When I set foot on this island again, my emotions are probably complicated, whether it is the memory of my childhood, or the grudge with someone, this kind of things that have precipitated in the depths of memory, not everything I want to remember, but whether I want to remember it or not, what I have experienced...... After all, it is indelible. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

When I was five years old, I came to the Sea of Suffering, and in the initial stage of learning and cultivating, it was actually an unpleasant experience.

- Because I didn't think that when I first came to the Sea of Suffering, the cultivation of such things had already started quietly.

At that time, Master gave me a small boat that could only accommodate me alone, and when I think about it, the boat was very much like a child's plaything, but the bitter sea was not a plaything, it was a sea of death floating with white bones, and naturally, the boat and my body sank little by little as if they had fallen into the mire.

In fact, the person who fell into the water should not be like this, and the fall was so slow, in fact, it should be because the master moved his hands and feet, but at that time, he was young and didn't understand many things, so he could only struggle desperately in the sea of suffering, and it was probably not easy to call.

At that time, the master was still standing on the water with a blank face, not only did he not stretch out his hand to help, but looked at him with an indifferent expression, he probably said something, and his expression was also a little serious, so that I can't remember exactly what he said. One was because of my young age, and the other was that the environment I was in at the time didn't make it possible for me to remember. But those words seemed to be very important to Master, so important that when that incident happened a year ago, Master once asked me, but after so much time, I, like many people, only remember that this kind of thing happened, and if you look at the details, I should not have any impression.

After returning to the other island, Master began to teach me to practice formally.

At that time, I was very curious, so I asked the master what the practice was.

At that time, my understanding of spiritual practice was probably something that made me very powerful, but I didn't have a clear idea of what it was.

The master just looked at me when he heard this, and he smiled for a long time, and that was the first time I saw him laugh, well, that was a smile in the real sense, very beautiful.

Then he said, "Practice, is to eat."

When I suddenly realized, I really thought that my cultivation was eating, and as for those messy realms, it was probably just the amount of food I ate.

The master looked at me, but his smile slowly retracted, and he said: "The food eaten by a group of ants should also be divided into three, six, nine and so on." Since it's a meal, of course, you have to eat the best meal.

That day, the master told me that there are three kinds of delicious rice in the world.

Yourself, heaven and earth, sentient beings!

I've always been a little sensitive to the word "rice", probably because I've been hungry, but I naturally haven't heard of these three kinds of rice, and I haven't eaten it, and then I asked him if he has been eating this kind of rice all along, and he was slightly silent when he heard it, but he never replied to me.

Since the day I came to the Sea of Suffering, I have been in formal contact with cultivation, because there are only two people on the island, one is a master and the other is a senior brother, and both of them are better at cultivation than me, so I have never had an accurate concept of my own level.

But my brother was very hostile to me, and rarely talked to me, even after meeting, he looked cold, and I had a bit of a strong temper, so naturally I didn't want to deal with him.

Then one day, Master solemnly told me that he wanted to change my name.

I asked him why he had changed his name.

His answer was a bit perfunctory, but I was convinced at the time, I probably can't remember the original words or anything, but I can still remember the meaning of the words.

He said that I will always have to walk the world in the future, whether it is fighting or killing, a powerful name is always a matter of great face.

At that time, I didn't think too much about it, I just felt that Master's words seemed to have some truth, and then from that day on, I had a new name - Killing Shengren.

It was probably a long time later that I learned that at the same time that the master changed my name, the two silk threads in the dark had been entangled together at that moment, one was prosperous and the other was lost.

It was the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, and my brother came to talk to me, and it was the first time he had talked so much to me, and he had abandoned his usual cold appearance.

He said that Master had been injured many years ago, probably from a fight with a group of guys, and then many people died, and some people lived. From that time on, a big mountain appeared in front of the master, and he thought of many ways and paid an unimaginable price, but it was difficult to break it even if he was desperate.

Probably unable to find the direction, the master began to look for a successor, he once had a wife, was robbed, that wife is a goddess in ancient times, but also a brilliant person, originally in his imagination, with their personal unparalleled qualifications, the child born must be a masterpiece of the ancients, and then the senior brother was born in this world, and he is indeed a very outstanding person, but it is still far from the master's imagination.

After a while, the goddess disappeared, and when the senior brother grew up, he also asked, and the master replied very indifferently, saying that he had killed the goddess with his own hands.

At that time, when he heard his senior brother talk about this incident, his eyes were red, and tears couldn't stop flowing.

I didn't comfort him, I just watched quietly until he didn't cry.

I can't say anything like pity, but from the bottom of my heart, I don't really believe in this kind of thing, until one day, after this kind of thing happened to me, I realized that I didn't know him at all for so many years.

He taught me to practice, sent me to the Pig Temple, and taught me to kill, and I could only adapt to it, get used to it, go numb, and repeat these things...... And the senior brother told me that these things were all things that Master had experienced when he was young, and I was like another selfless man, repeating those things that he had already repeated, until ......

- until after knowing Jiuru.

Probably a comfortable life will make the blade dull.

In the time I've known her, I've been tired of the bloody killings, I'm tired of being displaced, I'm tired of the past.

So I'm going to change some of my habits.

Jiuru and I once went to the Great Wilderness State, a paradise ruined by the Emperor of People.

