Chapter 59: Ongoing Conflict of Ideas (2)

Hanzhang was a little irritable in her heart, but she had to solve these troubles in a gentle way against her will......

Because from the moment she became a waste, her past way of being a person and her concept of being a person have been completely denied and painted with a symbol of the end.

The reason why her remnant life was able to radiate new vitality was because Lao Detou brought her a new world of humanistic spirit with a completely different interpretation of the value of life.

And the meaning of her struggle to live now is not to inherit and spread the idea of this new world of humanistic spirit?

In this case, no matter how strong her original will is, when she conflicts with the ideas of the new world, she should abandon the ideas that have been engraved in her bones and act according to the new ideas.

In this way, you can live up to the rest of your life!

In this way, you can live up to the meaning of this remnant of your life!

It's just that what she didn't expect was that when the old man was still by her side, the new ideas in the new world that could bring her peace and joy and a sense of belonging,

Those new ideas that she can easily grasp and accept,

Those new ideas that can make her sentiments be cultivated in practice,

After the old man left, he practiced it alone, but the taste was as painful as the soul being tormented by a blunt knife.

Is it because when the old man was still there, by his side, could she accept words and deeds, and be influenced by her ears and eyes?

Therefore, while he was still there, her original consciousness was affected by his natural behavior and could not be revealed.

That's why she was able to easily embrace those new ideas and realize a little bit of the essence of them!

But after he left her, without his influence, the original consciousness she had formed in the past was revealed, and at this time, it became extremely difficult for her to accept the concept of the new world and comprehend the truth in the new world!

She may always encounter situations where the original concept of consciousness conflicts with the new concept, and her original concept of consciousness is so strong and so deep-rooted.

And the foundation of the new idea in her heart is so weak that it hasn't even taken root.

She couldn't even know where the path of this new world that had been cut off from the inheritance lay in the future.

In such a situation, how can she not be painful to practice a new idea?

But no matter what, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of her, she has to step into it and use her remaining life to explore some of the mysteries of the new world as much as possible!

Hanzhang is secretly summarizing and self-examining here, and he is also trying his best to relieve the injustice in his own consciousness.

But he didn't want Huang Sanruo over there to feel that he was let go at all, he was angry because of everyone's teasing and insulting at this time!

But no matter how heavy his anger was, he didn't dare to vent it on those who used to bully and ridicule him.

Because in the process of being bullied for a long time, he had already formed a fear of those people's inertia, and he didn't even dare to say anything to the little girl who gave him two slaps on the head and face.

But he counted his anger on Hanzhang's head.

It's just because Hanzhang is the only two waste bodies in this teaching room, and it's a waste body that is younger than him!

In his anger and heartfelt nature formed by being bullied for a long time, he has long formed the stubborn cognition that "the waste body should be bullied".

And in such a remote cognition, Hanzhang simply has the attribute that he should naturally be bullied.

Even though, he just suffered a fall from Hanzhang's understatement.

But can the emotions accumulated by being bullied for a long time without an outlet be dispelled by a wrestling?

What's more, in his long career of being beaten, a fall is simply not a problem!

The thing is that he didn't bully that natural target and caused the crowd to laugh at him.

This sound of ridicule gnawed at his heart, so that his anger had to be vented before he could stop!

Yes, Han Zhang had just calmed his mind, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Huang Sanruo's eyes looking at her like a devouring beast. And he was walking over with his hands raised, looking like he was going to hit her.

Hanzhang's heart sank, and at the same time as the fierce light flashed in his eyes, his body had already reacted instinctively.

I saw her leaning over, striding forward, and the stick in her hand was about to give the other party a head and face.

But when the stick was about to make a heavy intimate contact with the other party's eyes, a string in her mind grabbed her reason.

She still stepped forward, and her cold expression was immediately replaced by a gentle smile, and she said in a light tone:

"I'm sorry, I almost hit you! You said that your posture made me think that you were going to bully me! But didn't the book say that it is not right to bully people, and classmates should love each other, so you definitely didn't want to bully me, I misunderstood!

When she spoke, she had already fastened the opponent's wrist, and with a slight force, the other party would not be too painful but could not break free, and obediently sat back in her position under her drive!

Then she turned around and returned to her place, and fell on the table in the eyes of some people who were dazed and some people were disappointed.

She felt that she had to hurry up and accept the baptism of new ideas, otherwise there would be a time when weak new ideas would not be able to hold the rope.

At that time, the meaning of her lifeless life will be in vain!

So, she calmed down and quickly sank her mind into the sea of jade books!

In the outside world, Huang Sanruo, who was sitting in his position and exuding the breath of a gas bag, was at a loss and didn't know why.

He couldn't understand how he was going to beat that little waste body, and as soon as the other party said a few words, he let the other party pull his wrist and sit back in his seat?

His mind was a mess, and for a moment he flashed the words "It's not right to bully people", and then flashed the image of others beating him, and then imagining that he was going to beat up another waste body in the same way, and then he didn't know where to go......

In the end, the usual laughter in his ears dispelled all the confusion in his mind and rekindled the fire of anger in his heart!

The fire of anger does not dare to unleash on anyone around it, so what to do?

Knowing that he is remote, his thoughts are naturally connected to the little waste body of Hanzhang again!

So just as Hanzhang's original consciousness predicted. She didn't beat this Huang Sanruo in the first place, beat him up, and beat him so that he could remember it for a long time, and the troubles would be endless after that!

Half an hour later, he walked towards Hanzhang with a pair of cruel eyes......