Chapter 222: Goodbye is also a friend

The waiter is a young girl, she is more familiar with Zhang Huimin, the guest, she is beautiful, and rich, except for a little difficult to serve everything.

But the waitress had never seen Zhang Huimin bring such a man.

What are you wearing, white jeans with shampooed hair, a jacket so rough that you can see the threads, and a pair of cloth shoes with tattered heels under your feet. Oh, I guess my body is better, so I wear a long sleeve inside in the winter.

"Get me some boiling water. Li Mu turned his head and said to the waitress.

The waitress almost didn't laugh, she spoke with the flavor of history, what is it called to get some boiling water, I was used to living in the collective compound of state-owned enterprises and factories in the eighties.

"Okay. The waitress wrote it down and asked Zhang Huimin, "Miss Zhang, what about you?"

Zhang Huimin asked Li Mu, "Why don't you drink some wine?" ā€

Li Mu just shook his head lightly.

"I also want a glass of boiling water. Zhang Huimin returned the menu and said.

"Okay, wait a minute. The waitress turned and left, and quickly brought boiling water.

Zhang Huimin held the boiling water cup in both hands, not knowing where to start.

"You were at the airport that night, right?" she asked, after a long time.

Li Mu smiled undeniably, "It should be." ā€

"What should be, yes is no, no, no. Zhang Huimin said.

"I don't know what night you're talking about. Li Mu said, "I came back in the early morning three days ago, what you said, is that day?"

Zhang Huimin looked at Li Mu suspiciously, shook her head, and said, "I don't believe you didn't see me." ā€

Smiling, Li Mu said, "What is the difference between seeing and not seeing?"

Stunned for a moment, Zhang Huimin lowered her head, "I know you're still angry with me." But Li Mu, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you. I'm my current boyfriend after I broke up with you. ā€

"I didn't ask you to confess to me. Li Mu waved his hand, "There is no need to talk about the past, and there is nothing angry or not angry, it is all over." ā€

Zhang Huimin looked at Li Mu and said, "I know you blame me, I went to your house to find you some time ago, just to see if you came back from the army, and I want to explain to you well, but my uncle and aunt said that you stayed in the team." If I hadn't met you one day, I'm afraid I wouldn't have had a chance to explain it to you. ā€

"Explain?" Li Mu frowned.

"I ......," Zhang Huimin said, "Li Mu, maybe you will blame me for reality." But wouldn't it all be like that now? You know how painful it was when I decided to break up with you......"

"Okay, let it pass, okay?" Li Mu's eyes swept over the Audi A4L in the temporary parking space, then looked at Zhang Huimin, and said very sincerely, "I can really understand you, and I will respect any choice you make." That's all, before you and me, after all, I studied in a school for three years, I won't treat it as if I don't know you, don't worry. ā€

Zhang Huimin stared at Li Mu, "Do you really think so?"

Li Mu nodded slowly.

With a bitter smile, Zhang Huimin's eyes fell on his car, turned back, and asked, "In your eyes, I am a woman who loves vanity, right?"

Li Mu didn't answer directly, he said, "Why care about other people's opinions, if you think it's worth it, just do it." I've just said, well, as a friend, I respect any choice you make. ā€

"You still think so. Zhang Huimin smiled bitterly and shook her head, "Forget it, it doesn't matter, I didn't expect you to think how good I was." ā€

After a pause, Zhang Huimin said, "Li Mu, it was you who rescued me at the beginning, if it weren't for you, I can't believe what I would become, I'm very grateful to you." I was very happy during the more than a year I was with you, the happiest period I ever had, even though we were both poor students at the time. ā€

Li Mu wanted to stop her, her words were really useless, but when she thought that Zhang Huimin actually just wanted to get a chance to talk so that the guilt in her heart would be lightened, Li Mu sighed slightly in her heart and let her say.

"At that time, what did we know, eating at home and holding what we had at home, and we were not good students, except for playing and playing, when did we think about it? Zhang Huimin laughed at herself and said, "I don't know anything, I don't understand anything." After you left, I thought I could wait for you to come back. But the reality is so cruel that I can't do it at all. ā€

As she spoke, tears flowed out, "You went to the army, as short as two years or as long as indefinite, I have thought about it, I also want to wait for you for two years, but I am a woman, I am three years older than you, and I was twenty-three years old the year you left." I'll be twenty-five years old when you come back, and if you don't come back in two years, what will I do?"

"Okay, you've been back for two years, and I've been waiting for you. But what can you do? You have to start from scratch, there are so many unknowns, I can't gamble my limited youth. Li Mu, don't I love you anymore? What is love? Every day I worry about three meals a day, and my gray hair is love?"

Li Mu's head was a little confused, in the past two years, his thinking was combat in addition to training, and there had been a great regression in this aspect. Zhang Huimin's words made him speechless to refute.

But why refute it?

Thinking of this, Li Mu smiled lightly, didn't he just say that he respected any choice of the individual.

Unexpectedly, in Zhang Huimin's eyes, he thought he was laughing at his words.

"Don't you think so?" asked Zhang Huimin.

Li Mu came back to his senses and said, "Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't think about this. I still say the same thing, respect any choice you make. ā€

"But you don't agree with me. Zhang Huimin said.

Li Mu was stunned for a moment, adjusted his sitting posture, and said, "Why do you want me to agree with your concept? Do you want to talk to me about the worldview and values?

"I ...... That was not what I meant. Zhang Huimin shook her head, "I don't know what I mean." ā€

Li Mu smiled, "I said, it's almost done." If you have to say what you are holding back in your heart, and your guilt will fade a little, then please say it all, and I will sit here and you can speak slowly. Just I'm building yƬ for you, don't put inexplicable pressure on yourself. I've said it many times, it's all over, and nothing is unpassable. You've pursued the life you want, and that's great, so why care what others think, why should you need others to agree with your values?"

After a pause, Li Mu continued, "I'll talk to you, I'll talk about it too." I've put you down, and you can clearly see it. Since this is the case, then if you can become a friend, then be a friend, and if you can't do it, we don't have to force it. As for when I will retire from active service, I will start from scratch after I retire from active service, to put it mildly, it has little to do with you. In the same way, you have your values and the life you aspire to, and I also have my values and my ideal life. Zhang Huimin, it's still useful to talk to you this year. At least I understand that even if we don't break up, we will not be able to get together in the end because of differences in values. It's actually a good thing to understand earlier and separate earlier. ā€

In the end, he concluded, "In the end, you will run towards your happiness, as for me, I don't have much time at home, but I will see you later, and goodbye will be friends." ā€

"Let's do it first, I still have something. ā€

Li Mu got up, took out the money, took out a hundred yuan, pressed it with a boiling water cup, turned around and left.

He didn't notice that a Range Rover drove past the road at a relatively fast speed, and Zhang Huimin's boyfriend Wang Allen in the driver's seat glanced at it coldly......