Xiao Hei and saw that there was a colorful feather left in his wound, as if it had taken root and formed a tumor.

Probably this is what hinders Xiao Hei's recovery.

Wang Shi stood up and walked slowly towards Xiao Hei, an extremely sharp dagger appeared in his hand, wanting to help him remove this thing. Sensing that an outsider was coming towards him, the strange bird immediately opened its eyes, and the black feather under its neck stood upside down.