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Suddenly, the reading light in the cabin came on. Bu Meiyu took out a few pieces of paper and a few pens from her pocket, handed them to Li Mu beside her, and said, "Send it." ”

Li Mu passed it to Zhao Yiyun beside him and asked, "Instructor, what to write?"

"Suicide note. ”

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Li Mu's hand trembled slightly, and when several other people heard it, their eyes widened, so the hand holding the pen trembled slightly.

No one has done anything for a long time.

Bu Meiyu glanced at them and said, "If it's glorious, you have to say something to your family, if you don't have anything to say?" ”

Du Xiaofan lowered his head and wrote, Zhao Yiyun glanced at Li Mu, and also wrote, and Lin Yu also began to bow his head. Shi Lei snorted, and wrote in a low voice, "If you die, you will write, anyway, I still have a younger brother, my father and my mother will not have no one to send them to the end, and our family's incense can't be broken, write!"

Among these people, only Du Xiaofan is an only son, and even Li Mu has a younger brother.

Du Xiaofan glanced up at Shi Lei, didn't say anything, and wrote brushstrokes.

Within a few minutes, Du Xiaofan stopped writing and handed the written suicide note to Bu Meiyu.

"So fast?" Bu Meiyu took it, glanced at it, and said, "That's it?" can you think clearly, if you don't write now, you may not have a chance in the future. ”

Du Xiaofan smiled and shook his head, "No need." ”

Humming and nodding, Bu Meiyu put Du Xiaofan's suicide note into an envelope and wrote his name.

Immediately, Zhao Yiyun and Lin Yu also wrote, an A4 paper was basically full, Bu Meiyu read it all the same, didn't say anything, put it in an envelope and wrote his name and put it away.

Shi Lei was still writing on the ground, and after a while, he raised his head and asked, "Instructor, can you give me another piece of paper, no, give me two more, uh, two may not be enough, give me two to write first......

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"Write a novel! Pick the important ones to write!" Bu Meiyu stretched out her hand.

Shi Lei handed him the suicide note, he read it again, and said helplessly, "What kind of nonsense are you writing here, what kind of revolutionary spirit and patriotism sacrifice for the country, what ideological experience!"

"I didn't want to write like this, but I saw that you read our suicide note, so I wrote it like this, you can read it, and I guess the leaders will read it too. Shi Lei said.

Bu Meiyu was stunned, a trace of embarrassment flashed on her face, fortunately she painted her face camouflage, and said, "You haven't written a suicide note, I have to check whether the explanation should be clear." We all have a written suicide note and store it with the company instructor. ”

"You can write another copy. Bu Meiyu took out two pieces of paper and handed them to Shi Lei.

Shi Lei began to write again.

At this time, Bu Meiyu found that the A4 paper in Li Mu's hand was still blank, so she asked, "Why don't you write?"

Li Mu turned his head to look at him and said, "My suicide note is in the company, in my personal package." If I sacrifice, cleaning up my personal belongings will find out. ”

What he said was the personal belongings in the company's parcel room, all of which were personal belongings brought by the soldiers when they enlisted in the army, and all of them were collected and sealed, and they were sealed and taken away on the day they were discharged.

"When was it written?" Bu Meiyu was very surprised.

Li Mu said, "A few days before enlistment. ”

The carriage fell silent, and only the slight roar of the engine and the sound of tire and wind noise could be heard.

Bu Meiyu put away the suicide note and put it in her pocket, not knowing how to pick up Li Mu's words. Zhao Yiyun and the others also looked at Li Mu in surprise, they didn't know that Li Mu still had such a thing.

I wrote a suicide note before enlisting in the army.

You can use your imagination to imagine Li Mu sitting at his desk, with an enlistment notice on the desk, maybe a few books he likes to read, and of course, a large front door and an ashtray cut from a bottle of mineral water, he is holding a letter paper in his left hand and a pen in his right hand, perhaps meditating against the white wall in the dim lamp.

I don't know when I will return, but I will leave my father and mother with a few words.

"Mom, Dad, when you read this letter, I was already sacrificed. Don't be sad, I have no regrets about dying in the army, I died a well-deserved and meaningful death. The only regret is that I don't have the opportunity to take good care of you, so I can only work hard for my brother. You know, I don't want to be a soldier, but you say there is a future in it. I don't think the same, and I hope you understand. I was reluctant to join the army at first because I was afraid that I would not have the opportunity to do my filial piety to you. Since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety cannot be both, and I can only choose one or the other. Grandpa is an old revolutionary comrade, and my father was going to join the army back then, and it was his lifelong regret that he didn't make it in the end. I trained very hard and studied hard to live up to your hopes. But after all, the army is a military force, and it is a dangerous profession. I joined a field unit, and the danger was greater than that of other units. This letter was written the day before I got on the train, and I was mentally prepared for that day. I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid I won't have the opportunity to give you filial piety. You have worked hard to raise me as an adult, and I have no chance to repay it, it is my son's unfilial piety. Dad, Mom, I asked, if I die, the army will have a lot of pensions. I've checked all the standards, anyway, even if I want to die, I will strive to become a martyr, and the martyrs will give the most money, and I will strive for more meritorious service, and more meritorious service will also give more money. All in all, you don't have to worry about life, I have become a martyr, you are martyrs, and the country will support you for a lifetime. That's the only thing my son can do. Dad, Mom, everyone is going to die, don't be sad, die for the country, I think it's the greatest. Mom, Dad, after I'm gone, you must take care of yourselves, buy whatever you want, especially not overnight meals. After I arrived in the army, I would set aside most of my monthly allowance and save it up to send it to my younger brother as living expenses, you don't have to worry about it, although the money is not much, it is better than nothing. Dad, Mom, burn the books I left at home, you can burn them to me, you know, I love to read, let me read them in the sky. Dad, Mom, I'm leaving, you have to be good, my son will be a cow and a horse in the next life to repay his kindness. ”

If you really have the opportunity to open Li Mu's suicide note in a red-skinned Xinhua dictionary in his personal package, you will find that many words on it have been blurred. Li Mu cried and finished writing his heart to his parents, and boarded the train to the army the next day.

"Lao Li?" Zhao Yiyun shook Li Mu's shoulder.

Li Mu looked over.

"Are you alright?" asked Zhao Yiyun.

Li Mu came back to his senses, smiled, and shook his head, "It's okay." ”

After speaking, he returned the paper and pen to Bu Meiyu.

Bu Meiyu patted Li Mu's shoulder and said, "Prepare to prepare, it should be almost there." ”

Li Mu didn't know that everyone saw him crying, but he himself didn't know that he had cried