One hundred and seventy-two Xu Fu's memory
Who am I? Yes, I'm Xu Fu, but that's a long, long name. It's been so long, and I've lost track of it.
I was born in the main family of the Xu family. Even so, no one ever cared about me, they laughed at me, and even bullied me, just because I was born ugly.
Yes, I was born very ugly, obviously my father and mother were not bad, but I am the only one, I was born extremely ugly, like a ghost.
So I wore a goblin mask at a very young age so that no one would see me. Although I couldn't escape the bullying of my peers, I had more courage to step out of the room.
I remember that I was only ten years old that year, and I was in the middle of a sacrifice. All the friends rushed out, shouting that a young man outside who had a separate family was born very good-looking. More elegant than women, more dusty than men.
Although I was interested, I did not dare to run out, until I was left alone in the room to study, and I did not leave. Reading word by word, it is necessary to complete the homework assigned by the master.
When I looked up, I realized that I was really the only one left in the room.
I walked slowly outside the house, and the sky was still sunny, letting me know that it was past noon. I touched my stomach and gurgled to let me know that it was protesting.
I kicked the rocks on the ground and sat outside the house, but now that the hour had passed, and I had nothing to eat when I went back, I guess my father and mother had forgotten that I existed.
Also, an ugly-looking child is a shame for his parents.
I curled up, trying to convince myself to forget about being hungry.
At this moment, I seemed to smell the smell of hot buns. I didn't look up, I told myself that it must be my delusion, that it must be because I was hungry myself.
Then, the voice next to me let me know that all this was not an illusion.
"Are you hungry?"
The magnetic, gentle voice, like the sunshine in spring, made my ears tingle.
I raised my head and looked in front of me, I don't know when it appeared, like a fairy-like person. I couldn't help but blush, and I trembled and stammered as I spoke.
"Are you an immortal?"
"Why?" the young man who was standing asked with a smile.
"Because, you're so good-looking. I couldn't help but bow my head. A girl's family, it's really embarrassing to say such a thing.
The boy laughed, and even the laughter made me feel good. He reached out, put the bun in my hand, sat down next to me and said, "You're so funny." You're hungry. “
"You're an immortal. I looked at the bun in my hand and said firmly, "You even know I'm hungry." “
The boy smiled and said, "It's because of the sound of your stomach, I can hear it through the wall." “
I didn't even want to hear what he had to say. In my mind, he is an immortal. Not only because of his kindness, but also because of his looks, and his voice, there is not a single place in him that makes me feel bad.
"Little girl, why are you here?" he asked gently.
"Master, let's memorize the article here, but I, I'm stupid, and I haven't memorized it until now. I took a careful bite, and the juicy juice flowed into my mouth. At this moment, I feel that this is the happiest thing in the world.
"What about your companion?"
"They were all wise, and when they had finished reciting, they all went to see those who had come from their separate houses. I said as I ate.
"People who are separated, what is there to see. The young man next to him seemed to say disdainfully.
"It's beautiful. At that time, I didn't understand the resentment in his words. said seriously: "They said that there is a young man in the family who looks as good as a fairy." I went to see them all. “
"Hahaha, you're so funny. Then why don't you go and see it? Aren't you curious?" the boy asked interestingly.
"But I think you're the best-looking. I turned my head, glanced at the young man beside me seriously, held back the temperature on my face that gradually rose, and said with great sincerity.
"Is it because of the buns?" said the young man, smiling.
"yes, right. I thought about it seriously and nodded, indeed, there was an element of steamed buns in it.
"Hahahaha. The boy laughed even more. The afternoon sun shone on his body, casting a faint glow, like a little firefly. The fluff on the face glows with a golden glow, as warm and soft as cotton wool.
I was so shy that I stuffed the bun into my mouth at once, but I found that it seemed to be too big, and there was too much resistance to chewing, and I lost my image, but I could only bite hard, and there was nothing else to do.
I could feel the young man smiling at me, too, he was such a beautiful person, he must have never seen such an ugly person.
Outside the courtyard, there was a sudden sound of footsteps, and I knew that it was the companions who had returned.
I just wanted to say something, but the bun in my mouth didn't allow me to speak. But it was the action of the teenager next to me that surprised me.
He reached out and unmasked me, it was my weakness, I was afraid, I tried to stop it, but I was still a step too slow. I hurriedly turned my face to the side, and there was silence behind me.
Look, scared. Look, it's really scary!
I thought to myself infinitely depressed. He would have screamed in fear, and then, frightened, ran out. He will definitely regret why he gave me a bun and gave me such an ugly person, a bun.
Yes, almost everyone who has seen my face, says so. And I'm used to it!
"Hahaha. Your mask, it's so beautiful. After the silence, a gentle voice came from behind him. There was no panic in his voice, no fear, the same calm as before.
I squinted my eyes curiously and stole a glance at him.
The boy put the mask on his face, looked at my face with a smile, and said gently, "Why do you want to hide it? “
I couldn't believe it, and my mouth stuffed with buns muttered, "What you said is true?"
"Really. The boy smiled and said, "Very cute, in my eyes, you are more real and lovely than all the people in this family." “
The voices outside were getting closer and closer, and the boy looked at the door and said, "I should go." “
"Can we be friends?" I said, slurringly, my eyes full of hope and longing.
He smiled and stretched out his hand, handed over a necklace that looked like a stone, and said, "Okay, this, let's take it as a token of my friend." I'll treasure your mask. “
"So, when can we meet?" I shouted into the boy's back.
"Next year. The boy stood still, turned around, smiled at me, and said, "My name is Xu Xi." What about you, what's your name?"
I was stunned, I don't have a name, everyone, everyone calls me Hey, eh, ugly. No one called me by name, I bowed my head and was silent.
The young man smiled slightly, stood five steps away, enveloped in the sunlight, and said, "It's better for me to call you Xu Fu." The blessing of blessings. “
"Xu Fu. I muttered to myself, the corners of my mouth unconsciously pulled into a smile, I like this name, and I like this blessing.
I looked up again, boy, it was gone.
My companions outside the courtyard also walked into the courtyard, and when they saw me, they couldn't help but say disgustingly: "Hey, ugly bastard, why don't you wear a mask, how ugly it is, I even vomit out of lunch." “
I don't know why, this time, for the first time, I didn't feel sad in the face of ridicule.
The good-looking young man they discussed, how good-looking he was, dressed in white, like an immortal in the sky.
But I didn't listen to it, because in my heart, there is no one who can compare to him in my heart, Xu Xi!