An Zheng looked at Xu Meidai in front of him in a daze, and for a moment there was an urge to return time to the past. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info he is not tempted by Xu Meidai, nor does he want to use Xu Meidai's feelings for him to redeem anything. He just didn't want Xu Meidai to take risks, and he didn't want Xu Meidai to fall deeper.

For him, the entire Tianhao Palace has already been put in, and there are still hundreds of disciples missing. For him, Xu Meidai, who was originally the proud daughter of the Great Xitian, is now in the Western Regions Buddha Kingdom, and is about to become the new generation of the Peacock Ming Palace. Xu Meidai said that she wanted to cut off the dust, but this can really be cut off, this is really the life she wants?

An Zheng looked at Xu Meidai, and the corners of his eyes were moist.

One of Xu Meidai's severing of the dust is to avenge him. Those who had harmed him were all found by Xu Meidai.

"Don't!"

An Zheng shook his head: "Let me do it myself, okay?"

Xu Meidai shook her head slightly: "No, it's not good." I'm not going to kill those people to avenge you. Maybe you think I'm because I have a deep affection for you...... But after that kiss just now, the relationship between me and you has been severed. I didn't lie to you, I really wanted to become a qualified Peacock Ming Palace Master Dharma Venerable. You may think it's a little strange that I'm lying to you, but no. ”

She looked at An Zheng's eyes and said seriously: "After leaving Yan Kingdom, I first went to Jinding Country, and from Jinding Country all the way to the east to visit other countries and listen to Buddhism. These days are the most peaceful days for me. Finally, I went to the Peacock Ming Palace, and the Dharma Venerable personally enlightened me. She said, "I don't force you to take refuge in Buddhism, but I just want you to see your heart clearly." I was on the wall in front of the Peacock Ming Palace for thirteen days, and suddenly I was enlightened...... Square...... Anzheng, I've found my purpose. ”

Her tone was extraordinarily calm, and the tears had been wiped away from the corners of her eyes.

"I thought my goal was to follow in your footsteps. It's okay to follow you and watch your back. But the enlightenment of the Dharma Venerable made me understand that to continue to do this is nothing more than imposing my own suffering on you. I suffer, and so do you. It's time for me to wake up, the world is not about getting what you want and getting it. What I once thought was happiness was just the root of my pain. ”

Gradually, an expression appeared on her face that felt particularly unfamiliar: "I'm not avenging you, I'm just cutting off those dust in my heart." ”

An Zheng suddenly understood.

Xu Meidai is right, she didn't lie to herself. If Xu Meidai wants to pursue a high spiritual realm, she must cut off everything related to herself in the past. Once in Xu Meidai's heart, the deepest and most stable and unshakable thing was An Zheng, and now she uses a kiss as a knife to cut off this obsession. In other words, that kiss was a farewell to her past self, not a farewell to An Zheng. She had to cut off everything in her heart that had nothing to do with the Dharma, so that she could concentrate on her practice. “

An Zheng didn't know what to say, could he force Xu Meidai to take him back? Even if he brought it back, then it was really the most correct choice for Xu Meidai?

He stood there, a little overwhelmed by one thing for the first time. Yes, An Zheng is not a person who acts by wit, he will always be a little impulsive. It's also a little clumsy in terms of the relationship between men and women, so it seems passive everywhere. But An Zheng knows one thing very well, that is, you can't think that others are also thinking because of what you think. An Zheng asked himself, what can you use to help Xu Meidai?

Affection?

An Zheng regards Xu Meidai as his best friend, even a relative, but there is no love.

"Let's go. ”

Xu Meidai walked to the top step by step, as if she was about to ascend to the sky, and everything here seemed to have nothing to do with An Zheng. Including those Zhao people who fell to the ground and turned into ashes, including Xu Meidai, who was slowly leaving, and An Zheng himself.

An Zheng suddenly found that when he left Yan Guo and came to Che Xianguo this time, he said goodbye to a lot of things. It's not just Xu Meidai saying goodbye to the past, but An Zheng is also there. An Zheng doesn't know if this is someone who has enlightened himself in the dark, but this kind of farewell is sad.

An Zheng said goodbye to his former self, and in the bronze door, he high-fived his past self.

The past is given to the past, and the future is given to the future.

"You're going to be in danger!"

An Zheng shouted to Xu Meidai, who was gradually moving away: "Chen Chongqi's cultivation is also unfathomable, although he rarely makes a move, but what he is best at is hiding himself. Even I don't know the depth of his cultivation. Besides, Chen Chongqi must be surrounded by masters. ”

There was a faint smile on the corner of Xu Meidai's mouth, which was a kind of confidence of a strong man.

"If I can't even cut off these things, how can I cultivate the state of mind?"

She turned around: "It's like a lifetime, never to see you again." ”

After saying this, her figure disappeared. An Zheng stood there in a daze, his mind was very confused, but he didn't know what he was thinking. Xu Meidai saw through the red dust herself, the kiss was like a knife, and then there was a knife to cut down. An Zheng raised his head and looked in the direction where Xu Meidai left, and wanted to ask what about your disciples? What should they do? But Xu Meidai has disappeared......

An Zheng turned and walked back, and when he walked outside the Colosseum, he felt as if he had broken through an invisible barrier. Then he suddenly realized that when Xu Meidai saw him just now, she casually laid a prohibition, and others couldn't see them.

Xu Meidai's words appeared over and over again in An Zheng's mind, making An Zheng feel that his heart was crumbled.

