Chapter 49: Look at your performance

"Please recall carefully, in the past 20 years of your life, have you ever had a special affection for men?"

"Yes...... "When I was in junior high school, I liked a boy in my class. He is clean, likes to wear a white shirt, is from the school literature club, and writes beautiful prose. But I didn't confess it to him. ”

"And when did you first discover that you had a special affection for women?"

"About three years ago. ”

"Please recall what major events took place in your life three years ago. ”

"My parents are divorced. This is the most important thing, and I can't remember anything else. ”

"yes, why did they get divorced, do you know why?"

"No feelings, my dad has someone outside. ”

"Have you ever met your father's lover?"

"I've seen it, many times. A pretentious woman. ”

"You, have you ever seen your father have sex with his lover?"

“...... Yes I accidentally saw it once. ”

"How did you feel at the time?" Ronan smiled. Finally, we get to the point.

"I'm sad, I'm shocked," Du Zhenzhen looked upward, revealing a reminiscing expression, "and, a little ...... Disgusting, yes, feeling disgusting. ”

"What do you feel sick about?"

"Behavior towards my dad. ”

"Please be specific. ”

Du Zhenzhen pursed his lips and said with a red face: "I feel disgusted to see my dad moving on that woman." ”

"Have you ever wondered why you felt sick at the time?"

"Of course it's disgusting! He betrayed my mother! Do that kind of thing with other women!" Du Zhenzhen said fiercely.

"That is," Lonan kept smiling, "you don't think that the sex-relationship between a man and a woman is disgusting in itself, but you feel disgusting about the relationship between your father and his lover. ”

Du Zhenzhen blinked his cute big eyes and thought about it, his long eyelashes kept trembling: "That's right." ”

"Then think again," said Ronan, "after that incident, did you ever have a special crush on any boy?"

"No more. Du Zhenzhen said with certainty.

"Think about the boy you liked in junior high school?"

"All the same," Du Zhenzhen said with a sneer, "Men are disgusting creatures, they only use their lower bodies to think, and men don't have a good thing." ”

"Your words are too 'absolute', have you noticed?"

Du Zhenzhen lowered his head: "Yes." But that's what I thought. ”

"You see," said Lonan mildly, "that's the root of the problem. Because of an absolutized irrational belief, you are full of hatred and disgust for men. So you start looking for solace in women. In fact, you are not gay. ”

"But I also like to,, sleep with girls," Du Zhenzhen said with a red face, "Am I really bisexual?"

Luo Nan smiled and said, "A lot of people like ***. 99% of men and 47% of women have experienced ***, can they all be narcissists?"

Du Zhenzhen smiled: "No." ”

"So you're not bisexual either," Lonan said in an affirmative tone, "you're a normal heterosexual, but your perception of the opposite sex has been severely affected by that incident, so you're looking for solace in the same sex for a while." But your relationship with someone of the same sex is never happy because you're not really gay. ”

Du Zhenzhen was thoughtful: "Maybe." ”

Luo Nan was angry, sensing Du Zhenzhen's thoughts.

"Is that really the case? It turns out that I'm not gay. ”

"Am I just affected by that? Do I really like boys?"

"I'm so distressed, should I believe what he says. ”

"Could it be that my emotional experience in the past two years has been fake and wrong? ”

"Maybe I should try it with a boyfriend. ”

Ronan quickly began to reinforce the thought.

"Maybe I should try it with a boyfriend. Du Zhenzhen whispered.

"Yes," Ronan smiled encouragingly, "you can try it." But don't be blind, find a suitable guy who really loves you, and you will be happy. ”

"Really, can I be happy?" Du Zhen couldn't help but ask.

"Yes," Luo Nan affirmed, "but there is a lot of knowledge in love, and there are also university questions about getting along with men and women, so maybe you will need to continue to consult with me in the future." ”

"Yes," Du Zhenzhen said, "you say that you seem to be a veteran, how many times have you been in love?"

Luo Nan smiled wryly and said, "I'm a theoretician. ”

Du Zhenzhen covered his mouth and smiled: "I thought you were so experienced, it turns out that you have never been in love." Do you want me to teach you a few tricks to chase girls?"

Luo Nan smiled: "Thank you, my theory is very rich, I don't need it." Looking at Du Zhenzhen in front of her, compared with the first time we met, she was undoubtedly much more lively and cheerful, which is the attitude that a girl of this age should have.

"Could it be," Du Zhenzhen rolled his eyes and smiled with a smile, "Could it be your first kiss just now?"

"yes, what's wrong. Luo Nan said expressionlessly.

Du Zhen is really like a weasel who has just managed to steal a chicken: "It's nothing, I just think I earned it, and I successfully got a handsome guy's first kiss." ”

Luo Nan looked up at the clock, "That's almost the end of our consultation for today." ”

Du Zhenzhen got up gracefully and said gently, "Thank you, Luo Nan." ”

"It's nothing," Ronan also stood up, "we need another consultation to consolidate it, and then it's almost over." Unless you have other questions you would like to ask. ”

"No, then see you next week," Du Zhenzhen said, "Don't kiss me again next week!"

“...... Is it okay to do it openly and personally?" Knowing that he shouldn't make such a joke with a visitor, Luo Nan couldn't help but say it.

"Look at your performance. Du Zhenzhen snickered and walked out of the consultation room.

Luo Nan waited for a while before going out. Teacher Huang Yaokun greeted him and said, "It seems that your consultation has been quite successful, and your visitors have good expressions. ”

"Personally, I don't think so. Luo Nan said with some humility. If Mr. Huang Yaokun knew that he kissed the client during the consultation, he would definitely be swept away by the golden wheat field.

"In two days, Tao Jiahao will come to you for a second consultation, do you have an idea?" Mr. Huang Yaokun asked kindly.

"Yes, I've figured out how to continue the consultation. "Ronan didn't take the opportunity to ask for help. In fact, his confidence is growing now. With the big killer weapon of "god-level hypnosis" in hand, there is no case that he can't handle.

"It's good to have confidence, but you also have to be down-to-earth," Huang Yaokun said with a smile, "Come on, I hope you can stay." ”

"Thank you. ”