Chapter 204: She Just Didn't Dare to Use It

When he heard that it was only a few thousand catties, Yan Jin was not happy at that time.

Don't look at this number as it sounds big, but in fact, there is a trick, and that is by weight. As we all know, ore and herbs are not compared, if it is a few thousand catties of fairy grass, it is a lot of money. But there are thousands of catties of ore, and if you really calculate it, there are really not a few pieces.

Yan Jin has dug far more than several tons of spiritual ore in the mine in the past few days, so why should you let her go to the palace to get a few thousand catties of ore at this time?

"Forget that, I'll play for a few days and leave, don't bother me, it's a reward for me. Yan Jin waved his hand and got into the deer cart. Liu Xia hurriedly climbed up and sat next to Yan Jin.

Qin Feng wanted to say something, but Yan Jin had already driven into the air, dropped a sentence of "don't come to me", and disappeared.

As soon as Yan Jin left, all the demons took down the hand that covered their eyes, and they all breathed a sigh of relief. Now everyone knows that this nun likes to attack suddenly when they are blocking their view, so they are all panicking.

Lychee put down her hand, stared at the entrance of the mine, and suddenly said to Qin Feng: "Brother, let's go in and have a look." ”

Qin Feng was stunned and asked her, "If you want to go back to restore your life, why do you want to go in at this time?"

Lychee sneered: "Although the spirit mine here has not been included in the palace, the spirit mine in my demon realm is already owned by the demon race. The things she came here to dig and take away are also counted as the output of my demon race?"

Hearing this, Qin Feng nodded and said, "Naturally, it is calculated." ”

Lychee nodded, pulled her brother and walked inside, and a group of demon soldiers followed, walking deeper and deeper.

In the sky, Yan Jin walked back with Liu Xia, and Liu Xia asked her in a low voice, "Senior, are you okay?"

Only then did Yan Jin relax the reins and take a deep breath.

She wasn't fine, she saw two human heads with blood on them, could she be okay? Not to mention that those people said they were killed for her.

Don't say that this is a different world, don't say that Xiuzhen should be killed and killed, she is not from this world, she is from the earth in the 21st century.

Any normal person who abides by the law, has public morality, and has a moral heart will not be fine when he sees people, right?

This is also the reason why Yan Jin has always refused to kill, in addition to the moral bottom line constraints, she is afraid that she will have PTSD!

Many people have only heard of PTSD, but they do not know what causes it, and some even think that only people who have experienced war can get it.

In reality, however, PTSD refers to a mental disorder that occurs when a person experiences, witnesses, or encounters an actual death involving themselves or others.

Not just death, but sometimes just the threat of death, can also cause the disease.

Yan Jin knows very well that there is no psychiatrist in this world, and if she doesn't take care of herself, once she lets herself have PTSD, she will collapse.

So from the very beginning, she warned herself not to be like those immortal cultivators, who didn't take human life seriously when they were highly capable, and killed people at will.

Such vigilance is not useless, that time when she was fighting against three scattered cultivators and robberies at the foot of Guiyuan Sect Mountain, she suddenly had a thirst for war in her heart, and when she beat the first person with a trap, her heart was inexplicably excited and excited.

She immediately suppressed the excitement, and even removed her own punch when teaching the second person. But even so, when she only hit someone with her fists, she faintly couldn't control the idea of wanting to kill that person.

Yan Jin was very afraid, she was afraid of death, and she was afraid of others dying.

It's not kindness, it's not weakness, it's that she's afraid that she will eventually become bloodthirsty and belligerent and lose her mind.

She felt that there was a force in her body, always shouting, and those who did not accept it would be destroyed.

But reason told her that if she did, she would go in an uncontrollable direction.

All the while, she has been in good control, no matter what the situation, she chooses to retreat, or chooses to make people lose the ability to move.

That's why she's always chosen bricks and steel pipes as weapons. To be honest, she could draw a machete, but she didn't want to. So even if there were swords, guns, and other magic weapon blueprints, she never used them when she refined them, but put them in her bag to give away or sell.

She is not short of money, nor is she short of popularity, she just doesn't dare to use it.

But now, two bloody human heads appeared in front of her like this, and even the other party told her in person that they were killed for her, which made her a little unacceptable for an instant.

From the moment she saw the two human heads, her hands trembled slightly under her long sleeves. No one else could see it, but Liu Xia seemed to have found out.

"Senior, don't blame yourself, these two people are innocent, even if it is not for you, they will be killed by others for their actions in the future. Liu Xia couldn't hold back when he saw the expression of his senior, and hurriedly persuaded: "Besides, you don't know the demon princess, that is a ruthless little girl, what she has done, you must not bear it on yourself." ”

Yan Jin stared ahead, his eyes were a little glazed, and after a while, he said softly: "I just want to kill Lychee." ”

Liu Xia was stunned, and hurriedly said: "Senior, it's not worth it to dirty your hands for a demon clan." The Dao art you have cultivated must not be killed. ”

Yan Jin turned his head and glanced at him, a little surprised: "If I kill, I will lose my Taoism, and you can get rid of my control, isn't it better?"

Liu Xia sighed and said earnestly: "Yes, at first I wanted to escape. But after being with my seniors for a long time, I found that my seniors were actually very good people, and he took great care of his juniors, not to mention that he was very kind.

"If it weren't for your kindness, how could you have been coaxed by those demons to come here? I am not in danger of my life by your side, but if I am in trouble, my predecessors will definitely come to save me, how can I hope that my predecessors will break their vows here and ruin their cultivation?"

When Liu Xia said this, he smiled bitterly: "Seniors, don't think that I said this for self-preservation, I'm not a bad person, we are all people who cultivate the truth, and our seniors should understand why we did this."

"In this world, the most difficult thing to prevent is the mouth of everyone. Our Golden Silkworm Guan takes the blood of the demons to refine the secret medicine, and if it is misunderstood, it will definitely be said that we colluded with the demons.

"We were kicked out of Chunzhou because of this before, and we don't want to be driven away again. So those places where the demons are imprisoned, and the entrance of the demons, we are all careful and careful.

"Attacking the seniors at the beginning, it was also a helpless move, if the seniors found the magic pattern, and went out indiscriminately to talk nonsense, can we still have a good one?

"Don't blame the seniors, we are also helpless. I don't have any disrespect for my predecessors, and I don't have any thoughts of harm. ”