Lu Yu nodded.

Xiao Shangguan smiled: "Now you understand the danger of this matter, right?"

"Yes," Lu Yu said with a smile: "Because of this, I am more and more curious, whether I can see what is written on it, I have to try it to know." ”

Xiao Shangguan smiled bitterly, and then said: "Yes, it seems that everyone will want to try it for themselves, and if they don't get hurt, they won't know how to turn back...... Sure enough, there are really few people who can listen to the persuasion of others. ”

Lu Yu smiled lightly and did not comment.

led Xiao Ruan to go there, and as he walked, he ...... Reminds me of a lot.

Especially, when he took a step, an inexplicable pressure suddenly came, dangerous, deadly, dark, cold, all kinds of energy rushed to his face, so that Lu Yu could feel that he would be injured in the next moment.

It was also at this moment that Lu Yu remembered a lot......

I remember that for the first time in his life, I had a clear impression of a corpse.

For others, this is a terrifying thing, but for Lu Yu, it is not that he is born with cold-bloodedness and calmness, but ...... If you hadn't seen the beauty of life, you wouldn't have understood the fear of death.

The first impression is like the first time a newborn baby sees his mother, it has nothing to do with good and evil, nothing to like, just from the strangeness of not knowing anything in the chaos, adding a familiarity.

The first time Lu Yu became familiar with this world, it was accompanied by a strong smell of blood, and he saw corpses everywhere.

He can't distinguish between good and evil, beauty and ugliness, and the boundary between good and bad, but when he consciously understands the world for the first time in his life, these things become his first 'familiarity'.

So he always felt that death might be the norm.

He liked the feeling, as if it was the environment that gave birth to his life, so ...... For this environment that he was first familiar with, he considered it safe.

Even though...... In his life, there were gradually people coming and going, gradually comrades-in-arms, gradually betrayals, and gradually having to make choices, but he was always alone.

In the face of the disappearance of his surroundings and the fact that the person he once knew became a corpse, he did not feel any sadness, but felt a trace of incomprehensible ...... Security.

So even if he was once known as a 'master' strategist, planning and executing, and solving all the problems alone, he still didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it, and even in the loneliness, he could always find those happiness that belonged to him.

Even though...... He almost died, and when he was betrayed, fell into the valley, and opened his eyes in a desperate situation, he felt not the pain all over his body and the chaos of his brain, but the ...... I'm still alive, and I'm really glad to be there.

So when he saw the Lonely River Great Array, he was not much surprised, but curious and appreciative, but he came into contact with the miracle of the world that he didn't know. Maybe that's why he got it, this cold, but like a family to him.

Gujiang Hanxing, that's the name he gave it, just as it can cleanly cut through all obstacles, Lu Yu has also become able to solve all troubles cleanly.

The knife is his lover, loneliness, his lover, the blood, his mother, the cold of chaos, his family.

He didn't have any complaints about this, nor did he have any resentment, he just lived like that, and didn't think about something, because there was no way to distinguish it, and what he thought about was just chaos.

Even after so many years, so many experiences, and so many contacts, in his heart, it is still like a bloody cold trapped by a black fog.

Until...... A glimmer of light appeared, even if it was just a bright light that looked bright, but it was also pitch black behind the scenes, even if this light was about to turn into a black and thick torrent that completely submerged him, he didn't know why, so he rushed forward without hesitation, greedily grabbing it!

It's like seeing the only piece of land on the ocean.

What's up there? Who cares.

So even if this only glimmer of light finally turned into a dagger and stabbed into his chest, he didn't feel sad at all, just a little regretful, and always felt that he might not have done enough, and he still had the qualifications to have that brightness.

In the words of the old battalion commander of the Blackwater Battalion, Lu Yu is inferior.

Even though he behaved like the sun that reflected the whole world at the same time, in his heart he was just an ignorant child who struggled to open his eyes and look at the whole world ignorantly, thinking that he was born unworthy of those lights.

So he felt like he was a demon, because where the demon lived, there was no such light.

Until they came into this world.

Whether it was reincarnation of death, or brought about by some inexplicable force, Lu Yu didn't know, and he didn't know, and he didn't want to delve into it, because he never thought that he wanted to go back.

Why the hell is he...... So much to do?

Walking around, never complained of suffering, shouted tired?

Because of the bright light.

Those things that he was never qualified to have, kept appearing in his life, illuminating his whole life.

What came and went, what was missed, what was never seen again, but everyone left that in his life.

No longer...... Alone.

Gujiang Hanxing is no longer a cold knife, it has temperature, Lu Yu's body temperature, and the accumulation of various flames, it has become a scorching knife.

Lu Yu is no longer driving alone on the river, and can only see a touch of distant and cold starlight...... That kid.

At one time, there were only dead people around him, only corpses, and everything else was extravagant hope.

And now, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can hold the softness tightly, and he can hold it tightly in his hand, stroking it back and forth, feeling the pulsation of every blood vessel on it, the ups and downs of every line...... That made him feel life, someone else's, and his own.

After all...... In the midst of death, there will be no living person, even if his heart is beating and his eyes are wandering.

Only in those bright lights can Lu Yu be regarded as truly alive.

For this, for these......

Lu Yu felt that although he died, he had no regrets.

Just like now, when he opened his mouth slightly, a mouthful of blood spurted out, but he was still smiling, pulling Xiao Ruan behind him, tilting his head, and looking contemptuously at the words that seemed to be very powerful on the panel that no one had seen for I don't know how many years.

"I see, that's it. ”

Lu Yu said, stretched out his hand on one of the tasks above, and clicked.

"Just take this, the handwriting is good. ”