There is a vast sea, and one or two hill-like islands and reefs have sprung up on the sunken continent, and the islands and reefs are full of colorful flowers, and when the flowers are in full bloom, they will attract some colorful butterflies to dance, and there are several unnamed birds, which is a beautiful sight.

She liked the Great Wilderness State very much, so we agreed that one day we would stop paying attention to the world, build a few houses in the Great Wilderness State, build a pond, and stock a swarm of bees by the way.

In order to achieve this goal, we have each worked hard for a few years, and Jiuru has set out to deal with the affairs of Huangquan Dao, intending to pass on the lineage to Su Yu. But Su Yu is lazy by nature and may not be willing to accept this kind of thing, and Jiuru is unwilling to force her, so in the end she can only find a disciple and let her accept the mantle of Huangquan Dao.

But the disciple he was looking for finally had a problem, this person was sent by Li Xuangui, and the purpose was to obtain the essence of the Dao method of the palm line, because of this matter, the matter of Jiuru inheritance mantle finally died, and she herself also encountered some things such as open guns and hidden arrows, which caused the target to be constantly delayed.

Because of this incident, I once lost my temper, originally, I was going to kill the people involved in it all at once, but she didn't agree to do this, and she didn't want me to kill people, and then she found a senior who was in the same line as Huangquan Dao, and completely entrusted the affairs of Huangquan Dao to the other party, so that I sharpened my knife Huo Huo's behavior ended in nothing.

The day before we were about to leave, there was a slight change in the two lines in the dark, and I calculated by deduction, but I didn't find anything unusual, but the feeling of oppression that followed me all the time, lingered, and followed.

Probably because of some bad premonitions, I temporarily changed my route, and Jiuru borrowed the Outer Heavens, planning to rely on that strange place to get rid of some bad things, and at that time I already understood that this bad premonition probably came from my master, the man named Killing Selfless.

The aura in the dark kept me exposed to his eyes, and he finally intercepted me and Jiuru and brought us back to the other side of the island.

At that time, he looked even more cold, and his tone of voice was also cold, I don't know, because he became less like him in the past, or because I never saw it clearly.

It's like a stranger, and the things he does are starting to become strange.

It was something I didn't want to recall, a memory that had settled in my mind, and it was a scene that was always indelible.

I don't know why he did this, but after he locked me up in Beihai, he once said some inexplicable things to me, but I didn't listen to it, and I didn't want to listen to it, but he kept talking.

I used to think about some things in a daze, and then I guessed some cause and effect by relying on some words and what my brother told me back then.

I don't know if this guess is correct, because any subjective guess is always just a guess, but that doesn't prevent me from finding a solution to this matter, and I told him that if I don't die in Beihai this time, ten years later, I will go to the Sea of Bitterness to fight him.

No matter what the reason is, it is probably not as important as it once was, but I didn't think that just a year later, I came to the sea of suffering again......

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The moment he stretched out his hand to push open the door, his expression seemed to be in a trance, Chu Xuan stood there, his eyes slightly confused.

The eyes scanned slightly in the room, but there was no human appearance, the furnishings in the room were also very casual, there was nothing messy, the incense burner was still burning slightly, and the lights were still on, in addition to these two things, there was only a futon in front of the offering table, and the ** of the offering table was a small clay statue.

It was a man with a plain face, and Chu Xuan didn't know why he was enshrined here, nor did he know his name. In fact, when he was a child, he had seen this statue, and he had asked about it, but the person did not respond, and now that he thinks about it, it is a strange thing to be placed here by that person.

This is the residence of the selfless self, and no one has always been allowed to enter, since he was a child, Chu Xuan has been in twice, once when he was five years old, he came to the bitter sea for the first time, and the other time was when he went to the Pig Palace, and the killing without self here gave a few words of advice.

And he had heard what he had said about killing and taking righteousness, he had secretly entered this room, but he was found out by killing without me, and then he was beaten half to death, and never dared to come in again.

If it was usual, he should have stayed in this room alone, but in this case, the room was empty, and he looked a little deserted.

Chu Xuan frowned slightly, where he stood and thought for a moment, but he still walked in slowly.

After a few glances at the statue, he found a string of bracelets placed on the table, he blinked and looked at it, and then walked over and held the bracelet in his hand. In fact, the bracelet is very crudely made, but it is just a polished shell and then strung with cotton rope. Chu Xuan looked at this bracelet, and there was some impression in his mind.

That was more than ten years ago, he personally selected some shells, and then strung them little by little, as his favorite plaything, but later, he left the bitter sea and went to the Pig Palace, this bracelet, never seen again.

Clenching slightly, he watched in silence for a while, and then sighed for a long time before turning around and leaving the room.

He looked for a while on the entire island on the other side, but did not see a single figure, probably thinking that the person had left here, perhaps to go out to do something temporarily, he stood on the golden sand, staring at the black sea in the distance, as if a shadow would break open and appear in front of him in the next moment, but three days had passed, and the entire island was still the same as before, uninhabited, and even a few creatures could not be seen.

After a moment of slight silence, he looked up at the sky, took a deep breath, and then paddled the raft and left the place.

On the dividing line between the bitter sea and the North Sea, there were always some fishing boats swimming quietly, Chu Xuan did not pay attention to these flies, but rose into the sky and flew in one direction......

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