"Those who have harmed you are my shackles, and if I want to cultivate the Dharma, I must break through these shackles. Cut them off so that they don't become my demons. Anzheng...... Once upon a time, you were my biggest demon. But now, the past is my biggest demon. You're just a part of my past. I know you're sad, but you're sad not because I don't love you anymore, but because you feel like I'm suffering. No...... Cultivation makes me extremely happy. ”

Xu Meidai's words before leaving, cut An Zheng's heart like a knife.

In fact, Xu Meidai has seen it very thoroughly from beginning to end, and she just doesn't want to admit it in the past.

"Su Miao, the Zhao Guoren who was in charge of contacting the Empress Dowager of Yan State, is here, Yin Zhi, who was bribed to falsely spread the will of the Holy Emperor, is here, Zhuang Dong, one of the leaders of the Youguo Divine Association who participated in the siege of you, and Chen Chongqi, the original mastermind behind the scenes, is also here. ”

An Zheng raised his head, and his eyes gradually returned to clarity.

Can I stop Xu Meidai? No, I can't. As Xu Meidai herself said, all this looks like revenge for An Zheng. But in fact, it has nothing to do with An Zheng, what she wants is to cut off the past and cut off all the obsessions that once existed in her heart, including avenging An Zheng. Those who framed An Zheng were thorns in Xu Meidai's heart. When she pulled out all these thorns, she was no longer Xu Meidai, but the head of the Peacock Ming Palace.

An Zheng looked at the other side of the station, where there was an enemy of his. An Zheng said that he didn't expect that among the people who deceived him, there would be Yin Zhizhu. Why did the young man who once simply wanted to repay himself betray himself?

An Zheng wanted to ask clearly.

His steps were a little heavy, it turned out that it was really not easy to say goodbye to the past, it was worrying everywhere, and there was pain everywhere. An Zheng thought of the words that Su Qingnuan, the Empress Dowager of Yan Kingdom, said when she was dying...... Fang Zheng is an outright loser! Do you think it's just Chen Chongqi who wants to kill him? Then you are wrong. There are too many people who want to kill Fang Zheng, and Chen Chongqi is just an operator. Behind him, there are too many people to contribute. can make almost the entire elite of Daxi want to kill him, do you say Fang Zheng is a loser?

Is it?

Ann asked herself.

Perhaps, at least he was defeated in his pursuit of justice.

Maybe not, death doesn't mean failure.

When An Zheng walked to the door of the post station, he saw Yin Zhi standing there looking at him. In his hand, he held the embroidered spring knife hanging from his waist, which was the standard weapon of the Daxi Ming Law Division. The embroidered spring knife in his hand was given to him by An Zheng himself. On that day, An Zheng handed over a black flying fish suit and an embroidered spring knife to Yin Zhizhu. Tell him that from today onwards, you are a man who administers justice.

"Where have you been?"

Yin Zhizhu's eyes were a little cold, even in the night, it was difficult to hide.

An Zheng asked rhetorically: "Where have I been, does it have anything to do with you?"

Yin Zhizhu's hand held the handle of the knife and clenched it tightly: "I want to talk to you alone." ”

An Zheng was silent for a moment, and nodded slowly: "Okay." ”

Yin Zhi stopped turning and strode away, An Zheng followed him, looking at the familiar figure, the more he looked at it, the more strange he felt.

The two men walked through the street one after the other, walking silently on this strange street. It seems to pass through the present world and return to the world of the past.

In front of it was an open space, which was supposed to be the place where the Peacock City was held, it was very empty, and there was no one living around. Yin Zhi stopped and looked back at An Zheng: "Although I don't know why you suddenly arrived in Che Xianguo, whether it has something to do with me." But there's something in your eyes that scares me...... I don't know why that's happening, but I don't like it. ”

An Zheng looked at Yin Zhizhu: "So you want to kill me?"

Yin Zhi paused for a moment: "I saw you make a move and kill that Jin Xianen, so I know I can't kill you." I asked you out just to ask one thing...... You came to Cha Xianguo for Xu Meidai?"

An Zheng nodded: "Yes"

"What's your relationship with her?"

"Old friends. ”

Yin Zhizhu's face changed significantly: "You are very young and have never been to Daxi, so it is difficult for me to understand that you are old friends with her." But there is an old friend of hers who died in the Cangman Mountain of Yan Kingdom, what is your relationship with that person?"

An Zheng sneered: "Didn't you say that he must not be dead?"

Yin Zhizhu's face gradually turned pale: "You...... Does it really have something to do with that person?"

An Zheng took a step forward and approached Yin Zhizhu step by step: "Are you happy in your heart?"

This sudden question made Yin Zhizhu almost collapse: "You...... What do you mean?"

An Zheng walked in front of Yin Zhizhu, the two of them were so close that they could even clearly hear the sound of each other's breathing. An Zheng looked at Yin Zhizhu's eyes and asked word by word: "I'm asking you, what did you get for betraying him?

Yin Zhizhi suddenly laughed, and his smiling face was hideous: "I knew that you must have come because of him, and you came to kill me, right?" hahahaha...... The day I was most afraid of coming has come, and finally it has come......"

An Zheng shook his head: "You just have a weak heart, maybe if you are another person from Yan Kingdom, you will also have such doubts." Suspicious ghosts, what you are afraid of is not me, but the ghost in your own heart. ”

Yin Zhi stopped falling to the ground, crying for a while and laughing for a while, crazy: "I ......"

He raised his head to look at An Zheng, and suddenly cried: "I was wrong....... I know it's wrong. ”