Chapter 170: Complete Closure
At this point, there are not many people in the café. Luo Nan and Tian Jingmei sat in the corner, undisturbed, extremely quiet.
Tian Jingmei held the coffee cup in both hands, sipping in small sips, and the whole person was wrapped under a bright red heavy down jacket with a furry collar, constantly breathing the heat.
She was still so beautiful, with a picturesque face, clear eyes, and red lips. Luo Nan switched to the perspective of the mortal Luo Nan, and found that passion was still emerging in his heart, wanting to take this girl into his arms, as if she was the rarest treasure in the world, the most beautiful girl.
At this time, she didn't look up, and she didn't seem to look at Luo Nan, but Luo Nan knew very well that she had secretly stared at herself a few times, and she had noticed everything she should have noticed.
"Are you alright?" said Ronan for a long time.
Tian Jingmei stared at the coffee in a daze, obviously delayed, and said after a while, "It's okay." You seem to be doing well, wearing luxury. ”
"It's true that there's no shortage of money, but you know, I've never been very interested in money, it doesn't mean much to me. "Lonan Road.
"I remember you always working hard to make money. ”
"Then I changed. ”
Both sides fell silent.
Luo Nan looked at Tian Jing's eyebrows for a long time and broke the silence: "You must be curious to know why I called you out today." ”
Tian Jing's eyebrows bowed slightly.
Luo Nan said: "I want to make it clear to you, so that we can see the road ahead and know how to go forward." ”
"What do you want to say?" Tian Jingmei finally raised her head, there was a glimmer of expectation in her eyes, that light was so dazzling, no one could ignore it.
"I used to love you so much, so much that I was obsessed. Lonan said.
Hearing the word "once", the light in Tian Jingmei's eyes dimmed. She nodded slightly: "I know, that's what you want to express?
"It's not just once," added Lonan, "there's a part of my body that still loves you and longs to be with you." ”
Tian Jingmei's tense face finally melted into the ice, but she didn't have time to show a full smile, so she revealed a slightly weird smile.
"But," Ronan continued, "I can't give you the kind of affection you wish for. I can't stay with you for the rest of my life. ”
Tian Jingmei was disappointed, and smiled reluctantly: "Why is this?
"Who stipulates that the person you like has to be together," Luo Nan asked rhetorically, and then elaborated his thoughts, "On the one hand, I am very attentive, not only do I like you, but after I like you, I also like other girls. On the other hand, I'm not the kind of person who is suitable for life, my mind is not on this, I can't stay with any woman for the rest of my life. ”
"Excuses, they're all excuses!" Tian Jingmei couldn't help but refuted loudly and fiercely, "You just just say that you don't love me enough!"
She gasped for breath, her hands propped up on the table, and she leaned forward slightly, looking like she was eager to stretch out her hands and firmly hold Luo Nan's neck.
Qin Shixin was also alarmed by Tian Jingmei's loud voice, looking this way.
Luo Nan smiled slightly: "It's me who is too selfish, it's that I don't love you deep enough, you're right." ”
Tian Jing's eyebrows shrank back. She pretended to be indifferent and lowered her eyes: "Then what are you talking about when you come out to me?" What is there to say. ”
"I know your mind very well, so I must tell you all my true thoughts," Ronan faithfully described the state of mind of the mortal Ronan, "I want to get you, I want to be with you." ”
Tian Jingmei showed a sarcastic smile: "You said that you still like other girls, and you can't promise to spend your life with me, and then you said you want to get me and want to be with me?"
"Yes. ”
"With all due respect, sir," Tian Jingmei sneered, "you're playing tricks, scoundrel." ”
"I'm just describing my psychology truthfully," Luo Nan said, "I know you can't take it, and that's okay." ”
Tian Jingmei stood up: "That's it, then I'll go, and there will be no time in the future." ”
"Wait!" Ronan stopped her and began to plant her thoughts and change her mood.
Tian Jingmei had a thought in her heart: Actually, I don't really love Luonan, but I was moved by seeing him pursue me for so long. Now that I've said that, I don't need to love him anymore, I don't need to hate him, just be a stranger.
Her mood suddenly improved, so good that she wanted to hum a song. The knot that had plagued her for a long time was opened, and she was no longer bound by this relationship that never really began.
"Thank you for loving me once," a pleasant smile appeared on Tian Jingmei's face, "At least for a while, you only loved me." Bye. ”
Ronan watched her quietly.
Tian Jingmei turned around, greeted Qin Shixin, and walked towards the door of the café.
She hummed almost happily. However, in the happy mood, a trace of gloom suddenly seeped into it, which made her heart cramp violently. The colic was only for a moment, as if it was remembering something precious that had been lost. She clearly knew that she and Luo Nan were completely finished from now on, and there was no longer any possibility.
She was in heartache missing out on a love that seemed to be within reach.
But this remembrance is only for a moment. The next moment, her mood improved again, and she put a smile on Qin Shixin's arm: "Brother, let's go." ”
"What did you talk to Luo Nan about?" Qin Shixin looked into her eyes.
"Oh, there's no need to mention it," Tian Jingmei said briskly, "I won't think about this person again in the future." It's gone, it's over, just let it all go with the wind. ”
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Luo Nan went to the bar to pay the bill, stunned, unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart, and at the same time paradoxically happy. Finally said everything. I said all the words from the bottom of my heart.
That's enough. For the mortal Luo Nan, at least in the matter of Tian Jingmei, there are no regrets.
Then next, I have to see Du Zhenzhen again.
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At Modu International Airport, an Airbus glided and landed, landed steadily, and came to a standstill.
When the cabin opened, the passengers came down one after another, with yellow skin and black hair, and some crooked nuts mixed with some business trips and tourists to China.
A sexy and slender blonde woman with long legs in a ponytail hurriedly walked down the gangway, and after completing the immigration formalities and taking her luggage, she stood at the exit and looked out.
A man in a baseball cap, wearing thick gloves, hurried along while reading a newspaper in his hand, and when he walked up to her, he seemed to see a wonderful passage and slowed down.
"Jessica, you're here. Welcome to China. ”
"Has the captain arrived?" asked the blonde woman in a ponytail, pretending to look at her watch.
"Everyone else is here. Go to the hotel and meet them right away. The man in the baseball cap hurried away as he read the newspaper.
The woman quickly stretched out her legs, stepped on a room card, and after a while no one was looking at her, she pretended to tie her shoelaces and bent down to pick it up.