Chapter 61, Orientation
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"You think that's the end of it?"
Old Don: "......"
Lao Zhu: "......"
"Haha, I thought it was that simple, but no. Lao Sun said with a smile, continuing to teach this valuable experience.
"Although I am not in this realm, I have spiritual wisdom, and with spiritual intelligence, I have desires, and if I have desires, of course I will have the same, inner demons. What Lao Sun said made the two of them also have some contemplation, and they listened more carefully.
"At the beginning of having this power, I was really uncomfortable, I coughed inadvertently, this sound, ruined a planet, like fireworks, exploded in front of me, at that moment, my heart, very complicated. ”
"Ahem, one is that I feel instantly, I am really so strong, one is that I immediately remember, I can go to revenge, I can kill everyone, I can let them, just like that, I was inadvertently punched and exploded, turned into dust, I even saw all the people, kneeling on the ground begging for mercy, shouting my name, and then, I sat on the highest place I could sit on, looking down at everything under my feet. ”
"It was a great treat, I almost had to do it, especially when the woman was in her arms and you all had achieved your dreams, and I couldn't help but throw my fist in the direction of the people who should be able to find them, and I could even feel the ripples of time before my fist peak. ”
"But I stopped. When Lao Sun said this, his anger was a little rough, and his sweat had unconsciously flowed down, just like a sick person who suddenly felt that he was uncomfortable.
"I, I saw, a pair of eyes, the eyes of a little monkey, he was so small, he died in my arms. Lao Sun began to tremble, and his hands began to slowly cover his eyes.
"It turned out that none of them died, it turned out that there were so many people who hid, they hid well, and even disguised themselves as people I knew, and they did all the bad things, so that all living beings began to hate me, began to have less and less respect, more and more fear, and of course, more and more resentment. ”
"Finally, at that banquet that day, there was an outbreak, a glass of blood wine full of resentment, a group of people who restrained all my lovers in their hands, and, a few of you, the weapons that stabbed me in the back!"
"They looked at me, you looked at me, the women looked at me, and suddenly they all laughed, and I understood, it was liberation, it was true mortal belief, and I finally knew that the most terrible thing had always been not oppression, but betrayal. ”
"I could have resisted and killed many people in an instant, but when the little monkey who blocked a blow for me in the back and called me 'King' died in my arms, I cried. This little monkey, I know, his parents abandoned him, it was I, in the storm, who picked him up from a hollow in a tree, and I thought to myself that I had helped him, but when his blood splashed on the hem of my clothes, I knew that there were too many dead people, and too much blood was shed. It shouldn't be like this, maybe, if I die, this should all be over.
”
"Haha!" Lao Sun suddenly laughed madly, and his hands trembled.
"I felt at the time that all this was because of me, because of me, they would die, they would be so willing, because of their bullshit worship, they died so generously, this is really bullshit, what nonsense, what right do I have, let them die for me, what right do I have, let them stand in front of me, hold me behind. ”
"My unyielding heart of bullshit is just fucking killed. I used to think I had helped win souls, why?!"
"Then, in an instant, I figured it out, and it was very simple, and I actually felt like I had been struggling with it for a long time. Lao Sun's hand finally stabilized.
"Because, that's not me, that's God, misleading my mind with this demon, because God has no feelings, and he has never been in love, let alone worshipped. ”
Speaking of this, Lao Sun looked at the two people in front of him, "He doesn't know, how can Hongyan let you die, let alone how can a real brother let you die alone!"
Lao Sun looked directly at the two of them, and the two of them just looked at him like this.
"Senior brother, looking at it this way, I really think your orientation is ......"
"Stop, don't let me hold back for a while, shoot you to death. ”
"Amitabha. Wukong, you're amazing. Old Tang just nodded, but the danger on his face could still be seen.
At this time, Lao Sun's face suddenly became serious.
"If there is anything in the future, if you need it, it is not just because I believe in you that I have any so-called gratitude, but because I am willing to help you, I am willing to suffer that knife in the back. ”
Lao Zhu wanted to say something to stop Lao Sun, but Lao Sun raised his hand to stop it, and in the same way, there was Lao Tang, many words were held back.
"Today, I'm really poor enough, haha, but I think I have to say this, because of these experiences, I feel that you should be able to learn a little, even if it's just a small detail, it's better than going forward in the dark. ”
Old Zhu Lao Tang got up, didn't speak, just bowed down, and then sat down.
This time, Lao Sun was not polite, not only because he couldn't stand up, but also because he felt that after receiving this gift, the two of them didn't have to feel that they owed him anything.
"Actually," Lao Sun then said in detail, "the most suspicious thing is the little monkey who protected my life behind me, he appeared too coincidentally, died too coincidentally, so that my heart defense line collapsed in an instant, if it wasn't for me to jump out a little bit, and keep the heart I have always believed, this level, I really shouldn't be able to survive, I don't know if I die or not, at least, I won't be like now, and I will talk nonsense with you, haha." ”
"So, it turns out that the most terrible thing about the demon in your heart is actually the uncertainty in your heart, it turns out to be whether your heart is firm or not, and whether you are willing to accept everything it has arranged for you in silence, gentle death, that is, the smallest sacrifice in exchange for silent death. ”
(Finished)